As for what I'm afraid of, there seems to be a lot.
Afraid that he will fall in, afraid of himself because he will lose himself.
What she is more afraid of is whether their relationship can last until old age?
If he suddenly falls in love with another woman midway, how should she deal with it?
For example, like this mysterious woman today, countless women like this may appear next to him in the future. So what will she do?
Go fight them? Competing for favor?
She admitted she couldn't.
The examples of Ruan Changhuan and Ruan Qingluan were placed in front of her. Just because of Shen Qianyi, a scumbag like that, they didn't even care about the friendship between sisters.
If she becomes an unscrupulous person like Ruan Qingluan in the future, she will definitely hate herself to death.
But if she doesn't become a person like Ruan Qingluan, and if he has countless women in his back house, then her consequences will be the same as Ruan Changhuan's.
No matter what it was, it wasn't what she wanted.
"Your Highness, if we are really together for a long time and you find that you don't like me anymore, or suddenly find that you have fallen in love with another woman, what will you do with me?"
Chu Mu directly held her hand, intertwined his fingers with hers, and said seriously: "There are no ifs for me."
"In this lifetime, I will never fall in love with any other woman except you, Ruan Tang."
"If I really don't like you one day, it means that I love you miserably."
Ruan Tang: "But how can you guarantee it? Even I can't guarantee that when I'm with you, I will like you or love you for the rest of my life."
Yes, Ruan Tang herself can't guarantee it. How long is her life? What if she changes her mind midway?
She doesn't even believe in herself, how can she believe in him?
"Tangtang doesn't need to guarantee whether he will always love me, you just need to let me love you and protect you for the rest of your life."
"I know that any promise is easy to make. The most important thing is how to make it. Tangtang is right. A lifetime is so long, how can we guarantee it? Then Tangtang just needs to give me time and let time prove it. , okay?"
Ever since he was a child, he has actually had a rather cold temperament, and he is not interested in all women.
There was even a time when he doubted himself, whether he really had the Longyang habit?
But he is also not interested in men.
Until Ruan Tang appeared.
At first, he hated her very much, hated that she had easily taken away his innocence, hated that she had taken away his innocence and even stuffed him with money, making him feel that he was no different from the men in Fengyue Pavilion.
When he saw her again, he thought she was in the same group as those selling illegal salt, and he was furious.
He thought she climbed into his bed just to plot against him.
Later, when he found out the truth and learned that she and those people were not in the same group, he was secretly happy and let her go.
But she took herself to bed again.
At that time, he didn't know whether she was really stupid or pretending to be stupid?
It was delivered to my door obediently.
But in the end, he was still seduced by her beauty, and for the first time he truly had sex with her.
He admitted that at that time, he was completely attracted to her body, so he wanted to imprison her.
But when she tried to escape many times, he felt like his tail was being stepped on. The more she behaved, the more he failed to fulfill her wish.
He thought that as long as she stayed by his side long enough, she would definitely stay by his side obediently and even develop feelings for him.
But in the end he underestimated her and overestimated himself.
Who would have thought that the first person to fall into this would be himself.
On the contrary, she always looked calm and calm, planning the day when she would leave him every day.
It was only recently that her attitude gradually changed.
She asked him these questions tonight, which was actually a great improvement.
He didn't dare to beg her to love him more. As long as she gave herself time and stayed with him, he would let her know that choosing him would be the most correct choice.
"Then I ask Your Highness, who is the woman who lives in Yunlai Inn, the woman wearing a curtain hat that I saw at the door of the house? What is the relationship between Your Highness and her?"
Ruan Tang doesn't like to be confused, nor does he like to hide things.
If she really decided to be with him, then she would know everything about him, especially the Yingying Yanyan beside him.
"You knew already?"
"I saw her at the door of your house again today. As soon as she saw me, she turned around and left."
"Also, when I kissed you just now, I did it deliberately for her to see. She was watching from the window of the inn opposite. I can confirm that she likes you."
Chu Mu was a little surprised.
However, he still honestly told everything about the woman.
It turned out that the woman was General Cheng's youngest daughter, Cheng Yiliu. This time Nanfeng went to the northwest and found her.
Her mother and sister were all killed because they had half of the treasure map.
He didn't know where they came from, she had never said.
After Nanfeng brought her back to Beijing, he arranged to stay at Yunlai Inn.
When he went to see her, she asked to enter the palace before telling him how they got the treasure map, and where is the treasure map now?
Chu Mu's heart belonged to Ruan Tang, and he only wanted to marry her.
It is even more impossible to take a concubine, because he promised Ruan Tang that he would never take a concubine as a couple for the rest of his life.
So he refused all her requests.
But she threatened her father for saving his life in the past, and also used the gold medal for immunity from death that his royal brother had given him in gratitude to General Cheng. Chu Mu couldn't touch her, so he had to leave her here in the inn.
Unexpectedly, she would have the audacity to appear in front of Ruan Tang on purpose.
That day, after Ruan Tang told him, he went to the inn to warn her. If she dared to appear in front of Ruan Tang again, he would not let her go lightly, even if she asked for favor or had a gold medal to avoid death.
Unexpectedly, she turned a deaf ear to his words and appeared in front of Ruan Tang again.
Fortunately, Ruan Tang has a straightforward temper and doesn't like hiding things. Otherwise, she misunderstood and ran away as soon as the agreement expired. What would she do?
When Chu Mu thought about it, he was filled with fear.
"Tangtang, don't worry, I don't like her, I won't marry her, let alone take her as my concubine."
"What will your Highness do with that half of the treasure map?"
Although she was a little ashamed of Cheng Yiliu's behavior, she was holding on to his father's kindness to Chu Mu, so she couldn't act too aggressively towards her.
This is also the reason why she is confident.
"I will find a way. If Tangtang encounters her again in the future, just pretend that she doesn't know her and ignore her. I will take care of all these things."
Ruan Tang nodded.
She believed in Chu Mu. His heart towards her, at least for now, was still very pure. He had already promised, so she believed that he would handle it well.
"Then Tangtang promised to stay with me?"
