A flash of white light suddenly flashed across, and his tightly closed eyes opened in surprise.
Jiang Yan struggled to get up and looked around.
A worn-out dressing table, a mirror with peeling paint, a wooden bed that creaked as soon as I got up, and a bed curtain that floated after washing until it turned white.
This is her courtyard in the General's Mansion. She is reborn?
No, it’s time travel!
The memory of two lives made Jiang Yan unable to get up and stumbled back to the couch.
He lowered his eyes, thoughts in his mind were confused.
Pictures of modern memories appear before our eyes one after another.
When she was out after graduation, a little girl fell on the road. Seeing the driver who had no time to brake, her instinct to practice medicine and save people made her rush forward and hug the girl before she could think about it, and threw her towards the girl's parents. However, she herself Fell in a pool of blood.
Maybe God saw her die saving people and allowed her to travel through time and start a new life.
But it seemed like a big joke was being played on her.
She had no memory of her previous life. For the sake of that ridiculous family relationship and love, she suppressed her natural instincts and followed the rules. She became a stereotyped lady in the eyes of the world. It was really ridiculous.
Tears streaked down her face, Jiang Yan weakly laughed at herself.
It's a pity that she couldn't use her medical skills, and she wasted half her life unable to even save herself.
The pain of the previous life is still vivid in my mind, being abandoned, isolated, betrayed, and turned a blind eye. This heart-wrenching feeling runs through my whole body.
"I will never make the same mistake again in this life."
Wipe away all the tears, modern memory does not allow itself to be weak.
She struggled to get up, came to the window, and looked out at the square courtyard wall.
In my previous life, I was bound to this high wall, like a dodder flower attached to others, never to see the light of day.
With a creak, the swaying wooden door was pushed open from the outside.
"Miss, why are you up?"
Nanny Ruan opened the door and saw Jiang Yan, who was still seriously ill, standing in front of the window with a nervous look on her face.
"You are making fun of your own body, opening the window to let in the wind before you are well."
Jiang Yan could only go back to the bed and lie down with the help of Nanny Ruan.
In my previous life, I never looked back until I hit the wall, and I was determined to marry Shen Huaizhi.
The day before the wedding, this person who was like an elder to him shed tears and talked for a long time like his daughter was getting married.
But after marrying Shen Huai, she never went back to the General's Mansion a few times, until she heard the news of Nanny Ruan's death. However, she was also bedridden due to illness and could not even attend the funeral.
"Mommy, I'm fine, I'm just bored. I wanted to get some air." Looking at the anxious Nanny Ruan, Jiang Yan's eyes gradually turned red.
In my previous life, I missed too much for those who didn't love me.
"You can't make fun of your body. Just lie down. The young master will be worried if you are sick."
Aunt Ruan straightened the corner of the quilt, looked at Jiang Yan, who had a well-behaved face, and touched her head.
Jiang Yan could only smile bitterly in her heart. Jiang Zhi never regarded her as his sister. In his eyes, she was just the disaster star who killed his mother. How could he worry about himself.
Although she grew up in the General's Mansion, Jiang Zhi was busy with government affairs, and Jiang Yan also knew that he was not lovable, so she naturally avoided him whenever possible. Therefore, looking back on the past, she had not seen him a few times.
Even if they meet, it's like turning a blind eye.
Thinking again of what she had experienced in her previous life, Jiang Yan felt a faint pain in her heart.
No, I can’t make the same mistakes again in this life, I want both myself and my grandma to live well.
As for those who don't like her, why should I pray for their sincerity?
Listening to Nanny Ruan chattering in her ear, with concern in every word, Jiang Yan felt more and more regretful. What on earth made her blinded to pursue something that did not belong to her?
You should have known this a long time ago, right? A disaster has come from the sky, his biological mother has been killed, his indifferent brother, his cousin who bullies him, and his husband who treats him as nothing. Even the little beggar he saved with his own hands has made a clean break with himself and set boundaries with his powerful ministers.
What else is there to long for?
In this life, Jiang Yan did not believe that she could not escape the tragedy of her previous life by relying on her medical skills.
Stretching out her slightly immature hands, the General's Mansion has always had strict rules. Even if her father and brothers dislike her, no one will neglect her, but they all treat her as a transparent person.
Apparently, he was reborn when he was eleven years old.
Young masters and young ladies who were high-ranking officials at that time began to attend private schools at the age of six and went to the academy at the age of ten. Naturally, Jiang Yan had no one think so much about her.
It was because Nanny Ruan saw that she was already eleven years old, but there was no news about arrangements for her to go to the academy, and she had no choice but to report to Jiang Zhi, that people noticed, oh, there is a young lady in the General's Mansion.
Jiang Yan, who was lying on the couch, lowered her eyes, her eyelashes clearly defined, and thought about it. She just entered the academy in the early spring of this year, and because of Lin Ci's quarrels, her classmates kept away from her.
In addition, I had never been to a private school and started school a year late. Whenever I was in class, I was always the one who was laughed at.
That is, two days ago, my umbrella was poked by Lin Ci's lackeys, and I had no choice but to run back to the general's mansion in the rain.
The next day, she couldn't bear the bullying and wanted to go find Jiang Zhi.
But all he got was "Don't embarrass the Jiang family."
After returning home, I fell ill and fell into a coma until now.
She had always heard that her brother was just like his father Jiang Mu, with a clear distinction between love and hate, and an upright man, but he never expected that he would only listen to Lin Ci's words and not see the helplessness of his younger sister in the family.
After thinking about this, Jiang Yan secretly made up her mind.
"We must find a way to leave the General's Mansion."
After Nanny Ruan went out, Jiang Yan lay on the bed and muttered to herself.
"How dare you, this girl, put down the glory and wealth of the General's Mansion and want to leave? As expected of her daughter."
At this time, the man who had been staying on the beam for a long time suddenly said.
Jiang Yan was startled when she heard the sound and shouted towards the place where the sound came from.
"Who's there?"
