As soon as I finished speaking, the room fell into a long silence.
Even Deng Jing'er, who usually chirped, remained silent for a long time. She just looked at me in shock and astonishment, her eyes full of disbelief.
Deng Yiyang's eyes looked the same, and the surprise in his eyes was hard to conceal.
After a long time, he spoke, his voice seemed to be rusty, dull and mottled, "Yiyi, you...what do you mean?"
"I didn't keep that child. The doctor said that there is a high probability that it will be the only child in my life. If I didn't keep it, I would never be a mother again. Brother Yiyang, don't waste your time on me anymore. A child who can't A woman who gives birth to a child cannot give you the marriage you want, and even your parents' wish to be grandparents cannot be fulfilled. It will bring you a lifetime of regrets, you know?" I didn't hide it anymore, and just told everything. Told two people.
I just hope they stop getting their hopes up about me.
After Deng Jing'er came back to her senses, her eyes instantly turned red and her voice trembled, "Yiyi, why did you tell me now? Medical science is so advanced now that you will be able to become a mother again, even if you don't like my brother. , you can also have a child with another man you like, or in vitro fertilization, isn't that possible?"
As she said this, she came over, hugged me, and started crying.
If I can be with Deng Yiyang, then Deng Jing'er will definitely be very happy, but when it comes to my infertility, she feels sorry for me from the bottom of her heart, not for her brother.
My eyes were also sore, because I had considered Deng Jing'er's suggestion, but the doctor rejected it, because my situation was not to say that I couldn't get pregnant, but even if I got pregnant, there was a high probability that I would abort.
These uncomfortable emotions are all suppressed in my heart. I only told Zhou Yanli before, but in front of him, I couldn't be so fragile, couldn't hold him and cry, so I could only digest my emotions silently.
And now that Deng Jing'er knew, she held me while crying and comforted me, which gave me an outlet to vent my long-pent-up emotions, and I couldn't help but cry.
Deng Yiyang stood aside, his face pale and sad. He stared at me, his eyes as always full of tenderness and distress for me. I knew that if I was willing to accept him, he would definitely accept this reality, and then find a way to take me with him. Seek medical advice, or finally give up having children and adopt one.
However, this means that we have to face a lot of difficulties. If we can't get through it, it will only make us regret our current decision.
Some roads don't need to be walked down to know that they are full of thorns along the way. There is no need to be bruised and bruised before regretting it.
"I... know." Deng Yiyang clenched his fists tightly, as if suppressing his emotions. Suddenly he asked, "What about Jin Han? Does he know? After you were pregnant with his child and had a miscarriage, It's just the root of the disease, shouldn't he be responsible?"
With that said, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Jin Han directly.
One can imagine how angry he was at this time.
I was startled, and immediately went over to stop Deng Yiyang, but accidentally touched the hands-free button on the screen, and then Jin Han's voice came, "What's the matter?"
"Jin Han, you bastard!" Deng Yiyang was so angry that his voice was full of anger.
"Deng Yiyang, are you tired of living?" Jin Han asked with a cold voice.
"Brother Yiyang, listen to me, hang up the phone first!" I shouted anxiously, almost forcefully grabbing Deng Yiyang's arm, trying to push his arm down, and then snatch the phone away.
Seeing how anxious I was, Deng Jing'er also came over to help me, "Brother, please wait a moment and let me explain myself clearly first!"
After Jin Han heard the noise from our side, he asked suspiciously, "Shu Wanyi, are you and Deng Yiyang together?"
I didn't answer him, but took advantage of Deng Yiyang's distraction to grab the phone, and then quickly hung up the phone. It wasn't until the moment the phone was hung up that my heart fell back to its original position.
I don't want Jin Han to know about this, let alone get entangled with him again because of his so-called guilt.
"Why do you have to bear everything by yourself?" Deng Yiyang looked at me incomprehensibly. He took a deep breath and said, "I mean, you are just a woman, not a living Bodhisattva, not a God. Common mistakes should be Let Jin Han pay the price, instead of having to bear it stupidly!"
I knew that Deng Yiyang actually felt sorry for me, so he spoke harshly. He had never scolded me so harshly before, saying that I had done something wrong. Even when he found out I was pregnant in country X, his reaction was not as big as this.
Deng Jing'er protected me, "Oh brother, please stop talking. It's not like you don't know about that piece of shit Jin Han. What if he knows about it, not only will he be irresponsible, but he will also expose Yiyi's scars?"
Deng Yiyang's eyes darkened, "It was the biggest mistake to fall in love with him in the first place!"
I admit this, but the matter has reached this point and there is not much I can do. Who prevented me from being reborn to the time when I first met Jin Han?
At this time, my cell phone rang, and it was a message from Jin Han: Answer the phone, or I will call your parents later.
It's really a piece of shit.
As soon as I read the message, Jin Han called. He seemed suspicious of Deng Yiyang's sudden call just now, so he asked me, "Is Deng Yiyang at your place, or are you at Deng Yiyang's place? Why did he call suddenly?" Call me?"
Deng Yiyang and Jin Han have ways of contacting each other, but they never have any contact with each other. After all, they are both in the same circle, and they have Deng Jing'er and Lu Xicheng as well.
"Nothing, there was a little problem just now." I replied perfunctorily.
"He won't call me for small problems. It should be something related to me. Don't lie to me. Tell me." Jin Han ordered in a deep voice. Fortunately, I didn't turn on the speaker phone. Otherwise, if Deng Yiyang heard it, he would probably be beaten by Jin Han. The tone was so angry.
I glanced at Deng Yiyang, made a "shh" gesture, and then made up a reason, "My parents were arranging a blind date for me and Brother Yiyang, but I rejected him. He thought I was obsessed with you, so he got angry. I just want to call you and question you, but I don’t think it’s necessary.”
Jin Han was silent for a few seconds, and then asked, "Then why did you reject him? Not because of my words, but because of who?"
I didn't do it because of anyone, just because of myself. "I don't want to get married anymore. It's not for any man. Okay, I've explained it clearly. You are busy with your business. Goodbye."
