He Siwei thought of this matter. She didn't believe that Wang Guizhen, an adult, could not think of it.
But Wang Guizhen didn't mention this matter, because He Siwei also wanted to know.
After meeting Wang Guizhen, He Siwei has always taken good care of Wang Guizhen. She did everything without Wang Guizhen having to mention it.
What is human nature?
Human nature is greedy.
There is no need to repay your kindness to her. Over time, the other party will take it for granted. This is human nature.
He Siwei wanted to laugh. She thought that in order to make up for the regrets in her previous life, being kind to Wang Guizhen was to save herself from the previous life.
Because of her actions, Wang Guizhen's heart was raised.
If you are ungrateful for something, then there is no need to be merciful.
He Siwei took off her shoes and got on the bed, covered herself with the quilt, and at the same time took out a book that Lao Shen had given her a few days ago. It was an acupuncture book. It was a training material that was half agricultural and half medical. It was selected from rural medical and health books to meet the current needs of medical and health personnel working in rural areas. The book states that the contents are not comprehensive. During the use of medical and health personnel, if any problems are found, they should be written down in time. Use it until they are revised and improved.
The book covers the basic knowledge of acupuncture, as well as acupuncture methods and commonly used acupuncture points. The second part is about the treatment of common diseases. He Siwei prefers to read this part.
The stove was burning in the shack and it was not warm. Wang Guizhen was sitting on the opposite bunk. She glanced at the opposite bunk from time to time and then looked away. At first she saw He Siwei reading a book and took out a notebook from her crossbody bag. , those are the notes she took during the past few months of school.
Wang Guizhen is illiterate. After arriving at school, other classmates will memorize the theories and key points. She can only use her brain to memorize. When she is not in class, she asks her classmates in the same dormitory to learn how to read. Now she knows a lot of words, but she still can't remember some. If you can't write it, just use pinyin instead.
It may not be good enough for others, but for Wang Guizhen, she is too content.
As time passed slowly and her body became colder and colder, Wang Guizhen leaned towards the stove.
At the same time, he also took a look at the bunk opposite and noticed that He Siwei had put down his book and fell asleep.
It's not dark outside yet. It's not the New Year or the holidays, so everyone is working. As long as they can rest, everyone tries to catch up on sleep as much as possible.
Wang Guizhen was sent down the mountain by a truck from the battalion headquarters. After walking for nearly a day to reach the mountain, she naturally felt tired and wanted to rest, but the wooden bunk where she sat could not sleep on it at all.
Her body was getting colder and colder, and she felt more and more aggrieved. She didn't understand why He Siwei treated her like this. Was it just because she went to college that he stayed away from her?
If there are too many grievances, there will be resentment.
In the end, she couldn't withstand the coldness on her body. She put down the dignity she was holding on to and shouted to the other side. When there was no response from the other side, she thought for a moment and got up and moved to the opposite bunk.
She gently pushed the sleeping person with her hand. When she saw that the person was moving, she said again, "Siwei, can you lend me a blanket?"
He Siwei sat up and said sideways, "As you know, we all share a quilt and a mattress. You should think about taking your luggage with you when you return to the mountain."
In fact, He Siwei was not asleep. She heard Wang Guizhen shouting, but she just didn't want to pay attention to Wang Guizhen.
Wang Guizhen lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I will stay for a few days when I come back. I thought it would be good for both of us, so I didn't bring him back."
"We're not very good, are we? I usually take good care of you, and that's out of care between comrades, so you may have misunderstood."
Wang Guizhen raised her head and asked sadly, "Siwei, is it because I went to college that you don't like me?"
He Siwei said, "You misunderstood. I am happy for you that you are well."
Wang Guizhen didn't believe it, "But you didn't treat me like this before. It was after I went to college that I changed."
He Siwei asked her, "Then what do you think I should be like? I remember that this is not the first time you have had such an idea. You said similar things before when you were not in school."
Wang Guizhen said aggrievedly, "Siwei, it's my fault, please don't be angry with me? If I do something bad, I will definitely change it. I only have you as my friend, and I value you very much. Don't blame me." OK?"
Without saying anything ambiguous, the man walked out of the shack.
He Siwei ignored her. If he wanted to be pretentious, just be pretentious with others. She really had a bad temper and she had no obligation to coax her.
Wang Guizhen stood outside the shack, the grievance on her face receded. She took out a notebook from her pocket. It was a red plastic notebook, a little bigger than a palm. If you could see the yellow words written on the red plastic during the day, It is given to outstanding students.
This was given to her by the school for her good performance in school.
She has never been willing to use it, and it was the first time she stood out from the crowd. Therefore, a notebook that seemed ordinary to others was of great significance to her, which was why she cherished this notebook.
Standing outside the male workers' shack, Wang Guizhen took a deep breath before knocking on the door.
Soon, footsteps came from inside, and with a creak, the door opened from the inside, and a tall figure stood in front of Wang Guizhen with the firelight on his back.
Wang Guizhen raised her head, but it was dark outside. She couldn't see the expression on the other person's face, but she could feel the oppression brought by those eyes. She lowered her head with guilt.
Shen Guoping saw it was Wang Guizhen and asked, "Is something wrong?"
Wang Guizhen lowered her head and stretched out her hand and said, "Captain Shen, this is a New Year's gift for you."
There was a certain distance between the two people, but Wang Guizhen stretched out her arms, and directly hit Shen Guoping's chest with her hand and notebook. The chest looked like it was hitting the wall. Wang Guizhen felt pain and retracted her hand reflexively.
"I'm sorry, I...I didn't mean it."
Shen Guoping was not surprised when the lesbian was scared when he saw him. He said, "I have received my heart, so the gift is no longer necessary. You can take it back."
Wang Guizhen raised her head anxiously, "Captain Shen, this is a New Year's gift, you can't refuse it."
Shen Guoping frowned and looked at her.
In the darkness, it was clear that they could not see each other's faces or each other's condition, but Wang Guizhen felt the pressure exerted by the other party.
Her heartbeat was racing and she felt like she might jump out of her body at any moment.
It was only a breath of time, but Wang Guizhen felt that a long time had passed.
Shen Guoping said, "I'm not planning to return the gift, maybe next time."
Then he asked her if she had anything else, and reminded her, "A man and a woman alone get together at night, and it will have a bad impact on others. You should go back and rest early."
After saying that, regardless of what Wang Guizhen did, Shen Guoping came directly to the door.
Standing alone in the snowy night, Wang Guizhen's heart was as heavy as iron. She had not yet recovered from her loss when she returned to the shack.
His eyes fell on the extra mattress on the bed before he came back to his senses.
He Siwei said, "You can spread half the quilt and cover the other half. I only have one quilt. You can cover yourself with your coat and make do with it for one night. Go to the battalion headquarters tomorrow. You also know that rations are divided per person. Every day Eat as much as planned to last until next month’s rations are distributed.”
After Duan Chunrong covered the mattress, He Siwei never touched it. He wanted to wait until the weather got warmer to take it apart and wash it before using it. It happened to be used by Wang Guizhen today.
Wang Guizhen said she was sorry, and after lying down, her eyes widened in the darkness and asked, "Siwei, is Captain Shen single?"
