Shen Xingzhi's expression changed obviously, and he couldn't help but hold Nan Xing's hand tightly, feeling extremely guilty for what she said.
She actually said: "I thought you didn't care..."
What a bad thing he did in the first place to make Nan Xing think like this.
He still remembered that Nan Xing loved to laugh so much when she was young. She was always carefree, like a happy fairy in the flower field. But now, she doesn't like to smile. She has become sentimental. She has experienced too many things. She shouldn't have gone through this, and she became like this, all because of him...
"Axing, it's my fault." But such words are too pale. What's the use of saying them? The damage caused to her is irreversible.
He's such a jerk.
What on earth had he done to her.
Nan Xing didn't say anything. He just sat next to Shen Xingzhi and kept looking at the evidence organized in the mailbox.
It turns out that his love is hidden in these invisible places.
"Axing, how could I not care about that car accident..." Shen Xingzhi felt like there was a lump in his throat, and his heart ached violently every time he said a word.
In the three years since he married Nan Xing, she had suffered too much.
"Axing." He called her name in a low voice: "Do you still think that I don't care about this?"
Nan Xing came back to his senses and looked at Shen Xingzhi. He had just been looking at the evidence, but now he noticed that Shen Xingzhi's eyes had turned scarlet and were covered with red bloodshot eyes.
"What?" She didn't hear it clearly.
"I want to know if you still think that I don't care about you." Shen Xingzhi gently squeezed Nan Xing's hand: "I'm afraid you will think that I don't love you. Ah Xing, I really love you." , I don’t know how to prove it to you.”
It's really true love.
The kind that is loved to the core.
The more this happened, the more painful and self-blame Shen Xingzhi felt. He hated himself for forgetting the love in his heart, and even more hated Diana for pretending to be Nan Xing and causing him to identify the wrong person.
If you hadn't forgotten, nothing else would have happened.
But there are no ifs. All he can do now is make up for his past mistakes.
Nan Xing looked at him quietly and answered truthfully: "Well, I have doubted your love for me. I don't know how much you love me. I don't want to give so much foolishly anymore. I feel very tired for no reason. , I thought about forgiving you, but the process of forgiving you is very painful. I really want to separate from you, but...
Ten years, Ah Shen, how many decades can there be in my life? I can't let go at all, and I can't say I won't love you if I don't love you. Fortunately, you remember who you are, otherwise I wouldn't be able to survive. "
Ten years, they have known each other for ten years.
When he forgot, she loved him alone for many years.
"I am a damned sinner, Axing. I don't ask for your forgiveness. I only ask you to give me a chance."
Shen Xingzhi looked at her apologetically, and Nan Xing couldn't help laughing. She didn't know how the atmosphere could become like this. It was so good, why did it suddenly become sad?
and……
Nan Xing gently held his face: "Do you know, I'm pregnant."
Shen Xingzhi looked at her in confusion: "Didn't you tell me an hour ago, Axing?"
"But there's one thing you don't know."
"Huh?" Shen Xingzhi started to get nervous, and he asked cautiously: "Axing, what's going on?"
Nan Xing lowered her head and gently touched her belly. She told Shen Xingzhi: "I didn't die in the car accident because our child protected me. I know it's a bit unbelievable, but I always believe this because the baby protected me with all his life. Only through his mother can I survive,
And I dreamed about my mother last night. She was holding a very cute child in her hand. It was the first time that my mother took the initiative to talk to me. She said that the baby was lost and she brought the baby back to me..."
"Xingzhi, do you believe it? It's our child who is back. I think it's because he forgave you that he was willing to come back to us. The baby doesn't blame you anymore, so how can I blame you?"
"I feel that this feeling is wonderful now. Please promise me not to let our child disappear again, never leave me again, or hurt me. You must trust me and stay with me and the baby forever."
Before Nan Xing finished speaking, she saw Shen Xingzhi secretly wiping tears. She leaned over and asked softly.
"You cried?"
Shen Xingzhi shook his head and denied it, but held Nan Xing's hand tightly and forcefully.
"Axing, I'm sorry." Shen Xingzhi held her in his arms. When he heard her say these words, his sad heart was bleeding.
"I promise you, those things will never happen again." Shen Xingzhi hugged her tightly: "I will risk my life to protect you and the baby. After the baby is born, I will take you out of the capital and we will go back to you." Go to your hometown, Ah Xing, I will accompany you, and we will settle there."
Nan Xing quietly wiped away the tears on her cheeks. She hummed and stretched out her arms to hug Shen Xingzhi's neck. When the two of them hugged each other tightly, there was a sudden knock on the door.
There were quarreling sounds outside the door.
When Nan Xing and Shen Xingzhi looked at the door, Diana rushed in. When she saw Shen Xingzhi, she suddenly knelt on the ground, crying and shouting.
"elder brother!"
Nanxing:?
Shen Xingzhi:...
