At this moment, I actually wanted to ask Jin Han, isn't the cello noisy? Why don't you stop them?
But when I ask this question, I really feel like I am mentally retarded and I can only think about it in my mind.
"Okay, it sounds great!" These people had no idea what I was playing, but they still applauded, as if they appreciated it.
Suddenly a man stood up with a few banknotes in his hand. He reached out and stuffed the banknotes into my collar when he came to me.
I was startled and immediately stood up and opened his hand.
"What are you doing?!" I couldn't help but raise my voice and asked in a sharp voice.
"Why are you reacting so loudly? Don't people get a jackpot when they go to the theater? It means that the actor sings well and you play the cello well, so I will give you a jackpot too!" The oily man said with displeasure on his face. The hand hanging in the air wanted to continue to push into me.
I was angry and annoyed. I'm not an opera actor, and I don't need a jackpot. People's jackpot is a reward and recognition, and this so-called "jackpot" is nothing more than humiliation and toying with me.
"No!" I refused him through gritted teeth.
My refusal aroused the dissatisfaction of others, but they all accused me of being boring and not asking for help, as if the wine I drank in a humble way was all fake.
This depressing and disgusting atmosphere made me lose control. The desire to see my dad was still very strong, but I couldn't stop the anger that had been burning in my heart. I threw the bow hard on the ground. Turn around and leave.
When the man who was about to give me the jackpot saw this, he suddenly rushed up and hugged me from behind, smiling playfully, "Why don't you go? Stay and let's talk about your dad. Don't you want to see him? We're sure I’ll find a way to help you!”
I was shaking with anger and tried hard to get away from the fat pig, but after drinking and being thin, I didn't have the strength at all. I felt like my eyes were turning black in anger, and blood was pouring out with all my strength. The ground rushed to my mind.
"Jin Han!!" I shouted Jin Han's name hysterically, filled with resentment and anger towards him.
Did he bring me here because he wanted me to sell myself?
As soon as I finished speaking, Jin Han's hand had already grabbed my arm. He had a dull expression on his face. He didn't seem to be touched by this scene at all. He just said to the man who was holding me forcefully, "That's it for today. I’ll send her back first.”
As soon as Jin Han spoke, the man immediately let go of me, as if he had received some order.
I felt like I was going to be sick to death, because when the fat pig hugged me just now, I clearly felt that he had a reaction. It was like I was forced to eat a big bite of flies, everything was disgusting!
Then Jin Han took me out of the room. As soon as he walked out, I couldn't help but slap him in the face, with tears in my eyes, "Asshole!"
"Blame me for not stopping them?" Jin Han did not avoid my slap in the face, and there was an obvious five-fingerprint on his fair face.
There was a scornful smile on his lips, and the questions he asked were extremely funny.
I felt my body was still trembling, and my tone became more and more angry, "If you tell me directly that something like this will happen when you say you want to help me, and ask me to accompany you while drinking and performing, I won't agree. I do." I want to see my dad, but my dad would never want me to do such a thing just to see him!"
"Aren't you very noble?" Jin Han's eyes also turned cold. "You don't want to ask me for anything. It doesn't matter. I want you to see the reality clearly. Without identity and status, you are just an ant. Someone will I will dominate you and dominate you."
I really admire this man. He took great pains to make me realize the cruelty of reality.
"Yes, I understand. You said before that you will definitely make me regret that I will not surrender in front of you or beg you. Is this your purpose?" I don't want to cry in front of Jin Han, but Everything that happened made me want to cry.
This is not the life I want, and it is definitely not the me my parents want to see.
From the time my parents had an accident to now, I have been comforting myself and saying that I must be strong. I am a person who has been reborn once and died once. I have experienced so many things. I have to perform better than in the previous life no matter what. Even stronger, I will become my parents' support and make up for the harm I caused them in my previous life.
So I restrained myself not to cry. Whatever happened, I had to face it rationally. Crying would not solve the problem.
At this time, the tears that I had held back in my heart poured out uncontrollably, and I couldn't control them.
I had drunk too much and was still crying like this. I felt like I was going to be short of oxygen in an instant. The voice of Gu Shisong coming from behind also made me feel unreal.
"Little wife!" Gu Shisong took my hand and protected me behind him. He confronted Jin Han, his tone full of warning, "Jin Han, what did you do to her?" ?”
When Jin Han heard what Gu Shisong called me, his face suddenly sank and he looked at me coldly, "You have no right to interfere with her and me."
"You don't have the final say on qualifications." After Gu Shisong noticed that I was a little unsteady, before I could say anything more, he turned around and supported me. I leaned on his arm weakly, with tears still in my eyes. Sliding down silently.
Gu Shisong wiped the tears on my face distressedly. He smelled the strong smell of alcohol on my body, frowned and asked, "How much did you drink? Did he force you to drink?"
I shook my head, because it was not Jin Han who forced me to drink, but he was the leader.
Seeing me shaking my head, Gu Shisong's face improved a little. He supported my body, ignored Jin Han, and just said to me, "I'll send you to take a rest first."
I really need a bed to lie down and rest, my eyes are spinning.
But before we could take a step forward, Father Gu came to look for Gu Shisong. When he saw him supporting me and preparing to leave, he immediately stopped him, "Gu Shisong, where are you going?!"
"I'll take her back and be back soon!" Gu Shisong answered while helping me walk, not caring about his father's anger at all.
Father Gu strode over and grabbed Gu Shisong's hand, "Didn't someone give it to me? Just mind your own business!"
My sanity was still there, and I didn't say I was insane. After seeing Father Gu's stern face, I pushed Gu Shisong away smartly, forced myself to stand up, and squeezed out a look on my face that was worse than crying. With an ugly smile, "You go about your business first. I can just leave by myself. I have friends who will pick me up."
I can't drive in this state, and I came here in Jin Han's car, so I have to contact Jing'er and the others to pick me up.
Gu Shisong didn't want to, but Father Gu grabbed him tightly and prevented him from catching up with me. The two father and son quarreled behind me, which gave me a headache. It wasn't until I was far away that I couldn't hear their voices anymore. Feel better.
