Lu Yao slowly walked to Zhao Fuling's bed.
Zhao Fuling glanced at her and then looked away.
Lu Yao found that there was a small gap in the window and quickly went around to close the window tightly.
"Open the window."
Zhao Fuling said weakly.
Lu Yao turned around and smiled at her, "Comrade, you can't punish others by hurting yourself. It will only make yourself worse."
Zhao Fuling turned away and said, "I don't need your attention. Please leave."
Lu Yao pulled up a stool, sat down next to her, touched her belly, and said, "I'm pregnant too, three months along, and I'll be a mother like you in a few months."
Zhao Fuling's eyes fell on Lu Yao's slightly bulging belly, remembering that a few months ago, she, like Lu Yao, was looking forward to a new life and imagining what he would look like when he was born.
Her eyes were slightly red and her voice was choked, "Do you also think that I am not worthy of being a mother?"
Lu Yao shook her head, "Not all mothers are worthy of being called mothers, but this does not apply to you. In my opinion, you are a very qualified mother."
Hearing this, Zhao Fuling's eyes changed when he looked at Lu Yao, and then he laughed to himself.
"You don't have to say anything against your will. Other women feel the same pain after giving birth to their sweethearts, but I don't want to see him at all. I don't want to see him in this life!"
Whenever she saw him, she would think of his father and feel sick.
Lu Yao said warmly, "That's because you are sick. It's not that you don't love him."
Zhao Fuling smiled, "Are you sick? Are you crazy?"
Zhao Fuling stared at Lu Yao, his eyes getting more and more anxious, "Are people outside saying that I am a psychopath? My child is full term, but I took sleeping pills and almost killed my child, and now I am unwilling to feed him , everyone thinks I’m crazy!”
Lu Yao shook her head, "No, no one thinks so. You have a psychological problem, so you reject the child. It's not your fault. Besides, you just had a caesarean section. Even if you want to feed him, you don't have the ability. Children don’t have to be breastfed, the same goes for milk powder.”
Zhao Fuling burst into tears, "I owe him everything in my life! He doesn't have what other children have!"
"Why do you think you owe him?" Lu Yao stared into her eyes, "Because you love him, you often feel that you owe him. But before you can be a mother, you must first be yourself, but many mothers have lost their children because of them. self."
Zhao Fuling looked away, "That's not me. I'm a selfish mother. I don't deserve to be a mother."
"It's not up to you to decide whether he deserves to be a mother or not. You gave him life and the opportunity to come to this world. It's all kindness."
Zhao Fuling laughed, laughed and cried.
"But I didn't get his consent when I brought him into this world. These are all things we imposed on our children!"
Lu Yao arched her eyebrows and said, "It turns out you're not lucid either."
Hearing this, Zhao Fuling looked at Lu Yao blankly.
Lu Yao looked at her eyes and said, "You are right. Every child is forced to come into this world. It is we who have to let him come into this world, so we adults should be as nice to him as possible. But you are sick now, and it is not your intention to hurt him."
Zhao Fuling looked away.
Lu Yao asked again, "Is it because you suspect that your lover has betrayed you?"
Zhao Fuling looked at her and said firmly, "It's not suspicion, he just betrayed me."
Lu Yao: "Did you ask him for confirmation?"
Zhao Fuling opened his mouth, but no words came out.
Lu Yao raised her eyebrows with a smile on her lips, "So it's your own opinion. Just after listening to that foreign girl's words, you think your man is getting along with her?"
Zhao Fuling took a deep breath, "I don't need to ask him for confirmation. That woman has already sent me photos. The two of them behaved intimately, and..."
Zhao Fuling couldn't say anything behind, but Lu Yao could more or less guess it.
"So you really believe it?"
"If it were you, wouldn't you believe it?"
Lu Yao shook her head without hesitation, "I don't trust others, I only trust my man."
Zhao Fuling snorted, "It didn't happen to you, of course you can say that."
Lu Yao moved her legs and said, "I really have a say in this matter."
"I'm not afraid of your jokes. I used to be my best friend. I poured out my heart and soul to her, but in the end, she seduced my man behind my back."
Hearing this, Zhao Fuling looked at her blankly.
"She sent me a photo of her hugging my man and asked me to fulfill them."
Zhao Fuling opened his eyes wide, "How could there be such a bitch?"
Lu Yao shrugged, "The forest is big and there are all kinds of birds. My man is very angry and worried that I will believe it, but I don't believe it."
Zhao Fuling: "Why?"
"Because I have enough trust in our relationship as a couple and I have enough confidence in myself that I believe my man will not fall in love with another woman after marrying me."
Zhao Fuling frowned: "But they are hugging each other in the photo. Aren't you deceiving yourself? Men don't have a good thing. They can't move when they see beautiful girls. They say they only love you, but behind their backs they talk to others. Get together with a woman! If you trust him so unconditionally, it will only make him think you are stupid, and he will betray you even more unscrupulously in the future."
Lu Yao looked at Zhao Fuling and suddenly felt that she seemed to have too little understanding of Zhao Fuling.
This is a woman with a clear mind.
It is different from the thoughts of those feudal women.
"That's because my husband found the person who took the photo of them. The person showed me the complete photo and told me that it was my friend who paid him to take the photo. He deliberately found a good angle and the photo was misleading. If I quarrel or even separate from my man over this matter, wouldn’t that make the bad guy proud?"
Zhao Fuling was stunned for a moment.
"My man and I often get together and there are still misunderstandings. You and your lover can't see each other a few times a year and rarely communicate. It's easy for misunderstandings to arise. If it were me, when I realized something was wrong, I would be the first to It’s time to seek confirmation from my lover instead of just making random assumptions.”
Zhao Fuling: "Aren't you afraid that he will tell you that everything is true?"
Lu Yao shook her head, "I'm not afraid."
Zhao Fuling blinked, and Lu Yao continued, "Love is not everything in life, it is the spice in life. With love, life may be better. Without love, I can still live well."
"If it's false, it means I'm marrying the right person. If it's true, it's okay. I'll be more free to live alone. I'll have children to rely on for the rest of my life. I can live a happy life with or without a man." good."
