Time, depth?
These two words seemed to turn into invisible sword light, hitting Shen Xingzhi's heart hard!
By the time his mind turned from chaos to clarity, he had already entered the body of this young man named Shi Shen.
Time deep.
Time is deep!
He remembered!
Childhood memories come to mind.
A small house of more than 60 square meters was decorated very warmly by my mother. Although the furniture was old, she wiped it very clean. There were beautiful wild flowers in the fields in the countryside, and my mother would pick a few and put them in vases. inside.
Mom will smile tenderly, hold him gently in her arms and tell him stories when he is sad, cook his favorite short ribs when he fails in the exam, and put the bowl in his mouth when the roof leaks. He put it over to catch the raindrops, and the ticking sound was accompanied by his mother's singing. Although he was poor, he and his mother depended on each other and were very happy.
He will always remember what kind of person his mother was.
He is gentle, kind, and loves to read. He always speaks in a soft voice and has never lost his temper. No matter how naughty he was when he was a child, his mother would educate him gently and hold his hand tightly along the country roads. Walking home, even if it's just the two of them, home will always be warm.
He knows the origin of his name. His mother loves reading. She loves Keigo Higashino's books the most, and she also loves the writings of Mo Yan and Yu Hua. She named him Shishen because of the book "Shisheng" and because she wanted him to become A person with depth, talent, responsibility and sense of responsibility.
He grew up in an environment of love.
Until that year, his mother was seriously ill and told him before she died: "Shen Shen, go to Beijing and find your father. There is no father who doesn't love his children. They will accept you. You are a child of the Shen family and your mother is gone." It doesn’t matter, you will still have a family.”
He walked the last step alone with his mother, and called the Shen family at the number his mother told him. The call could be connected, but after he said his and his mother's names, they hung up.
He couldn't remember how many calls he made. Finally, a person who called himself Butler He got through and asked him what happened.
"My mother is dying. I want to... want to say something to a person named Shen Cang. He is my mother's lover and my... dad, dad."
The word "dad" was too unfamiliar to Xiao Shen. He didn't understand it when he was a child. Gradually, he began to understand the coldness and heartlessness of that man. As long as he had a sense of responsibility, he would not leave him and his mother alone. I hate this person named Shen Cang in my heart, but my mother keeps calling his name.
That was my mother's last wish.
See him again.
Shi Shen pleaded awkwardly and uneasily: "Please help me, my mother is in pain right now. She just wants to see her husband."
"I'm begging you...really."
But his prayers went unanswered. There was only one voice on the other end of the receiver: "Another call from there? It's really unlucky. Hang up now!"
When she was young, she had no choice but to say: "Mom, dad is already on his way here. Don't sleep. I'll wait for him with you, okay?" This sentence kept deceiving my mother until her hands lost their warmth, and she never stopped. Closed my eyes...
Those days were extremely gloomy.
He even wanted to die with his mother.
Just when he was most desperate, the little girl with a bright smile broke into his world and shouted in his ear: Brother Ah Shen!
The scene changed and he returned to the Shen family.
No one recognized him, no one liked him, he was not qualified to sit and eat with the family, and lived in the smallest and dampest room. Even the servants at home disliked him and regarded him as a disaster.
The father whom he met for the first time already had a new love. He heard that they had a daughter, who was the little princess of the family and was much loved.
Shi Shen suffered from insomnia, but he loved the night very much. When he looked out the window, he could see the stars in the sky.
He still remembered that the little girl told him very seriously: "Brother Ah Shen, you will not be alone in the future. I will give you my star. As long as you look up, you can see that the star is my star." It’s named after it, and it belongs to you from now on.”
"It will replace me and stay with you all the time."
"Brother Ah Shen, when I grow up, we will always be together."
The girl's face became clearer in his mind, and Shen Xingzhi finally understood why she called him Ah Shen.
He finally knew who Ah Shen was.
He had been jealous for three years, and he was actually jealous of himself, and the man she had loved for ten years turned out to be him!
The person who gave him a star was never Diana, it was her, the Southern Star!
He wants to see her, and he wants to see her now!
The man on the operating table suddenly showed signs of waking up, which shocked the doctors in the room.
"Why is Master Shen's heartbeat so unstable? Quick, prepare a sedative!"
"The operation is interrupted, stop immediately, otherwise his life will be in danger!"
"We can't stop! Mrs. Shen has already said that the operation must be completed! Even if it means death, the operation must continue!"
"Is she crazy? Doesn't she care about her grandson's life?"
"She only cares about whether Master Shen can forget everything. She wants an obedient Master Shen. If the operation fails, dying here is the best destination for Master Shen."
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