Shen Huaizhou felt empty in his heart.
It's clear that the beauty is in my arms, but it doesn't feel real when I hold her in my arms.
He rubbed her neck and smelled the scent of flowers on her body before he felt a little more at ease.
"I didn't want to marry Jin Xi." Shen Huaizhou's voice was hoarse, "You didn't interfere either. Don't belittle yourself like this."
She looked down on herself and stabbed his heart with a knife.
It made him heartbroken every time.
Shen Huaizhou knew that it was him who made her feel uncomfortable.
But asking him to let go...he really can't do it.
He didn't even dare to think about the pain of losing Zhong Lingyu, let alone bearing it.
In Zhong Lingyu's breath, there was the faint smell of alcohol on his body, mixed with the refreshing scent of soap. It was not unpleasant, but intoxicating.
The rich male body temperature enveloped her.
But it doesn't warm my heart.
She said calmly: "You don't want to marry Jin Xi, but that doesn't mean you won't. The arms channels behind the Jin family must be very exciting for you."
"Not only that." Shen Huaizhou raised his eyes and caressed her cheek, "There is also the safety of the people of Yuncheng."
"What?"
"The Jin family plans to unite with other warlords to annex Yuncheng. If I don't take action, Yuncheng will be in danger. For the sake of the overall situation, some things have to be compromised."
Zhong Lingyu didn't expect that there was such a reason.
Also, who among the most powerful people in the world does not have many constraints?
Even the powerful Shen Huaizhou had to make some difficult choices for Yuncheng.
He is a courageous and resolute leader who cares about the people.
As a citizen of Yuncheng, Zhong Lingyu admired and was grateful to Shen Huaizhou.
But this doesn't mean that she should despise herself for this.
If Shen Huaizhou really married Jin Xi, then who would she be?
Zhong Lingyu said helplessly: "Now that the matter is over, we can get together and disperse. If you can let go happily, I will be grateful to you from the bottom of my heart."
Shen Huaizhou doesn't need to be grateful and won't let go.
He said softly: "Jin Xi and I haven't even been engaged yet... What's more, we can't say for sure what will happen in the future. Just like Huo Fanshu, the marriage that my father said at the time failed to come true in the end. I am now It’s still yours.”
"Shen Huaizhou, don't you think this is too ambiguous?" Zhong Lingyu's voice rose, "The Jin family is different. It involves the safety of Yuncheng. You and Jin Xi are already a sure thing. How long will you continue to want to deceive me? ?”
Shen Huaizhou went to hug her.
Zhong Lingyu raised his hand and pushed it away, raising his eyes and staring at him, "You have always kept me in the dark about the Golden Jubilee, and now you want to delay it. Shen Huaizhou, I am not a fool."
Shen Huaizhou did not cheat.
He just hasn't thought about how to win over the Jin family and obtain the arms channels behind it without marrying Jin Xi.
He would not make an easy promise to Zhong Lingyu before he was 100% sure.
As for procrastination, he did think about it.
But things are unpredictable, and Zhong Lingyu came to Xiangcheng inexplicably and found out about him and Jin Xi in advance.
He couldn't argue.
But Shen Huaizhou only had Zhong Lingyu in his heart, and he was just acting on the occasion with Jin Xi, without any sincerity at all.
But he couldn't guarantee... that he really wouldn't marry Jin Xi.
The love between children is not as important as the overall situation.
But he still has selfish motives and wants Zhong Lingyu to compromise for him.
Shen Huaizhou didn't explain anything more, but said in a deep voice: "Lingyu, I'm sorry, I can only force you to follow me."
Zhong Lingyu collapsed and burst into tears.
She raised her hand and hit his shoulder hard, "Shen Huaizhou, you are a selfish bastard. I will hate you forever..."
Shen Huaizhou pressed her head to his chest and allowed her to be beaten and scolded.
He deserves this.
For a moment, Zhong Lingyu cried silently.
She fell on him and fell asleep.
Shen Huaizhou carried her to the bed and gently covered her with the quilt.
Her curved eyelashes were hung with crystal tears, running down the corners of her eyes.
Shen Huaizhou looked at it, feeling very upset.
He held her little face and kissed her gently a few times.
Until she stopped crying and started to sleep peacefully.
He just walked outside to the living room.
Shen Huaizhou frowned and leaned on the sofa to smoke.
He looked at the dark ceiling, dust and smoke lingering around him, adding to the hazy feeling.
The silent environment gave him a moment of calm.
He thought of Zhong Lingyu's face that was red from crying.
I couldn't help but think, what would happen if he really let go?
He will never have her again, or even see her in person... After all, she always avoids him.
What about her? Marry Chen Tingze and have children?
Or leave Yuncheng and marry another man?
Just thinking about it this way, Shen Huaizhou had the idea of killing people.
After taking a deep puff of the cigarette and exhaling it again, Shen Huaizhou pressed the cigar firmly on the coffee table.
The smoke burned his lungs, and he woke up instantly.
No matter what, he won't let go.
Even if in the end, he really had no choice but to marry Jin Xi, Zhong Lingyu could only be his.
Shen Huaizhou loosened his tie and returned to the bedroom.
He took a shower, the smell of cigarette smoke faded from his body, leaving a refreshing soap scent, and then lay down next to Zhong Lingyu.
Her body is always fragrant and soft, and everything is smooth.
A slender waist, one arm encircling her whole body.
The spring light under the white and tender shoulders and neck is particularly alluring.
If it had been in the past, Shen Huaizhou would have struggled a long time ago.
He would coax her to beg for mercy from him using various nasty gestures that would make her cry with embarrassment.
Listen to her thin and whimpering voice, caressing her with wanton rhythm.
But probably because he was worrying about gains and losses now, Shen Huaizhou was so satisfied just holding her.
Her sweet smell, body temperature, and breath all told him that he still had her.
In the quiet night, Shen Huaizhou stared at her sleeping little figure, his eyes full of obsession and joy.
After the death of his mother, the most important woman in Shen Huaizhou's heart was his grandmother.
Now, there is another girl named Zhong Lingyu.
She could only be his.
Shen Huaizhou hugged her and slept peacefully.
The next day, Zhong Lingyu was woken up.
Men are always extra energetic in the morning.
She moved her body, trying to get away from Shen Huaizhou.
Unexpectedly, he woke up early, took her waist, turned over and kissed her.
His bulging chest pressed against her softness, and his arms trapped her in the small space.
His lips touched the base of her ear and kissed her.
Zhong Lingyu's body trembled slightly, but his attitude was cold.
She turned her head away and remained silent without saying a word.
Shen Huaizhou was in no mood to do anything, so he deliberately coaxed her, "Let's go on a date together tonight."
"It would be bad if your wife caught you and raped you." Zhong Lingyu said coldly.
One sentence made Shen Huaizhou so angry that he wanted to vomit blood.
He didn't want to hear what she wanted to say.
Shen Huaizhou was so angry that he bit her tender shoulder hard.
