When I opened the door, Deng Jing'er was looking at me, "Are you feeling sick in your stomach?"
"Yes, maybe I ate too much at night." I wrapped myself in my pajamas. "Go to the bathroom quickly. I'm going back to the room to sleep."
After saying that, I hurried back to the room, took off my pajamas and got into the quilt.
I didn't turn off the light, staring at the window glass in a daze.
What should I do next?
If I tell Jin Han about the pregnancy, we will inevitably get entangled again, especially his parents, who want to have a grandson so much. Once they find out, they will definitely come to me.
But if Jin Han is not told, what will happen to the child? Should I give birth to him by myself, be a single mother, or should I go to the hospital to give him...
I just discovered that maternal love can come so quickly. After knowing that I had a baby in my belly, I felt that feeling of being a mother almost immediately.
I felt very reluctant to think about going to the hospital to have the baby removed.
Amidst all the random thoughts, I fell asleep. Because I had to go to work the next day, I couldn't see Deng Jing'er, Li You and the others off, nor did I wake them up.
After arriving at the company and working for a while, I received a message from Li You: Yiyi, we are going back. When Jinger decides on the wedding date, you must come back to participate!
I quickly replied: sure, bon voyage.
The departure of Deng Jing'er and Li You made me inexplicably sad. Although I still had my uncle's family for company, I just couldn't be happy, and I even felt like crying.
This emotion came out of nowhere and I couldn't control it. I simply hid in the bathroom and cried.
Just as I was venting my emotions in the bathroom, Jin Han called.
I declined.
He continued to call very tenaciously, and when he reached the fifth call, I sniffed and answered the call, but made no sound.
"I'm going back." Jin Han said.
"Oh." I answered briefly, not wanting him to hear anything unusual in my voice.
"Goodbye." He paused and spoke briefly.
I quickly hung up the phone and wiped my tears with a tissue. I thought Jin Han wanted to say something to me, but because he didn't know how to speak, he didn't say anything.
After Xiang Qing settles down here, he can retire. The company has so many things to do, and he can't stay here forever.
After coming out of the bathroom, I calmly continued to work.
Three days later, Deng Jinger called me and told me that her wedding would be held at the beginning of next month.
I did the math and it was only one week away.
"Oh, I didn't want to be in such a hurry. I couldn't prepare the venue and the wedding dress at the last minute. I had taken a fancy to a wedding dress before. I originally thought that if I got married, I would definitely buy that one. But I asked and found out that I had to buy it half a year in advance. Booking, all hand work, my belly was already big at that time, how could I wear it, I was so angry!" Deng Jing'er's complaint revealed her happiness.
"Have you made your choice now?" I asked.
"I have chosen a ready-made one that costs seven figures. Hey, I won't save him any money." Deng Jing'er smiled slyly, "Anyway, he listens to me."
I sighed, "I didn't expect that Youyou broke up, I got divorced, Tiantian is still single, but you, the queen of the sea, got married and had a flash pregnancy."
Deng Jing'er even admired herself, "It's a big gamble!"
I also made a big bet, but failed, and Li You is about the same as me.
But Deng Jing'er is different from us. She and Lu Xicheng are very close to each other. Their family backgrounds and emotional experiences are mutually exclusive. The most important thing is that they still like each other in this situation.
After chatting for a while, we ended the call.
I looked at the sky outside and saw that it was already very dark, so I helped cook a bowl of noodles and eat whatever I wanted.
My appetite has been pretty good these days, but I can't eat seafood. I feel like vomiting when I eat it. Everything else is about the same as before. I can eat and sleep.
Since I have only one week to go back to China to attend Deng Jing'er's wedding, I have to arrange my work in advance and then ask for leave.
After I told Shu Chengmin about this, he told me, "There happens to be a cooperative channel company in China. I need to go to the interview in a week. If it can be done, I will sign the contract directly. How about you try it?"
"Am I alone?" I was a little surprised.
"Of course there are colleagues. I will send Linda to accompany you. She also followed me from the head office and is very capable." Shu Chengmin replied.
"Okay, I will work hard to complete the task!" I didn't hesitate and just regarded it as training myself.
And if I really can't figure it out in China, I can ask my parents for help without any shame.
Since Deng Jinger insisted that I be her bridesmaid, I had to go back two days in advance to try on the bridesmaid outfit.
I originally refused because I was divorced once, so how could I be a bridesmaid?
Deng Jing'er told me that Jin Han did not announce the divorce to the public, and no one knew about it except a few close friends.
"But it's not easy to be a bridesmaid after getting married!" I was already trying on bridesmaid outfits, but I still felt a little inappropriate.
The main reason is that she is afraid that Deng Jing'er will be laughed at and said to have a bad meaning.
"Whatever, I have the final say on my wedding!" Deng Jing'er looked disapproving, "Whoever wants to fool around, I'll tear her mouth apart!"
Li You and Ouyang Tian also told me not to think so much. They pulled me in front of the mirror. The blue bridesmaid dress was very beautiful, with a simple and elegant design and full of texture.
The next day was Deng Jing'er's wedding. She was very busy. Li You, Ouyang Tian and I also did some things within our ability to share some of the burden for her.
Her wedding to Lu Xicheng naturally invited many famous people, and the venue was in a manor in Haicheng. She originally wanted to have a gorgeous castle wedding abroad, but her physical condition did not allow for traveling.
After completing a set of procedures, I felt a little tired and wanted to sleep unusually.
After taking photos with her, I slipped into a room to take a rest. Unexpectedly, the smell of cigarette smoke hit my face as soon as I entered the door. I was choked and coughed several times.
"Jin Han?" When I saw the man standing at the window, I was a little surprised. What was he doing here?
Jin Han was a little surprised to see me here, "Why didn't you accompany Deng Jing'er?"
I covered my mouth and nose. The choke I had just made made me feel very uncomfortable in my stomach. I didn't dare to speak anymore and just frowned.
After holding it in for a few seconds, I couldn't bear it anymore. When I saw there was a bathroom in the room, I rushed in without thinking and vomited.
Because I came in too hastily, I didn't lock the door. Jin Han pushed open the door and walked in. Seeing me vomiting, he frowned, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling sick to your stomach?"
"Yes..." I wiped the corners of my mouth casually and replied perfunctorily, "I didn't sleep well last night and didn't eat breakfast. I just ate too much in one go and my stomach couldn't bear it."
As soon as I finished speaking, I felt a lump in my throat and couldn't help but vomit again, until I was completely exhausted.
