In Xu Wanning's impression, he does not value women.
Therefore, many people in the capital who did not know the inside story praised her for marrying well.
Because Yan Yuanzheng does not have three wives and four concubines like other men, let alone having sex outside.
In the eyes of outsiders, Yan Yuanzheng is a rare man in this world.
So even if he wanted to make peace with her later, they believed that she must have done something that was sorry for Yan Yuanzheng.
But they didn't know that Yan Yuanzheng had never been for her own good.
He did it for Xu Wanyu.
"don't want."
"You like Xu Wanyu, go find her."
On this night in the previous life, Yan Yuanzheng was extremely reluctant. He didn't want to touch her at all.
The old lady asked him to come to her room only after she threatened to die.
But after only staying for a while, he wanted to leave.
It was her blushing face and taking the initiative to get closer that made him willing to touch her.
She also clearly remembered that in the previous life, they were entangled in the bed for a second, as intimate as any other couple in this world.
But the next second, after venting his desire, he immediately left, took a shower and changed clothes.
It seemed that the person who had been fighting her to death just now was not him.
He was so reluctant in the previous life, which made her think that he would not be willing to touch her this time.
Now he has changed his attitude.
"You are my wife, why are you looking for her?"
Seeing the resistance and confusion on her face, Yan Yuanzheng twitched the corner of his mouth with a hint of mockery.
She doesn't understand men.
No man in this world can accept being so disgusted by his wife.
What's more, not long ago, she was deeply in love with him and obeyed him in every way.
"You clearly like her, and you would never marry her."
Xu Wanning's voice was trembling, and her fists were clenched under her sleeves.
She absolutely cannot accept that she has to commit herself to the person she hates the most.
Yan Yuanzheng strode closer calmly. He has been practicing martial arts all year round, and his skills are much higher than Xu Wanning's.
He directly held her down and hugged her horizontally, leaving Xu Wanning struggling in his arms.
"You have to know that many things are not up to you. No one will help you, not even the Xu family. For a helpless person like you, you can only survive by being obedient and obedient."
"You obviously did well in the past, why are you so confused now?"
Yan Yuanzheng looked extremely cold and asked this sentence without emotion.
Xu Wanning's heart was hit hard.
Her previous life was too miserable, and when she came back again, she had countless resentments and unwillingness in her heart.
In front of Grandma Li, she could still control her emotions.
Because she knew that the person behind Grandma Li could directly kill her.
But Yan Yuanzheng would not kill her for the time being, so he let her true emotions vent a little.
"Pay more attention."
He put her on the bed, and his tall figure completely covered her, trapping her between the beds. The narrow space was filled with the cold scent of the man.
His rough fingertips stretched towards her jade-like cheeks.
This action suddenly woke Xu Wanning out of his chaotic thoughts.
She quickly pulled off the hairpin on her head and stepped back, with a defensive posture all over her body.
Yan Yuanzheng curled his lips sarcastically: "Do you think you can hurt me with the things in your hands? Xu Wanning, enough is enough, I will not always forgive you."
He was calm and composed, raising the corners of his lips coldly as if watching a good show.
Xu Wanning hated this condescending look.
Yan Yuanzheng, Xu Wanyu, stepmother, all of them had looked at her like this.
This is a look at the weak and ants.
Because I was powerless to fight back in front of them.
Determining her life or death may be slightly more troublesome for them than trampling on ants.
Will she really continue to do this in this life?
Always in a lower position, everyone can be bullied, everyone can be humiliated, and you can never control your own destiny.
What is the meaning of such a rebirth?
"I know this thing can't hurt you at all." She clenched the hairpin tightly and spoke softly.
She didn't know why, in this situation, she could still laugh.
Perhaps at a certain moment, she figured out the path she wanted to take in the future.
Xu Wanning turned the hairpin in her hand to herself, "If you come here, I will kill myself. The old lady always pays attention to reputation. If I die in bed tonight, guess what the whole city will talk about tomorrow..."
She didn't continue the rest of the words.
Yan Yuanzheng pursed his thin lips into a straight line and looked at her with serious eyes for a long time.
After a long silence, he said coldly: "You would rather commit suicide than let me touch you?"
Xu Wan Ning's transformation caused waves of anger to rise in his heart. His wife, who used to be soft and weak, seemed to be a different person now.
"Yes!" Her voice was firm, her face full of resistance.
"You really don't regret it?"
Xu Wanning raised her head and looked directly into those dark and deep eyes: "I will never regret it."
Yan Yuanzheng remained silent for a long time, and finally sneered.
He stared at her solemnly, "As you wish, I only hope you can say such things with a smile in the future."
"In the next few decades, you will be in this general's mansion for the rest of your life. What will your life be like without me? Have you ever thought about it?"
Xu Wan Ning sneered: "Of course I know, I won't bother the general."
Yan Yuanzheng stared at her, and the corners of his lips twitched slightly, as if he didn't believe it, but also seemed to sneer.
He immediately stood up and left, striding towards the door.
It wasn't until he went out that she collapsed on the bed.
She made the right bet.
Although no one in the Xu family would help her stand out in the slightest, she was the daughter of the Xu family after all.
If she is still alive, the Yan and Xu families are in-laws. If she dies, this relationship will no longer exist.
Now only Xu Wanyu is left unmarried in the Xu family, but Xu Wanyu is going to be drafted into the palace.
After she died, no girl of the right age from the Xu family could marry into the Yan family.
So Yan Yuanzheng will not ask her to die.
"Madam, why is the general gone?"
"Has Madam consummated the marriage with the General tonight?"
Nanny Li asked eagerly.
Xu Wanning squeezed out tears, looked at Nanny Li with tearful eyes, and shook her head gently, "Never."
"Why didn't Madam take advantage of such a good opportunity?"
Aunt Li felt very pity, "Why is the general unwilling?"
"Why else?"
Xu Wanning pretended to be hurt: "The general always has his heart. The person he likes is not me, so naturally he won't touch me..."
She knew that Yan Yuanzheng would definitely not say that she was unwilling.
He is so shameless that even if he knew what she said, he would not reveal it.
Besides, he was rarely at home, and more often than not he was in the military camp.
This gives her room to lie.
"What can we do? The old lady will definitely attack tomorrow."
Xu Wanning lowered her head, as if ashamed, and refused to speak any more.
She knew that Nanny Li was so eager because she had also taken refuge in the old lady.
But this is only on the surface. Her only master is Xu Wanyu.
"Mommy, you have worked hard today." Xu Wanning sobbed, "You should go back and rest first. Let Zhi Xia stay and watch tonight."
Grandma Li nodded. She was worried about how to reply to the old lady and the others.
"Madam, don't be sad, there will be another chance in the future." Zhixia comforted her in a low voice.
Xu Wanning looked up, with half a tear on his face.
She looked at Zhi Xia tenderly.
Zhixia is the maid who has followed her since childhood. She has always been loyal to her mother because of her life-saving grace.
He even died trying to save her in his previous life.
Zhi Xia has never betrayed her.
She is also the only person Xu Wanning dares to use with confidence now.
"Zhi Xia, I need your help. I want you to handle this matter quietly and don't let anyone know about it, including Grandma Li."
Xu Wanning lowered her voice and held Zhixia's hand tightly.
She was a smart maid, and she quickly nodded heavily: "Madam, you said, I will do my best."
She didn't know what it was, so she nodded without hesitation.
Xu Wan Ning was moved. Maybe if she asked Zhi Xia to kill someone, she would do it immediately.
"Come here with your ears."
