"But if I leave the capital and return to Mushan Pass, will I be safe and sound?" Mo Han looked at Fang Zilan steadily, her expression relaxed a little, "At least it will be safer than you in the capital. In the southeast, except for Rong, King An, no one can attack the Mo family or you easily. And after this, King Rongan..."
She paused as she spoke, "He will restrain himself. But there are many powerful families in the capital, and the fight will never end. I just take it one step at a time. I don't have the ability to make promises to anyone, let alone protect anyone. Mu Shan Forget what I said to you in Guanzhong."
"Sister Lan, I don't need your promise..." Mo Han was about to say something when Fang Zilan stopped him, "Mo Han, the capital is not suitable for you. I don't want to watch you hurt yourself. Go back. Just pretend you've never known me."
Mo Han took a deep breath and said in one breath: "Sister Lan, please listen to what I have to say, okay?"
Fang Zilan didn't speak, as if he acquiesced, so he continued, "In the past, I heard about you fighting for your life and narrowly avoiding death in the battlefield. At that time, I was thinking, if one day you and I can recognize each other, I will definitely I won't let you be alone again. I know that I can't help you, and even if I stay, it will be a burden on you. But I am not afraid, even if it is just an excuse, a living target in full view, or even a hostage, I will not give a damn about."
"I care." Fang Zilan's voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible, but Mo Han saw the shape of her mouth clearly and couldn't help but smile, "From the moment I stepped into the capital, I never thought about walking out alive. I want to accompany you, even for a moment, and I want you to know that you are not alone in this world."
Fang Zilan sighed softly, "Fool, why would you seek death when you can live?" There was some inexplicable emotion in her eyes, as if she was asking him, but more like asking herself.
"What about you?" Mo Han asked without answering, "Is the way you chose really a way to survive?"
Fang Zilan lowered her eyes slightly. She still remembers the person who applied medicine to her in the dream asking her - Do you want to destroy yourself?
When dreaming back at midnight, this sentence would always flash into her mind inadvertently. Gradually, she discovered that it was actually true. What she called risking her life was actually risking her life.
In other words, she has been waiting for one day to end all this.
why? Could it be that the ending that Fang Zilan wanted in ancient times was also what she wanted? she does not know.
The answers she is looking for have not yet been obtained. From the reason why she traveled through the world in the first place, to her life experience, past, and memories... there are more and more mysteries surrounding her, making the truth even more secretive. The further she walked, the more frightened she became, fearing that one day she would regret it if she knew everything.
Therefore, she could not answer Mo Han's question. This time, whether she was deceiving others or herself, she couldn't do it.
"Sister Lan, you want me to live, so why don't I?" Mo Han sighed quietly, "If you are no longer here, I..."
He didn't continue, but Fang Zilan knew what he meant. They were each other's only relatives in this world. If you can't be by your side, what's the point?
When Mo Bin heard this, he couldn't help but turn his back. For some reason, Han'er seems to have become a different person since she was rescued from the water. From then on, he felt uneasy, always feeling that Han'er was unpredictable, and had a strong premonition that Han'er would leave one day.
But I didn't expect that this would come so quickly one day.
"Mo Han, what are you doing to your parents and family?" Fang Zilan glanced at Mo Bin and said with a cold tone, "Stop being childish and go back."
Mo Han turned away almost stubbornly, and Fang Zilan forced herself to snort coldly: "I just used a piece of jade pendant to cheat people, why are you still relying on me now? You don't even think about how much you weigh." Two, can you really enter the gate of my house? Butler, see the guests off."
After she finished speaking, she walked towards the hall without looking back. Mo Han wanted to say something more, but was drowned out by a "Boss".
Hearing the sound, Fang Zilan stopped and looked back to see that it was Vice Admiral Cao. He trotted excitedly and rushed in front of her, his eyes shining, "Boss, I can finally come back!"
Fang Zilan looked at him blankly, "Old Cao, why are you back?" She asked and before he could answer, she frowned and said, "Did Lord Wei drive you back because he didn't want to take you in? Why did he? Drive him away? Just wait, I'll go find him and have a good argument."
Seeing her rolling up her arms and sleeves and about to go find Wei Subaru, Deputy General Cao quickly stopped her and said, "Boss, I came back by myself. Lord Wei didn't chase me away."
Fang Zilan looked at him suspiciously, "What about your military status?"
"Of course he's still in our house." Vice General Cao answered quickly, but he didn't expect that Fang Zilan raised his hand and slapped him, causing pain on his shoulder. "Are you stupid? How many days have passed, and you don't even have a military status. It can’t be done. Do you think it’s Master Wei who doesn’t want to do it for you, or is it something else?”
"I told Mr. Wei exactly what you said, boss, and he agreed." Vice General Cao said with a shy smile, "I just want to wait and see for two more days, so..."
"Why wait and see?" Fang Zilan interrupted him with a fierce look, "If something happens to me, and you don't have Lord Wei to protect you, you will be the first to be implicated. What can you do at this time? I'm really..."
As she was talking, she was about to hit Deputy General Cao again, when she heard a voice sarcastically say: "Are you also afraid that something will happen to you? Why can't I tell at all?"
Awan stood at the entrance of the courtyard angrily, looking at the chaos in the courtyard, her brows knitted together. When Vice General Cao saw her, he seemed to have seen a savior, "Miss Awan, you are back."
"I'm back." Awan nodded and walked over reluctantly, "I say Master Fang, please be gentle. If you kill Deputy General Cao, I will still have to suffer for medical treatment. Yes. You, the old man, are all I can handle, and I don’t need any other injured people in my house.”
Fang Zilan glanced at her helplessly, "What's the matter with you?"
"My master has been keen on doing good deeds recently. He does not charge for medical treatment. He is nervous about eating. How can he have the money to feed my mouth? He kicked me out without saying a word." Awanxin said it in a serious manner. , "I thought about it and realized that I couldn't just starve to death, so I came back to find you."
"I don't have any money either, so you should be hungry." Fang Zilan said with a calm face, leaving everyone behind and went back to the backyard.
Vice Admiral Cao touched the back of his head and said, "Boss, are you angry?"
"Why are you angry? She was so moved that she hid and cried." A Wan came to Lieutenant General Cao's side, "That's just how she is. She was probably just pretending to hit you. It must not hurt, right?"
Vice General Cao shook his head like a rattle, "It still hurts."
Awan clicked her tongue, "How come this person didn't do it lightly or harshly? I'll show you later."
Vice General Cao was about to refuse when he saw Awan looking at Mo Bin and Mo Han, "Why are General Mo and Master Mo here?"