"Have you ever thought that letting go as soon as you don't like it is also a responsible way. Don't delay me from running towards a better life!" Su Mei felt that the two people were obviously not suitable, but they still reluctantly got together. , is truly irresponsible.
Huo Jianguo was silent for a long time again this time. He didn't know how to discuss the topic of liking, but he remembered another thing:
“But you’ve been working so hard these days to get better, isn’t it just to stay with me?
Since you have made so much effort and I recognize your changes, why are you giving up now! "
"Huh?" Su Mei didn't expect Huo Jianguo to be so firm that she made the change for his sake. She was stunned for a moment, and then told him helplessly:
"I'm not trying to change just to stay with you, I'm trying to change because I want to become a better person.
After all, I have to leave you. If I remain as virtuous as before, I will definitely live a miserable life after leaving you.
So I changed for myself, never for you. Didn't you misunderstand something? "
boom!
"You didn't change for me?" Huo Jianguo suddenly felt like his brain was exploding.
So all the fantasies he has had these days are just wishful thinking on his part?
It turns out that she worked hard to get better, not to stay with him, but to have enough confidence to leave him.
This realization made Huo Jianguo feel sour in his heart. He swallowed hard and looked at Su Mei with a tangled expression:
"Then you lost weight, took pregnancy pills, and washed my underwear and socks. If you didn't want to live a good life with me, why would you do these things!"
"Ah?" These words stunned Su Meiwen again. After she looked at Huo Jianguo quietly for five seconds, she looked at him seriously and said:
"First of all, I lost weight because I was too fat, which affected my health and appearance. I have long said that this was for myself.
Secondly, I really didn’t prepare for pregnancy. I don’t know where you heard the rumor. I just took care of my uterus because of the cold.
Finally...I haven't washed your socks or underwear. After washing them several times, I picked them up with a stick and hung them on the tree. So what, you wouldn't just wear them, right? "
The unwashed socks and underwear were just hung outside to blow air, then they were taken off and put on again. Su Mei felt that the smell was a bit explosive...
She didn't remind Huo Jianguo that those things were not washed because she thought Huo Jianguo would find that they were still dirty.
Unexpectedly, he actually thought that she had washed it and was moved by it? The reason why she hung it up was because she didn't want to reach out and touch it, and she didn't have an extra pot to put it in, so she poked it with a stick and placed it on a nearby branch.
"Have you...haven't you washed it?" Huo Jianguo coughed violently several times, and his face suddenly turned red.
Although she was very embarrassed, Su Mei nodded affirmatively: "Oh, I haven't washed it once!"
"..." Huo Jianguo was in a complicated mood at this time.
So he wore two pairs of unwashed underwear back and forth for half a month?
He suddenly hesitated whether to continue standing here talking to Su Mei or to go back to the bedroom and find a pair of pants to change into.
Seeing Huo Jianguo's face so embarrassed that he wished he could die on the spot, Su Mei couldn't help laughing wildly for three hundred rounds in her heart.
But she still had to pretend that nothing had happened, picked up the dishes, stood up and put them into the pot washing water that had been boiled in advance.
The water was a bit hot. Su Mei picked up the bucket and wanted to get some cold water. As soon as the bucket was lifted, Huo Jianguo snatched it away:
"You go and do your own business. I'll wash the dishes."
After washing the bowls and pots, he immediately boiled a pot of hot water to take a bath.
"Ouch! Okay, then you wash it." Su Mei let go of her hand and walked out quickly.
She couldn't hold it in any longer and was too embarrassed to laugh in front of Huo Jianguo. She ran all the way to the temporary clinic where she was treating patients, covered her mouth and laughed like a goose inside.
It's not that she doesn't want to bear it, it's just that she can't bear it.
Huo Jianguo stood in the yard with a bucket, listening to the squawking of geese: "..."
His expression was complicated.
He felt a little uncomfortable walking at this moment. He always felt that there was something extremely awkward between his legs. He didn't dare to think about it. His cheeks were burning when he thought about it.
What is this thing called?
Because she was afraid that Huo Jianguo would have some inappropriate thoughts, Su Mei did not return to the bedroom even if she stopped laughing.
She found all the medicines and planned to make statistics on the remaining medicines. She planned to send them back to the military region along with the account books for this period when she left.
Just as she was counting the medicines bit by bit, Su Mei heard the sound of water being poured into the basin next door.
Su Mei couldn't help laughing when she thought of Huo Jianguo's underwear and socks.
Huo Jianguo, who had already taken off his underwear that he had worn several times, looked at the underwear in his hand with a complicated expression. He wanted to knock on the window to remind Su Mei next door——
The soundproofing of this house is terrible.
After taking a shower, Huo Jianguo carried his clothes out of the door, soaked them in a basin with washing powder.
The pair of underwear that he had just taken off and the pair of underwear that Huo Jianguo had just taken off hanging on the treetop were both covered with a thick layer of soap.
The underwear gave Huo Jianguo a psychological shadow...
He really wanted to ask Su Mei, I said, little fat girl, why are you hanging it without washing it?
After soaking his clothes, Huo Jianguo continued to pick up the ax and chop the firewood that he had not finished yesterday.
Huo Jianguo felt a little unspeakably upset. When he was in a mess, he couldn't take any time off and couldn't help but want to find something to do.
While chopping firewood, Huo Jianguo's thoughts slowly drifted back to the reason why Su Mei wanted to divorce him. She said that she wanted to divorce him because he didn't like her.
What does it mean to like it? Huo Jianguo didn't know.
He has never had feelings for a woman.
But he knows what responsibility and obligation are.
In his mind, marriage is a very simple matter. It is just a marriage certificate, a house, a bed, and two people holding hands for a lifetime.
Two people in one house, three meals and four seasons, is Huo Jianguo's ideal married life.
These days, he once thought that he was getting closer and closer to his ideal life.
Huo Jianguo has made many assumptions about the future.
I thought about my wife and children being on the hot bed,
I thought about taking Su Mei home to meet her parents and having a harmonious lunch together as a family.
I thought that every morning when I wake up from now on, I will see the little fat girl curled up in a ball next to me...
He had made so many assumptions these days, but none of them had ever included divorce.
Huo Jianguo felt extremely depressed when he thought that after the divorce, Su Mei would disappear from his life and he would move to a cold single dormitory again.
The marriage that used to be like a hot potato to him has actually become an existence that he can't let go of in such a short period of time.
He doesn't want a divorce.
But she said that not getting divorced would delay her from heading towards a better life!
