"Sister Shu, do you see clearly? Jin Han loves me." Her face was no longer pale, but she was full of energy. "Look at how nervous he is this time. He immediately arranged for me to go to country D. He paid for all the surgery expenses, and he will still stay with me."
"So?" I felt baffled. Why did I come here to show off?
If Jin Han proposed divorce and I was forced to accept it, then it would make sense for her to show off in front of me.
But the reality is that I dumped Jin Han and made it clear that I don't care who he is with. Why does Xiang Qing still come to flirt with her from time to time?
"So I won't let you ruin my happiness." The smile on Xiang Qing's face gradually disappeared, and she looked up at the medicine bottle, "Are you taking care of your miscarriage?"
At this moment, I felt a strong uneasiness in my heart. At this time, the nurse I hired went out to buy fruit, and Zhou Yanli could only visit me after get off work every day.
I wasn't sure whether Xiang Qing knew about my pregnancy before, but this time it seemed that she had asked about it. To be honest, it wasn't that difficult.
Without saying anything, I immediately reached out and tried to ring the bell.
Xiang Qing suddenly stood up, opened my hand, and before I could react, he put his hands on my shoulders and waist.
The next second, I was pushed directly off the bed by her and fell heavily to the ground. A painful scream rushed out of my throat, and blood was gushing out in large streams from my lower body!
"Your good wish to keep your children as capital has been shattered!" Xiang Qing looked at me curled up in pain on the ground, indifferent, and showed a victorious smile.
Then when Liu Yue opened the door and came in to check the situation, Xiang Qing was already sitting in the wheelchair again, clutching her chest with a painful expression, "Yueyue, Sister Shu suddenly fell off the bed, call the doctor quickly, I, My chest hurts so much..."
"What? It hurts again! Let's go find a doctor!" Liu Yue ignored me and pushed Xiang Qing out to ask for help.
Soon, there was a sound of footsteps. Doctors and nurses entered the ward, quickly lifted me onto the bed, and then examined me.
My eyes were blurry, my consciousness began to sink, and there was a harsh ringing in my ears, and then I didn't know anything.
"Husband, look how much he looks like you, his eyes are so beautiful!"
I don’t know how long it took, but I heard a voice and couldn’t help but slowly opened my eyes.
I found myself back in Yunshui Garden. Under the dazzling sunshine, the colorful flowers in the garden were blooming brilliantly, and that sweet voice came from there.
A woman's back is shrouded in a faint golden light, her hair is gently pulled up with hairpins, and her white silk dress is light and soft. She seems to be holding a child.
Beside her, Jin Han was wearing a gray striped shirt, with his cuffs rolled up, and his strong forearms stretched out to pick up the child. A gentle smile appeared on his face, and there was a soft light in his always cold eyes. , he kissed the child and said, "Yeah, just like you."
Is this the married life of Jin Han and Xiang Qing in the previous life?
Why am I here? Am I not pregnant too? Where is my child?
I lowered my head and touched my lower abdomen. It was so flat that there was no ripple at all.
A kind of panic welled up in my heart, and I suddenly shouted, "Jin Han, where is my child?!"
Jin Han turned to look at me when he heard the sound, but I suddenly couldn't see his eyes clearly. The woman next to him also turned to look at me. I was stunned for that second.
Why is it my face? !
She looked at me and smiled at me. There was a huge white light all around. I suddenly opened my eyes, and the familiar pink and white ceiling in front of me gradually became clear.
"It means."
I stared at the ceiling in a daze, unable to recover, until Jin Han's hoarse voice sounded in my ears.
I turned my head and glanced mechanically. His brows were furrowed, there were faint dark circles on his eyelids, and stubble appeared on his chin, as if he had stayed up for a long time.
This is the first time he calls me "Yiyi", which is a very affectionate term.
"Where is the child?" My mind went blank and I could only ask the child.
Jin Han's Adam's apple moved, his eyes were a little red, and at the same time there was confusion and pain in his eyes, "Why didn't you tell me? We are divorced, but you want to cruelly deprive me of my right to be a father? This is you Revenge against me?"
"Let me ask you where is the child?" As long as I don't hear that the child is gone, I don't want to talk about anything else.
"You fell from the bed, and the child... was not saved." Jin Han lowered his eyes, and every word that came out of his mouth was like a knife piercing my heart.
In my two lifetimes, I have never been as overwhelmed as I am at this moment, as if the last light in my life has been blown out.
Suddenly, I felt a murderous intention in my heart. I wanted to kill Xiang Qing!
I suddenly pulled out the needle in my hand and got out of bed to put on my shoes without saying a word. Xiang Qing should also be receiving treatment at this hospital and was probably hospitalized here.
Jin Han immediately stood up and grabbed my hand, "Lie down and rest! Your physical condition is very bad now!"
"Where is that bitch Xiang Qing?! She killed my child! I'm going to kill her!" I screamed, as if the hysteria from my previous life was reappearing.
Jin Han hugged me tightly and said in a painful voice, "Yiyi, no one wants this accident to happen. Xiang Qing was also frightened. She has been hospitalized for the past two days. She blames herself..."
"Jin Han!!" I broke away from Jin Han's hand and looked at him with the most hateful and angry eyes in my life. I wished I had never met this man!
"She came to my ward and pushed me off the bed on purpose! She killed my child!" My tears fell uncontrollably.
Jin Han was startled and seemed unaware of the situation, "Liu Yue said that when she came in, you were already on the ground. Xiang Qing was in a state of heart attack. She is in a wheelchair and should not be that strong."
If the loss of the child was the first great hurt I suffered, then Jin Han's words at this time were undoubtedly adding salt to my wounds.
I looked at him in disbelief, "Jin Han, that's your child too. How can you defend someone who killed your child like this? Just because Xiang Qing looks like Tao Xue, just because she has a heart disease and can't bear it. Is it exciting?"
"Why didn't you answer my call when you sent her to the hospital? She is so important in your heart, right? Then why are you pretending to repent and apologize now? Aren't you happier without the child? You will never have the same relationship with me. No more entanglements!”
Jin Han's eyes darkened, with unspeakable complex emotions.
I raised my hand like crazy and slapped him hard!
"Beast!" I scolded, "You liked Xiang Qing, so I divorced you. When you two were together, I went abroad and hid far away. Didn't I do enough? Why didn't you ignore the murderer? , why should I allow her to show off in front of me?!"
"We are divorced. Why should my child tell you? Do you want to take it back and let Xiang Qing be her stepmother? Jin Han, I hate you, I wish you could die, and I curse you and Xiang Qing to die!" "
I cursed a little out of control, grabbed the pillows in front of the hospital bed and the fruits on the cabinet, and threw them at Jin Han.
He didn't dodge, and soon I smashed a cup with blood on his forehead.
At this time, our parents also came over from China. They were stunned for a moment when they saw the chaotic scene in the ward.
My mother rushed over and supported me, her voice trembling with anger, "What the hell is going on? Yiyi, why didn't you tell your mother that you were pregnant? Why is the baby gone, which was fine?"
Jin Han's father's face was ashen. He stepped forward and slapped Jin Han in the face, cursing, "Are you still a human being?! How did you take care of Wanyi? I heard that Xiang Qing came here and took Wanyi's child away. If it’s gone, you still want to protect her!”
"It wasn't Xiang Qing who moved his hand." Jin Han still chose to believe Xiang Qing.
This sentence made his mother unable to restrain her anger. She already hated Xiang Qing.
Jin's mother was furious and hit her son with her bag, seemingly unable to see that Jin Han was already scarred.
My dad's face was frighteningly dark. He looked at the Jin family's beatings and scoldings and didn't say anything. He just came to me and touched my hair. "Yiyi, let's go home when we're done. My parents will take care of me." you."
I threw myself into my dad's arms and cried loudly. Finally, tired of crying, I went back to bed and fell asleep.
After losing my child, I dreamed for several days of a little girl, toddling with braids, throwing herself into my arms, and calling her "Mom" in a babyish voice.
Every time I woke up, I was already in tears.
My parents come to watch over me every day, and Zhou Yanli comes to stay with me every day. He seems to have become more silent, and there is always a touch of self-blame in his eyes.
"If I had been here that day, that wouldn't have happened, right?" he asked.
"Zhou Yanli, this matter is not your responsibility. It was Xiang Qing and Jin Han who were wrong. You don't have to blame yourself." Although my mood has calmed down a bit, the deep wound in my heart will never heal.
I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, then resign from my job here and return to China.
