Looking at the simple rental house where I had been staying for a year, and looking at my parents lying on the bed, I burst into tears and said loudly in the air:
"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I can't stay with you anymore, I'm sorry!"
But my voice is getting smaller and smaller, and my body is getting more and more empty. I think I am really going to disappear into thin air. Even my soul will not exist. Reincarnation and reincarnation will have nothing to do with me, because some people are afraid of me. This powerless soul...
I tried desperately to grab something, but couldn't. Finally, a strange light appeared in front of my eyes, like a glowing forest, and the scenes of the past were quickly replayed above the forest. With.
Finally, I couldn't hold it on any longer, closed my eyes, and let the force tear me into pieces.
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The streets of Haicheng are busy with traffic.
I looked out the window and it still felt unreal.
I never thought that I would be reborn after my soul lost consciousness.
The first thing I did after my rebirth was to find the girl's current workplace and observe her like a voyeur.
Because, even if I was a ghost in my last life, I could not see her face to face.
I'm so curious, what kind of girl took away the man I loved for nine years.
Thinking like this, I withdrew my gaze and looked at the corner of the room.
Facing the operating table, a young girl wearing a sky blue apron was busy brewing various drinks in a restaurant called "Afternoon Garden".
She is about 1.6 meters tall and weighs no more than 90 pounds. She is fair and thin and loves to smile. She has thick black hair tied into a high ponytail and a pair of crescent-shaped eyes. Her smile is very contagious.
"Madam, do you need a refill?" She came over and asked me with a bright smile.
I'm really out of my mind. I just looked at this young girl in trance. Fortunately, I am also a woman, otherwise I might be regarded as a pervert or a pervert.
"Okay, black coffee." I smiled politely and said lightly.
Soon, the girl brought me another cup of bitter black coffee. She did not leave immediately, but hesitated and started to mind her own business, "Madam, you have already drank two cups of black coffee. Although it is very refreshing, but Too much is harmful to the body, how about... drink it next time?"
She is very kind and outgoing, and her speaking voice is as clear as a wind chime, and the tinkling sound is very pleasant to the ear.
I glanced at the black coffee on the table, then picked up my bag and stood up, "Okay, let's pay."
The girl was very happy that I listened to this advice. She immediately ran to settle the bill and finally told me, "Madam, you spent a total of 87 yuan today. Should you pay by cash or mobile phone?"
After paying the bill silently, I quickly left this cheap restaurant.
"Madam." When Xiao Li saw me coming out, he nodded respectfully and opened the car door for me.
"Go home." I told him with a slight smile.
The car started smoothly and I closed my eyes in the back seat to relax. The young girl in the restaurant just now always appeared in my mind, with her bright and youthful face.
Is it her?
The girl who made Jin Han break with the family and divorce me at a huge cost a year later.
Young, beautiful, pure, kind, cheerful... these beautiful adjectives are all suitable for her.
Her only disadvantage is that she does not have any family background, and her status gap with Jin Han is too big.
Xiao Li suddenly spoke, "Madam, today is your and Mr. Jin's wedding anniversary."
I opened my eyes faintly, feeling dazed for a moment.
Doing the math, the time of my rebirth was the fifth year since I married Jin Han. Before every wedding anniversary, I would be busy all day preparing candlelight dinners and wedding gifts, even though before marrying him , I am also a kitchen idiot who has no fingers in the water.
This year, I am twenty-seven years old and he is twenty-nine years old.
"I know." I rubbed my uncomfortable temples, "No need to remind me."
Maybe Xiao Li noticed that I was different from previous years, so he reminded me.
But why is it always me who pays? Why do I have to love that man? I thought about this problem before I died in my last life. Because of Jin Han, my family was ruined and I only got a miserable ending.
While I was deep in thought, the car had already parked in front of Jin Han and I's home. This was a wedding gift given to us by our parents, a manor villa with an inch of land, covering an area of more than a thousand square meters, and was luxurious and grand.
What surprised me was that Jin Han's car was also parked at the door today and he was back.
My emotions are very complicated. What kind of expression should a person who has died once see the culprit make when he is reborn?
I thought I would hate Jin Han. For the sake of a woman, he forced me, my wife of five years, into a desperate situation and killed my innocent father-in-law and mother-in-law.
My natal family was completely destroyed in his hands.
Even after I died, he was not even willing to give me a ride, he was extremely cruel.
But after I really saw him again, I found that I didn’t have that strong hatred, but more of a sense of relief.
In my previous life, Jin Han gave me a chance to propose a peaceful divorce. The compensation was that he would give me a share of the Jin family’s shares, enough for me to spend a lifetime. But I didn’t want to. I spent nine years without getting a trace of his love. It only took a year for a woman to make him obsessed and make everyone his enemy.
So I tried every means to win him back, step by step until we broke up, faced each other, and fought to the death.
Now, these things have not happened yet. Instead of hating me, I want to change the outcome of asking for trouble.
"What are you doing standing there?" Jin Han was sitting in the living room, his slender legs crossed casually. The cigarette on his fingertips had burned out. He pressed it skillfully into the ashtray, then raised his eyes to look at me, his eyes as calm as ever.
On the wedding day, Jin Han told me unabashedly that our relationship was just a cooperative relationship, long-term roommates, and he had no feelings for me at all.
"It's nothing, I just didn't expect you to be at home." I bent down to change into slippers, Hermès elephant gray slippers, simple design, stable color, except that they are comfortable to wear, there seems to be nothing else good about them.
I thought of the girl wearing a blue apron in the restaurant. She had a small red flower on her apron with a smiley face. No one else had it on their apron, but she had it.
In comparison, all my clothes are expensive and boring, ever so simple, ever so boring.
I suddenly hated this pair of slippers, threw them aside, and walked into the living room barefoot.
When Jin Han saw me walking over barefoot, his brows wrinkled slightly, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, "No shoes?"
"Well, I won't wear it if I don't want to." I sat down opposite him and answered calmly.
"It's strange. What stimulated you?" Jin Han actually laughed, rarely asking in such a brisk tone.
Inspired by your future destiny, I thought to myself.
I looked down at my white feet. They looked a little dry because they were too thin.
Xiang Qing is different. Although she is thin, her skin is firm and elastic, unlike me who is purely skinny.
Five years of lonely marriage caused me many physical problems, and I had no interest in eating. As a result, I became thinner and thinner, looking more and more like a white-bone man.
"Jin Han."
"Huh?" Jin Han was looking at his phone without raising his head.
He is wearing a black shirt and trousers, which are of excellent quality. His slender figure and perfect head-to-body ratio make him extremely handsome. Coupled with his smooth face and exquisite and deep facial features, he is the dream of hundreds of millions of girls. .
I looked away from my feet and stared at the man opposite me. My voice was a little hoarse and I said, "Let's get a divorce."
As soon as I finished speaking, I heard Jin Han's sneer.
He threw the phone on the sofa, looked at me with a familiar and cold look, and asked, "Shu Wanyi, what are you trying to do?" "I'm serious." I sat upright, magnanimously. Meeting those eyes full of oppression, "It's been five years, and you won't fall in love with me anyway, so let's let each other live."
In another month, a large-scale business symposium will be held in Haicheng. There, Jin Han will meet Xiang Qing, who is working part-time to welcome guests. He falls in love at first sight and wants to possess her even if he takes her by force.
With such a strong story, I will not serve as cannon fodder for their legendary love.
What I want to do, what I can do, and what I should do have been completed in the last life, and I have achieved the final result. In this life, I will not turn myself into a joke and push the Shu family into the abyss.
I decided to withdraw before Jin Han and Xiang Qing met, and take the first step in their bumpy love journey.
Maybe my eyes were really serious, but Jin Han's face suddenly became gloomy and ugly. He has always had a bad temper. As long as someone makes him unhappy, he will never show mercy.
"Haha, have I, Jin Han, become someone else's toy now?" He laughed, but there was a chill in his eyes, "You were the one who insisted on marrying me five years ago, and you are the one who wants a divorce now. Shu Wanyi, are you playing with me?"
Five years ago, the Jin family and the Shu family had a good relationship, so they brought the two of us together.
With Jin Han's character, it was impossible for him to be so obedient. The turning point came when Jin's grandfather was seriously ill and forced him to marry me.
This is a very humiliating thing for Jin Han. Fortunately, he doesn't have Bai Yueguang whom he loves deeply, and he happens to be gradually taking over the family business and needs a good wife, so he and I have made peace with each other for five years.
I smiled sadly, "Do you still want to continue this marriage in name only with me?"
"In name only?" Jin Han seemed to be thinking about these four words carefully, then raised his eyebrows and asked sarcastically, "Oh, do you feel lonely and empty?"
"No, I just..." I was thinking about my words.
But Jin Han had already stood up and came to my side. He leaned over and placed his hands on both sides of the sofa, forming a circle with his arms, trapping me inside. His voice was a little seductive, "Why don't you contact me when you are lonely? Are you still having a divorce, are your desires so strong?"
Jin Han likes to smoke, and his body always smells of a light fragrance, mixed with the smell of tobacco.
Of course, he never hugged me, I had secretly sniffed his coat before.
At this time, the complex and charming smell surrounded me. Logically speaking, I should be excited and excited, and my face was flushed due to congestion, but in fact, I only feel depressed now.
I am a person who is ready to leave, and anything that shakes me will feel unlucky.
"That's not what I'm doing!" I tried to explain. After so many days and nights, I have long been used to loneliness.
"Really?" Jin Han straightened up. He had no interest in me in the first place. His ambiguous teasing just now was just to embarrass me, so he would not lose control.
I am a twenty-seven-year-old married spinster, exuding resentment instead of charming fragrance.
"Shu Wanyi, I know today is our fifth wedding anniversary, but I have no interest in this. If you want to use this kind of thing to divorce me, I advise you not to bother." Jin Han stood in front of me, Looking at me condescendingly, his voice returned to coldness.
"It's an anniversary that doesn't happen every year. I don't need to start worrying about it this year." I also stood up and looked up at Jin Han, "You should think about it carefully. My use value should be almost exhausted now." , you need freedom more than me, don’t you?”
After saying that, I went up to the bedroom on the second floor without looking back, not wanting to say any more.
There was a rough slamming of the door downstairs, and then the sound of the car's engine sounded outside the window. I knew it was Jin Han who had left, but this time I felt calm.
At this time, my cell phone rang. It was a call from my friend Deng Jinger.
"Yiyi, come out and have fun, let's go Haiyunge!" Deng Jing'er's loud voice suddenly dispelled my melancholy. She is about the same age as me, but she has always been single.
After I got married, I seldom went out to play. I could refuse nine out of ten invitations from Deng Jing'er, but she was still very persistent.
"Okay!" I agreed immediately, so happy that there was a long silence on the other side of the phone.
"Today is the wedding anniversary of you and your Jin Han. Are you sure you want to go out to play??" Deng Jing'er finally spoke again, her tone full of doubt and shock.
