Pan Ying'er finally recognized me. Her face turned red and white, and her eyes showed strong hostility, but she didn't dare to take the initiative to provoke me.
I pulled my mother to sit down and started complaining, "I didn't want to come today, but Jin Han asked me to come with him. It's so boring."
"You kid, this is business, nothing is boring." My mother held my little hand. Although she was lecturing me, her tone was very doting.
I glanced at Pan Ying'er from the corner of my eye and continued chatting casually, "It's just boring. By the way, Mom, I asked Xiao Li to go to the housekeeping company to hire some housekeeping aunts for me. I suddenly wanted to gain weight, and Jin Han said I was too thin. , I need to eat more and sleep more.”
Pan Ying'er bit her bright lips, seeming to endure it very hard.
"I should have invited you a long time ago. You two live in such a big place, how can you take care of it by yourself?" My mother agreed with my decision.
"Didn't I want to live a two-person world with him? I've had enough now." I said it very ambiguously. Anyway, Pan Ying'er was just a passer-by in Jin Han's life, insignificant, and he was not an important role like Xiang Qing. I didn't Need to weigh.
Pan Ying'er stood up suddenly and walked away in a hurry.
Chen Xiaoyou followed closely behind, probably also feeling embarrassed.
When the reception is over, I don't want to go back with Jin Han. I want to go back to my parents' home and spend a few days with my parents.
"Well, I'll leave first." Jin Han never cares where I am, as long as I don't embarrass him.
My dad was still chatting and laughing with his friends, not caring that the party was over. My mom gave me the car keys and asked me to wait for her in the parking lot while she went to find a way to curb my dad's desire to chat.
I took the car keys and went to the underground parking lot. After finding my dad's car, I was about to get in the car when I saw Jin Han and Pan Ying'er chatting.
Pan Ying'er grabbed Jin Han's clothes aggrievedly, "You are so kind to me, don't you have any sincerity? I don't believe it!"
"Believe it or not, it's up to you. Don't bother me in the future." Jin Han shook off Pan Ying'er's little hand.
That's the way he is. When he gets tired of playing, he turns his back on others.
With just one apartment, Pan Ying'er started to think that she was his true love?
Jin Han saw me from the corner of his eye, and his impatient and disgusted eyes suddenly fell on me, as if the woman pestering him at this time was me.
I immediately got in the car and locked the door. If it weren't for waiting for my parents, I would have immediately stepped on the accelerator and disappeared.
Seeing me retreating, Jin Han didn't know why he was so crazy, but he walked straight towards my dad's car. He knocked on the car window, and I could see his mouth, "Come out!"
I frowned, shook my head, and answered him with my mouth, "No."
Then my cell phone rang. It was Jin Han calling, "Shu Wanyi, come out!"
"I don't want to get involved in your affairs with her." I looked into Jin Han's angry eyes through the car window and replied.
I have thought clearly, if I can't get a divorce before Jin Han and Xiang Qing meet, then I will endure it until he takes the initiative to propose a divorce, and then agree immediately. I can also get a part of Jin's shares, so I won't lose. .
In the previous life, Jin Han pursued Xiang Qing for a year before he filed for divorce from me and had a showdown with his family at the same time.
I refused and struggled with him for nearly a year, but ended in failure.
After rebirth, I always think about revenge. That is a false obsession. The previous life was more like a dream, and this life is the reality before the tragedy happened. I do not intend to become a crazy person in reality just because of a nightmare.
"Come out!" Jin Han was very angry. He probably had never seen me reject him before.
Pan Ying'er walked over with tears on her face, and pulled Jin Han's clothes again and refused to let go.
After all, he was a little star, so why was he so stubborn in front of Jin Han? I seem to have seen another self, and I have no right to laugh at others.
Jin Han glared at me fiercely, then grabbed Pan Ying'er's hand and took her to his car. Watching him drive away, I breathed a sigh of relief.
By the time my parents got back to the car, I was almost asleep.
"Why do you talk so much that I feel sleepy!" My mother scolded my father.
"Oh, isn't there something wrong with the project in the south? We need approval and we must discuss it carefully." My dad replied while fastening his seat belt.
I sat in the back seat, completely drowsy.
In the past, every time I dreamed, it was about me chasing Jin Han, but now, every time I dream, it is about my previous life. It seems that God is afraid that I will forget the tragedy I have experienced, and often reminds me of it in my dreams.
"Mom, I want to eat glutinous rice chicken." When my mother saw me sitting in the back, she also sat in the back to accompany me. I quickly held her hand and leaned against her.
This is the taste of mother, reassuring and warm.
Before I died in my last life, my parents stood beside the hospital bed and burst into tears. The two of them grew old overnight, and their life was desolate.
"Is it so late for me to make glutinous rice chicken for you?" My mother clapped my hand angrily, "What's going on today? Did you have a fight with Jin Han? I haven't seen you for ten days and a half. Go home."
"I've been carried away by love, haven't I?" I said with a smile, "I want to be a caring little cotton-padded jacket from now on."
Everyone around me knew that I liked Jin Han wishfully, so my mother was very surprised when she heard these two words from me, and my father almost turned the steering wheel backwards.
My dad asked, "You don't like Jin Han anymore?"
I like it, but it doesn't stop me from letting it go.
After all, I can't keep this man, he doesn't belong to me, he belongs to Xiang Qing, that young and beautiful girl.
"Dad, he and I have been married for five years. What do you love about an old married couple? I just feel that I should do something else and not just revolve around him." I answered readily.
"It makes sense. Look at that kid Jin Han. He has scandals flying around all day long. I can't stand it for a long time!" My dad suddenly felt confident and spoke of Jin Han with obvious dissatisfaction.
Before, my dad thought it was hard to tell me because of my infatuation with Jin Han, because he was afraid that I wouldn't like it if I told him.
I echoed, "That's right, scumbag!"
As soon as I started, my parents complained about their dissatisfaction with Jin Han. Only then did I realize how much anger they had endured for me.
I was so sad and guilty that I couldn’t even lift my head.
When I got home, it was already late at night. I took a shower and went to bed. I don’t know how long I slept. My mother knocked on my door. I asked in a daze, "What are you doing? Mom."
"Don't you want to eat glutinous rice chicken? I made some for you, so you can eat some before going to bed?" My mother said to me.
I woke up instantly. After sitting on the bed and being stunned for a few seconds, I felt my eyes were hot and tears were pouring out.
Since my rebirth, I haven't cried yet. Even if I dream about the painful scenes from my previous life, I just wake up and feel uncomfortable. I have long been numb from the pain, and it will no longer be so difficult to accept.
But my mother made me the glutinous rice chicken that I wanted to eat in the middle of the night, and I couldn't help but want to cry.
