After arriving at the hospital, I was sent to the gynecology department for examination, while Jin Han was waiting for me outside.
After I briefly explained the situation to the doctor, he did a series of tests again, but the results were not very good.
The doctor recommended that I be hospitalized for a period of time to preserve my pregnancy. I was very depressed and had no energy left.
"Is the man outside your husband? Do you need to inform him of your situation? You need someone to take good care of you." The doctor asked me.
"No, he is just my friend. If I need his care, I will let him know. Thank you." I replied tiredly.
After being transferred to the ward, Jin Han came to my bed and asked, "What's going on? I asked the doctor just now, but she didn't tell me."
I asked the doctor to keep it confidential, and the doctor naturally wouldn't tell Jin Han. This is the patient's privacy.
The worry on Jin Han's face didn't seem fake. He left Xiang Qing and sent me to the hospital just now. It was also true that it happened. I was wondering whether I should tell him the real situation and give him a chance to choose.
If the child can stay, at least I will not refuse him visits in the future.
"Jin Han, I..." Just as I was about to speak, Jin Han's cell phone rang.
He glanced at the caller and answered it first.
In a few words, I understood the general content of the call. It should be from Tao Ye.
"How could it be so serious?"
"I am coming over now!"
"Well, I understand."
My heart, which was shaken just now, immediately regained its firmness. Jin Han just sent me to the hospital first because of his conscience. How could I be shaken so easily?
Fortunately, I didn't say anything, otherwise I would have been notorious as "holding the emperor's hand in order to control the princes."
After Jin Han hung up the phone, he looked at me hesitantly. He didn't need to say anything more, so I smiled and said, "Go ahead. You sent me to the hospital. That's enough."
"She twisted a bone, it's quite serious. I'll go over and take a look." Jin Han seemed to be explaining to me.
"No need to explain, you are free now." I said calmly, keeping a calm smile on my face.
I don’t want to show any of the pain and tension I feel in my heart at this time. The child in my belly is not mine alone, but if I want to give birth, I have to find a way to bear it alone.
Jin Han frowned, then turned and left.
After I watched the door of the ward close, I couldn't calm down for a long time.
After a while, I asked the doctor to contact a caregiver for me, who is taking care of me these days.
Then I called Shu Chengmin to ask for leave. He was worried and wanted to come to the hospital to see me. I gave him my address and asked him to come back the next day.
At night, I was scrolling through my phone in front of the hospital bed and found a post from Xiang Qing. It was posted five hours ago, which should be when I was sent to the hospital by Jin Han.
A photo of an injured ankle, and a short text: What hurts more than an injured ankle is the heart.
She thought that the man who loved her deeply chose to send his ex-wife, who was also unwell, to the hospital when she was injured. It was really sad to think about it.
But she deserves it. I have experienced the painful moments of being left behind countless times. Jin Han will always choose her without hesitation.
Before I was diagnosed with liver cancer in my previous life, I already felt physical discomfort. Once, my chest pain made me sweat profusely and I wanted Jin Han to take me to the hospital. At that time, Xiang Qing called me and said she was pregnant. Jin Han rushed to her place immediately.
When I died, it was the happiest time in their lives. Xiang Qing was accepted by the Jin family and became pregnant with a child. Jin Han was also recognized by Xiang Chongshan and the others, and the couple opened a big hotel.
I really didn’t expect that there would be times when I would make Xiang Qing frustrated.
By some mistake, I gave Xiang Qing’s post a like.
I don’t know if it was because of my likes, but Xiang Qing deleted that post the next day.
"Xiaoyi, what's the matter with you? Why are you suddenly hospitalized? Or is it the obstetrics and gynecology department?" Shu Chengmin came to see me and asked in shock.
I sighed helplessly, "My body is weak, mainly due to gynecological problems. The doctor said that if I don't treat it properly, it may affect my future childbirth. I was so scared that I was hospitalized quickly."
I didn't want to tell anyone in my family about my pregnancy.
Shu Chengmin sighed heavily, "It was Jin Han who caused you to be like this. I remember that you were in good health when you were a child, and you were not so ridiculously thin."
"It's all over. I only have my own love brain to blame." I smiled bitterly.
"Fortunately, you have never had children, so you can simply divorce without so much involvement. Otherwise, it will really get entangled and harm the children." Shu Chengmin opened the thermos box he brought, which contained warm red dates and white fungus soup.
I:……
He said, "Drink some, your sister-in-law made it."
Then I sat up carefully and started drinking from the thermos box.
Shu Chengmin's words made me worried. Was it really a wrong decision for me to give birth to the child wishfully?
Children not only need material things, but also need father's love, which I cannot give.
And what if the Jin family gets to know the existence of the child and has nothing to do with me? Even if Xiang Qing gives birth to a child of the Jin family in the future, there is no guarantee that the Jin family can turn a blind eye to my child.
Just when I was lost in thought, there were footsteps at the door, and Jin Han's figure walked in.
I was startled, "Why is it you?"
"Who are you waiting for?" Jin Han was a little dissatisfied with my question, his eyes darkened, "Deng Yiyang?"
That's not the case, I would rather hire a nurse than ask Deng Yiyang to take care of me. I don't have such a thick face, and I am pregnant with Jin Han's child, so I asked Deng Yiyang to take care of me.
I don’t even want to take advantage of Deng Yiyang’s liking for me.
"Isn't Xiang Qing's injury a bit serious? You should take care of her, otherwise she will be heartbroken again." I couldn't help but sneered.
Now I don't even need to maintain basic qualities towards Xiang Qing. I can be sarcastic when I want to, ignore when I want to ignore her, and I can still respond to her from time to time. It's really cool.
"So you like to ridicule her?" Jin Han was not angry, but sat down on the chair next to him and looked at me with a half-smile, "Why don't you act like a close sister in front of her like before?"
"Why are you pretending after we've already shown off your cards?" I looked at Jin Han coldly.
"So tell others that she caused our divorce?" Jin Han asked again.
I replied exaggeratedly, "Yes, I told everyone specifically that when my colleagues were coming to find me, I loudly accused Xiang Qing of being a mistress. I wanted to make her feel ashamed. Are you satisfied?"
Jin Han nodded, "Satisfied."
"Then you hurry up and accompany Xiang Qing and tell her that you are here to get an explanation for her. Don't get in my way here. I have to take care of my health. A good mood is very important." What I said is true. The doctor also called me emotional. Don't fluctuate too much.
"How long do you need to be hospitalized? What's the problem?" Jin Han ignored my sarcastic skills and asked seriously.
"Of course it is a big issue related to the future of having children with my next husband. I want to take good care of my body and start a happy marriage again." I replied coldly.
