"I don't need your apology." Jin Han's face tightened. He no longer looked at me, but looked straight ahead.
We have reached the outskirts of Haicheng, it is already dark, and there are not many vehicles on the road. We parked on the side of the road, and the lights in the car seem a little dim.
I wanted to get home early, so I turned to look at Jin Han and urged him, "Jin Han, you can go."
As soon as I finished speaking, Jin Han reached out and hooked my neck. He leaned over and kissed my lips.
I was a little surprised. Just as I was about to pull away from him, I felt something wet my lips. I looked at his eyes closely and found tears falling from the corners of his eyes.
For a moment, my heart hurt slightly, and I knew that Jin Han was really frustrated.
Not only did he suffer love setbacks from me, but he also drifted away from Zhou Yanli, fell out with Yan Chijun, and had pressure from his family to urge him to remarry.
These are all reasons that make Jin Han feel irritable.
I didn't push Jin Han away, but let him kiss me. The entanglement between my lips and teeth added a bit of ambiguity to the air, and even the temperature seemed to rise a bit.
After a while, he let go of me, his eyes were red, "The excessive request I made before was just a last try. I shamelessly thought that if you could get pregnant with our child, you would look back. "
My lips feel a little numb, probably because of the exertion just now.
I raised my hand to wipe the corners of my mouth, feeling a huge sadness welling up in my heart.
I don't know whether to call him naive or impulsive.
"Jin Han, there is something I haven't told you." I took a deep breath. Maybe I should tell Jin Han that I can't have children anymore.
This will completely stop him from thinking.
The Jin family absolutely cannot accept a woman who cannot give birth to children. Besides, there is Nan Yu now, so they can definitely bring Jin Han and Nan Yu together.
Jin Han looked at me blankly, "What's the matter?"
"I won't be able to have children in the future, so you don't have to work hard anymore." Speaking of this, a bitter smile appeared on my face.
This is the scar in my heart. I told brother and sister Zhou Yanli and Deng Jinger, but I never told anyone else.
Zhou Yanli also contacted authoritative experts on my behalf, and the results of the examination were the same.
I have completely given up and no longer have any hope.
Jin Han's expression froze, and his eyes were filled with astonishment, "What do you mean? Why can't we have another child?"
"After the accidental abortion of my first child, I suffered from infertility. The doctor said that in this situation, I will basically never get pregnant again." I lowered my head slightly and my voice became much softer.
Jin Han didn't speak for a long time. I looked at him and saw disbelief on his face, which gradually turned into pain.
Finally, he raised his hands to cover his face, blocking his expression at this time and preventing me from seeing it again.
I waited silently for Jin Han to calm down. This was the first time he knew about this, so he couldn't react for a while, which was normal.
And I have known about this for a long time, so I have already put my mind at ease.
"I will find the best doctor for you. If we go abroad for treatment, there will definitely be hope!" After Jin Han put down his hand, his eyes were obviously redder than before.
I shook my head, "No, I've had it checked abroad before, and Zhou Yanli also found a doctor for me after returning to China, and the results were the same."
"Impossible, you can't make a conclusion without visiting all the hospitals. I will contact some foreign hospitals after the year, and you can go there for examination and treatment!" Jin Han refused to believe me, he replied stubbornly.
I sighed, "Jin Han, forget it."
As my words fell, Jin Han's face suddenly turned pale, as if he had lost all his strength.
His hands grasped the steering wheel with great force, and his irritability could be seen from the white knuckles.
Finally he calmed down, slowly let go of the steering wheel, and said to me in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, it was me who made you like this."
I pursed my lips and said nothing. This was probably caused by Jin Han, but I also bear part of the responsibility.
"I'll take you back." Jin Han restarted the vehicle and rushed towards my house.
My parents have tickets for tonight and won't arrive until tomorrow morning, so I'm not in a hurry.
On the way, I actually fell asleep because of sleepiness, until Jin Han woke me up.
I woke up in a daze, and what I saw was not my home.
I suddenly woke up, "Why is it Yunshuiting?"
"I just went to your house. There is no one at home. Let's stay in Yunshuiting for one night. I will take you back early tomorrow morning." Jin Han replied while unbuckling his seat belt.
My parents went abroad and asked me to spend the New Year at Deng Jing'er's house before leaving, so the servants went home for the holidays.
But that doesn’t mean I can’t live at home alone.
I refused to get out of the car, "Send me back now. I'm not a three-year-old. It's okay to be alone at home."
"Be obedient, I'm not worried about you being alone at home during the Chinese New Year." Jin Han came to the passenger door, bent down and coaxed softly.
I felt my face heat up for no reason. What are you listening to? Why is this person so sweet and doting?
The servants from Yunshuiting had already come out to greet me. When they saw me, they were surprised at first, and then smiled, "Mr. Jin, Miss Shu, you are back."
I'm not coming back, I'm just forced to come here.
Seeing that I still refused to get out of the car, Jin Han frowned and said, "Don't forget, your promise to me is to go back in the second grade of junior high school. The time is not up yet."
"..." What he said made sense, but I didn't really want to hear it.
"Miss Shu, get out of the car quickly. It's too cold outside." The servant urged me again at the right time.
The car window was open, and the cold wind was pouring in. It was really cold all over my body. If the stalemate continued, I would definitely catch a cold.
It was too late to rush back early tomorrow morning, so I got out of the car helplessly.
Yunshuiting is no different from before. Jin Han bought back all the furniture I sold and restored it to its original condition, so I felt extremely familiar when I walked in.
The maid took off our coats. The living room was fully heated and not cold at all.
"Mr. Jin, please drink some hot tea to warm yourself up first." The servant said to Jin Han and me.
"Well, go prepare dinner." Jin Han ordered.
We didn't eat our lunch well at all, and our stomachs were already growling.
The servant immediately went to the kitchen to prepare dinner, while I sat in the living room drinking hot tea. The fruits on the table were very fresh, so I couldn't help but eat some to fill my stomach.
Jin Han sat down next to me. As soon as he put his cell phone on the table, it rang.
I saw the word "Nanyu" at a glance.
Jin Han's eyebrows gathered together, and a faint word "Chuan" appeared. It was obvious that he didn't want to answer the call.
