I took an umbrella and went out, wanting to give it to Special Assistant Fang.
But when I was about to open the gate of the yard, I stopped again. There was obviously a car outside, so I could have waited in the car if I had to. But Assistant Fang insisted on waiting while being soaked in the snow. Isn't this a cruel trick?
In the final analysis, he did this because of Jin Han's pressure, just to make me feel uneasy and compromise.
Thinking of this, I returned home ruthlessly and threw the umbrella aside.
My parents didn't come back for dinner today, so it was just me and a few servants at home. After lunch, almost an hour later, my cell phone rang.
It was Jin Han calling. It seemed that Assistant Fang didn't pick me up, so he couldn't calm down and wanted to call to find out the reason.
"What are you doing?" I answered the phone and asked bluntly.
"Why don't you want to go to Country M with me? Think about your own health?" Jin Han said in a stern tone, "You can't make an appointment at that hospital if you have money, do you understand?"
I know that the hospital Jin Han personally found for me must be the top hospital in the world. Even if he has money, he may not be able to make an appointment so quickly.
If Deng Jing'er or Zhou Yanli had found it for me now, I would definitely fly there as soon as possible, but Jin Han arranged it for me, and I didn't want to go.
The inability to have children is a good reason for me to reject him. I don't want to cure this problem under his nose. Who knows what he will do if he goes against his promise?
"I don't need it, Jin Han. Aren't you and Nan Yu going to country M for a few days? You can just go there. Why do you have to send someone to make me feel troubled? Can you make me feel better during the Chinese New Year? ?" My tone was cold, "If I remember correctly, you said you would never pester me again."
"Yes, I will not pester you anymore, but I must be responsible for your physical problems, otherwise I will not be a man." Jin Han seemed to be restraining his anger, and his voice was lowered a bit, "Even if you end up If you are not with me, you have another man you like. Don’t you want to have a child with him? How many men do you think can accept it? "
"Gu Shisong can accept it." I don't know why, but this sentence came out of my mouth, probably because Gu Shisong always used this point to convince me, and it left a deep impression on me.
As a result, my words seemed to touch Jin Han's back, and his voice suddenly became several degrees louder, and he was full of anger, "Are you crazy? Shu Wanyi, do you want to consider Gu Shisong? I told you You, even if Gu Shisong agrees not to have children, his family will never accept it, so don’t be too naive!"
I was a little speechless by Jin Han's words. I did say the words just now without going through my brain, and I knew that Jin Han was right. Gu Shisong's promise was just a verbal promise. Maybe he I don't like children in the first place.
But what about the Gu family’s parents?
I still remember that Father Gu and Mother Gu thought their son was really gay and took him to see a psychiatrist. I met him in the hospital.
How can a person who can't even accept that his son likes a man accept his son as a DINK?
It is precisely because I know this very well that when I reject Gu Shisong, it will only be stronger and stronger.
"I just said casually. I know what I am doing, but please stop interfering in my affairs. I will not blame you or hold you responsible for this matter, okay?" Me Slowing down his tone, he said to Jin Han.
But he seemed to be incomprehensible and refused to accept what I said. Instead, he threatened me, "Your parents probably don't know about this yet, otherwise they wouldn't urge you to go on blind dates. Do you want me to tell them directly?" ?Then they will take you to the hospital for treatment?"
I have long thought about telling my parents, but I see my mother’s physical condition and it hurts in my heart. Especially last night, my parents quarreled over my emotional affairs. If they knew about my physical condition, , I'm afraid they will be even more unacceptable.
Jin Han knows best where my current weakness is. I have let go of him, but I can't let go of my family and friends.
So when there was nothing he could do against me, it was most useful to move out my family and friends.
I feel like I'm about to suffocate. Why doesn't Jin Han let me go? I have tried not to disturb his life, but he always wants to interfere in my life domineeringly.
Anger was washing through my mind, and I said to Jin Han, "Okay, I just don't know how to tell my parents, so please tell me, Jin Han, I won't be threatened by you all the time." of."
After saying that, I hung up the phone angrily.
I don’t know if Jin Han will be angered by my attitude, but now I should be even more angry. The anger I had nowhere to vent felt uncomfortable in my heart, so I called Deng Jing’er. This matter only Can talk to her.
After Deng Jing'er learned the whole story, she was shocked, "Did he really threaten you?"
"Yes, that person is a psycho!" I cursed harshly.
"I mean, this time my opinion may be different from yours..." Who knew that Deng Jing'er, who had always been on my side, also chose to agree with Jin Han's approach today.
I was stunned, "What?"
Deng Jing'er sighed and said, "I have checked the hospital you mentioned before, and I even made an appointment for you privately, but it was unsuccessful because there were too many people queuing up in front, and the earliest one had to be three Years from now, if Jin Han has the opportunity to ask you to get checked as soon as possible, that will undoubtedly be the best news."
"Jing'er, I..." I wanted to say something else, but Deng Jing'er interrupted me.
Her words were filled with distress and advice, "Yi Yi, you said that it's not that you don't want to be a mother, but that you won't have the chance to be a mother in the future. A woman's childbearing age is very limited. The older she gets, the weaker her functions are. The treatment will be more urgent and troublesome. I can understand that you don’t want to be with Jin Han, but if you meet another beloved man in the future and want to have a child with him, but you are unable to do anything, I don’t dare to feel that kind of regret. Imagine.”
"A woman can choose not to have children, but it's very painful if she wants to but can't."
Deng Jing'er is a mother, and a lot of what she said was actually spoken to me from a woman's perspective.
She is not afraid of my anger because she is really thinking about my future.
These words were exactly the same as what Jin Han said, but when they came out of Jin Han’s mouth, I just didn’t like them and rejected them. But when they came out of Deng Jing’er’s mouth, I seemed to calm down and be able to think about the pros and cons. , which one is more important?
