He stood by the bed, his hands in his trouser pockets, his handsome and indifferent face shrouded in the light, looking at me quietly.
After a long while, he replied, "I don't know."
"Hahaha..." I was stunned for a moment, and then I laughed uncontrollably. The laughter echoed in the bedroom. Gradually, I felt that the corners of my eyes were moist, and the ventilation in my lungs became tighter.
It was so funny, I wiped the tears from my eyes, and then looked up at him, "I really didn't expect you to answer me like this, pursuer, dog licker, nominal wife, marriage tool, so many identities , you didn’t even think of anything?”
"Jin Han, you are really selfish. Since you don't love me, let me go and pursue the woman you really like. With your current status, what if you lack a little support from my family? I have loved you for nine years. Years, how many nine years are there in life? And it is the most beautiful period of youth for a woman! Even if you don’t like me, at least for the sake of nine years of youth, let me leave with dignity. Human hearts are made of flesh. Yours My heart is a cancerous tumor, it wants to poison me to death!"
The more I talked, the more excited I became. After being reborn, I have been exercising self-restraint and liberating myself, looking forward to leaving this hopeless marriage as soon as possible and not to suffer another torture.
As a result, I couldn't even walk, and I had to watch things spiral out of control. I felt like a failure.
Suddenly, I grabbed a book next to the bed and threw it at Jin Han's face. He did not avoid it, but his face became darker and darker, as if he was restraining his anger.
I grabbed the pillow again, stood on the bed and started to beat him hard without stopping, "Jin Han, you are a bastard! You have to die! You have been worried about Xiang Zhongshan's illness these days, right? Leave me here Do you remember to pick me up after three or four days at your house? Since you love Xiang Qing so much, why are you wasting my time again!! Divorce!! I want a divorce!!"
This shrewish state makes me dream back to my previous life.
It's just that at that time, I was trying like crazy to keep Jin Han in my life and refused to agree to divorce.
"That's enough!" Jin Han finally lost his temper. He took the pillow from my hand and threw it on the ground. His eyes were scarlet and full of terrifying anger. "You want a divorce? Then divorce, divorce agreement I will prepare a book for you!"
After saying that, he strode out of the bedroom.
I really wanted a divorce, but when I really heard Jin Han agreed, my heart suddenly felt empty again. The feeling of unwillingness I once had came back to life again. I suppressed it for a long time and gradually calmed down.
Isn’t this the purpose of my rebirth? A chic divorce helps others and liberates yourself.
I took a deep breath, lay down on the bed again, and tried to clear my mind. Otherwise, my mood would fluctuate too much and lead to endocrine disorders.
When I went to the hospital the next day, Xiang Zhongshan's ward was already empty.
It must have been a change of ward, Jin Han was always very quick on his feet.
"Yiyi, you don't have to run to me every day. There are caregivers here, so don't worry." When she saw me coming, my mother put down her phone and warned me.
"Whether you're worried or not, you have to come and have a look. Who made you my mother?" I sat down and held my mother's hand. I wanted to tell her that I was about to get divorced, but I didn't know where to start. rise.
My mother smiled and said, "My daughter is really filial. It would be better if you let me have my grandson earlier!"
My answer made me even more hesitant. When Jin Han and I divorced, my mother didn't know that she would be able to have a grandchild only in the year of the monkey.
And I'm a little worried that my mother and others are trying to persuade me not to divorce. Although they had a bad impression of Jin Han before and thought I was too humble, now that the deal is done, they probably hope that I will stick to this marriage.
The older generation has a more traditional concept of marriage and likes to mend things for another three years.
"Let nature take its course." I swallowed the words on my lips and said perfunctorily.
"Your parents-in-law must also hope that you will have a baby soon." My mother was still mumbling, "You and Jin Han are both only children. In fact, you are a little lonely. It would be great if you could have two children. My in-laws and I If you get bored, you can take one with you."
"Mom, do you treat your grandson as a tool to kill time?" I couldn't laugh or cry, but she actually thought about it for Jin's mother.
My mother laughed and said, "Isn't that right? Your grandma was bored at home at that time, so I sent you there to annoy her. She was very happy!"
We, mother and daughter, were chatting about trivial matters in the ward. As we chatted, the topic came to Zhao Sufang. She learned that I had hired a private detective to investigate, and she agreed very much.
For extraordinary people, extraordinary means must be used.
I didn't leave the ward until noon. It was also the time when others were having lunch. There were many people at the elevator, so I squeezed myself into the innermost corner because I was thin enough.
After the elevator went down two floors, I heard a familiar voice, "Dr. Zhou, I'm sorry to trouble you about my dad's surgery. I'm grateful for your care these days. I'll treat you to a meal if you have time."
Xiang Qing and Zhou Yanli were standing a little in front of me, with two or three people in between.
She was concentrating on talking to Zhou Yanli and didn't notice me in the corner. On the contrary, Zhou Yanli saw me at a glance and said hello with his eyes.
"Everything I do is within the scope of my responsibilities. You don't need to take it to heart." Zhou Yanli's cold voice sounded in the elevator.
"You are the most responsible doctor I have ever seen, and you are very careful, so I want to thank you." Xiang Qing and Zhou Yanli stood side by side. The two were squeezed so that there was no distance between them. When speaking, Xiang Qing would tilt her head slightly and raise her head. Looked at Zhou Yanli very intently.
"No, besides, the person you should thank the most is not me." Zhou Yanli remained lukewarm.
I couldn't help but wonder, wouldn't he follow Xiang Qing's tricks? Why do you look like an uncivilized straight man?
In my chaotic thoughts, the elevator stopped and went and finally reached the first floor. Xiang Qing followed the crowd and left the elevator to go to the cafeteria to get food. Zhou Yanli and I did not go out, but continued down to the parking lot on the first floor.
There were only two of us in the elevator. After reaching the negative floor, he said to me, "Why are you so dazed? Are you not going out?"
When I came back to my senses, I saw that his hand had been pressing the door button.
"Thank you!" I quickly thanked him and walked out of the elevator, followed closely by Zhou Yanli.
"Would you like to eat together?" When I was about to get in the car, Zhou Yanli came to me and invited me, "Lu Xicheng and Fu Jie have made a reservation. That restaurant tastes very good."
That's outrageous. Why didn't he agree to go to dinner with Xiang Qing and instead invited me?
Besides, Lu Xicheng, Fu Jie, and I are not familiar with each other. In their minds, I was the stumbling block that delayed Jin Han's pursuit of happiness. It was my fault from the beginning to use family background to marry.
I didn't want to go, so I refused.
