"I'm fine. I'm under too much pressure from work. Let's talk." I answered casually and closed the door.
Then I made myself some simple dinner. Since I didn’t have much appetite, I cooked very plainly.
Just as I was about to start eating, the doorbell rang again. I took a look and it was Yan Chijun.
If it's Xiang Qing or Liu Yue, I don't have to open the door, but if it's Yan Chijun, I can't pretend to be deaf and dumb.
"Miss Shu, do you want to go to our place to have something to eat?" After opening the door, Yan Chijun invited me with a smile.
"No, I'm already eating, thank you." I politely refused.
"Let's eat together. I thought Jin Han would come over, but he had something to do today and was delayed. I prepared a lot of dishes. It would be a pity to waste them." Yan Chijun showed a helpless look.
I don’t think it’s okay to waste a little food, “Still——”
"Brother Chi Jun, why did you call her? We should eat it ourselves, lest someone affect our appetite." Liu Yue appeared at the door with a very disdainful tone.
I stopped talking when I reached my lips and looked at the clown indifferently.
"Yueyue, don't say that. Sister Shu has been in poor health recently, don't say that." Xiang Qing stepped forward to stop Liu Yue from targeting me. Who doesn't like his kind and gentle look?
Liu Yue was indignant, "Xiaoqing, stop speaking for her. What if she is not in good health? How serious is your heart problem? She can make you so angry that you are hospitalized. What else do you think about her? !”
Hearing Liu Yue's words, a trace of surprise appeared on Yan Chijun's face, "Is Xiang Qing's heart attack related to Miss Shu?"
"Absolutely. It was her that caused her to lose control of her emotions and cause her heart attack. Otherwise, how could such a calm person like Xiaoqing be like this?" Liu Yue became more and more enthusiastic as he spoke.
Yan Chijun's eyes immediately changed when he looked at me, from disbelief to blame. I thought it was funny. Did he change his impression of me with just a few words?
If that's the case, that's even better. I raised my eyebrows and asked, "How about it? Do you want me to go eat? If you want, I'll go over now. I just don't have anything to cook."
Yan Chijun hesitated, but Xiang Qing said, "Sister Shu, come over and eat together."
"Then let's go together. It just so happens that you two have a meal together to clear up the misunderstanding." Yan Chijun finally let me go.
I turned around and took my phone. Without rejecting it, I went directly to Yan Chijun's place for dinner.
Xiang Qing showed me a pure and lovely smile, and she seemed very happy. She even took the initiative to hold my hand, "Sister Shu, let's go over there to eat."
I avoided it calmly and went straight to the dining table to sit down.
Yan Chijun did make a table full of sumptuous meals, which looked delicious. He said to us, "Wait a minute, there is still some soup in the kitchen, I will serve it."
As soon as Yan Chijun went to the kitchen, Liu Yue immediately followed him in. Xiang Qing and I were the only two people left at the dining table.
Since one of the dishes today was steamed fish, I felt nauseated when I smelled the smell, so I didn’t look good.
"Sister Shu, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad?" Xiang Qing asked softly.
"It's nothing." I stood up coldly, "I don't like these dishes. You can eat them. I'll go back first."
If I don't go back, I'm going to vomit.
Upon seeing this, Xiang Qing stood up and followed me to hold my hand, "Sister Shu, let's eat together. There is no need to continue the misunderstanding between us. Jin Han and I - ah!"
I didn't do anything, but Xiang Qing suddenly fell to the ground and let out a scream.
She clutched her chest as if in pain.
"Xiang Qing!" Jin Han's voice suddenly sounded at the door. He looked worried and nervous as he strode towards us.
He bypassed me and paid attention to Xiang Qing's condition first.
At this time, Yan Chijun and Liu Yue also heard the sound and rushed out. Seeing this scene, they were very shocked, "What is going on?"
"I don't blame Sister Shu, it's because I'm too weak..." Xiang Qing pointed to her bag tremblingly, "My medicine..."
Liu Yue immediately rushed over and took out the medicine and gave it to Xiang Qing. Then she pointed at me angrily, "What did you do to her again? You bullied her because she was soft-hearted, right?"
"I didn't do anything." I took a deep breath and looked at Xiang Qing, "Xiang Qing, shouldn't you explain it?"
"Sister Shu, I don't blame you. I know you didn't push me on purpose. Jin Han, don't be angry..." Xiang Qing's explanation directly confirmed my accusation.
Jin Han raised his eyes and looked at me, his dark and cold eyes filled with complex emotions, somewhat similar to Yan Chijun's eyes just now, obviously mixed with blame.
"I saw it." He said, just three simple words, but they were sharper than a knife.
Xiang Qing was stunned, and the joy flashed across her brows, it seemed that only I saw it.
The next second she looked aggrieved and helpless, holding her chest and crying uncomfortably, "Actually, I just want to clear up the misunderstanding with Sister Shu..."
"Go to the hospital first!" Jin Han hugged Xiang Qing, then turned and left as quickly as possible. Yan Chijun and Liu Yue followed nervously, leaving me standing there.
The doctor told me to maintain emotional stability. Excessive emotional fluctuations will stimulate uterine contraction and cause fetal instability.
But at this time, I couldn't control my emotions. The frustration and pain in my heart were like waves. I took a deep breath and prepared to go back to the other side.
As soon as I went out, I felt a pain in my lower abdomen, a very uncomfortable feeling that gave me a very bad feeling.
I wanted to call the emergency number, or call Zhou Yanli, but the nearest one now was definitely Jin Han. I tried to dial his number, hoping that he would take me to the hospital.
The call went through, but was hung up mercilessly. I felt my heart drop and I couldn't think of anything else, so I immediately dialed the emergency number again!
As soon as Xiang Qing walked on my front legs, my back legs were also sent to the hospital. The fetus was already unstable, so I returned to the hospital on the first day after I was discharged.
"Ms. Shu, you have to be hospitalized for a long time to protect your baby, and... the chance is very small, you make a decision." The doctor told me with a sigh after an emergency examination for me.
I clenched my fists, and my eyes felt sour for a moment, "Go to the hospital, doctor, please try your best to save the child for me!"
Since I have no family members, the doctor asked me to notify someone to come and stay with me. Someone needs to run errands for daily care and various procedures.
In desperation, I still contacted Zhou Yanli, and he rushed over as soon as possible. Looking at me who was in the process of infusion, he looked very sad and said, "Do you want to torture yourself to death?"
"No, maybe this child is destined to have no fate with me, but I just want to keep her." I smiled bitterly while lying on the bed.
I didn't dare to think about the scene when Jin Han hugged Xiang Qing and left, nor did I dare to think about the phone call that was hung up, because it would only make me feel worse.
Naturally, I didn't tell Zhou Yanli these things. Bringing them up was like reliving the pain.
"You still don't plan to tell your family about this?" Zhou Yanli asked me in a very stern tone, "How long do you want to hide it? This is not a trivial matter, it is about human lives."
Looking at his solemn look, I was a little worried. If my parents knew...
But he was right, there would be no benefit in hiding it any longer.
I replied, "In the next few days, I will find a way to tell my parents."
"Yes." Zhou Yanli's expression was neither good nor bad, and he just said in a deep voice, "Take good care of yourself."
For the sake of the child in my belly, I would naturally take good care of myself. As I lay in bed, all I could think about was how to tell my parents about my pregnancy.
What I didn't expect was that a few days later, before I could tell my family about it, Xiang Qing showed up again.
Xiang Qing was sitting in a wheelchair, and Liu Yue pushed her in. After not seeing her for just a few days, her face became paler and she lost a lot of weight. She was completely different from the healthy and energetic look before.
I didn't see Jin Han. No one told him in the past few days that I was also in hospital, and he never contacted me.
It's not clear how Xiang Qing knew I was here.
I was very sure that I didn’t want to see this person. “You two get out immediately and don’t bother me.”
"Sister Shu, I'm here to say goodbye to you." Xiang Qing frowned slightly and said in a weak voice, "I can't bear it this time. Jin Han has already gone to country D to arrange a hospital for me. Wait until the arrangements are made there. , I’ll go over immediately.”
I ignored her and let her live or die. It had nothing to do with me. It was enough for Jin Han to worry about her.
And I don't have enough reasons to blame Jin Han. I initiated the divorce and hid the child's affairs, leaving him no choice.
Since he chose Xiang Qing after the divorce, it is normal to put Xiang Qing first.
"Yueyue, I have a few words to say to Sister Shu alone. Can you go out for a while?" Xiang Qing said to Liu Yue when she saw that I was silent.
Liu Yue glanced at me, her eyes full of vigilance, and finally nodded and walked out, closing the door behind her.
There were only two of us left in the ward. Xiang Qing suddenly laughed, and the pride in her eyes surprised me.
