"Without Master, I wouldn't be where I am today. Master is my greatest benefactor in the world. He can teach me medical skills and raise me up..." Qi Feng was still not very good at saying sensational words and stopped mid-sentence. .
But based on the relationship between their master and apprentice, they can understand each other's meaning.
The corners of Mr. Qin's eyes are full of wrinkles, but it can be seen from the shape of his face that he was as handsome as jade when he was young. Now that he is getting older, his superior bones can hold his flesh. Coupled with his long years of activity and healthy work and rest, he can make him look good at any time. They all looked energetic and even had a bit of a fairy-like temperament.
When his eyes fell on her calmly, as if holy light was looking down, there was an indelible sense of holiness.
No one knows Qi Feng's feelings for him better than him.
But the elder's feelings for the younger generation are never meant to be remembered and reciprocated. He only wants Qi Feng to go further and live happily in the world.
"You are grateful to me because I saved you." He whispered, paused for a while, and then slowly continued: "But he is the man who gave you life, and it was indeed forced by the situation. He did not mean to lose you. Get off you."
"I know." This is what Qi Feng has been struggling with. He also said this to the leader: "I didn't blame him, I just... just..."
He didn't know how to express what he said later, so Mr. Qin said it for him: "It's just because you don't want to leave us, adapt to new feelings, and form new bonds."
The corners of Qi Feng's slightly opened mouth seemed to be paused for a long time before closing.
indeed.
It's hard for him to get to know new people, and he doesn't want to adapt to new relationships. Even his feelings for Yu Chu are stumbling, and the relationship he finally established is a belated reaction.
There seemed to be an invisible circle around him, which would automatically block strangers. People standing outside the circle would not easily see him. Even if they saw him, they would be like icebergs, exuding an icy chill.
The people in the circle are everything to him. As long as they are standing in it, they are more important than his life.
There are master, master, junior sister, junior brother, and his most important wife and children at the moment.
The space in the circle is limited, and it seems difficult for the tall leader to squeeze in. It is really difficult to make room.
"Master." His eyes were lowered, and he swayed slightly from side to side, looking a little painful: "I don't know what to do? I don't know how to face him, and I never thought about being related to him in the future. When he stood in front of me, even if I knew he was my father, I couldn't scream."
What's painful is not that he can't call him daddy, but that he doesn't seem to be a normal person and can't naturally welcome the feelings he should have. He even starts to worry and have self-doubt.
What should I do if Chu'er's child is born in the future and he doesn't know how to get along normally?
Problems that he thought would never arise suddenly appeared in front of him, forcing him to face up to the emotional needs that he had always ignored.
Mr. Qin's sparse white eyebrows wrinkled little by little. He felt sorry for this child and didn't want to see him feel uncomfortable.
"Grandpa is not forcing you, nor is he asking you to recognize him." He stretched out his hand and patted Qi Feng's shoulder gently: "I just hope that you can try to accept the things that should be in life, and don't Don't be afraid if you are nervous, just greet it with a normal attitude.
If you can't figure it out and don't know what to do, you don't have to do it. In Grandpa's heart, the three of you have always been smarter than ordinary children, but you are much smarter than Grandpa when he was young.
So I believe you will figure it out one day. "
In fact, it was in the morning when Mr. Qin woke up and saw the leader sitting alone in the backyard. The two sat and chatted for a while.
When Qi Feng was mentioned, the leader seemed very satisfied, and his words were filled with indescribable joy. He also talked about Yu Chu and asked her what kind of girl she was. He was even more happy to hear that she was knowledgeable, sensible, gentle and quiet.
Mr. Qin asked him why he didn't meet Yu Chu in person.
The leader's face instantly showed a disappointed emotion. It was because the two were friends that he relaxed and showed his emotions. Mr. Qin guessed that Qi Feng had not accepted him yet, so he did not plan to bring Yu Chu to meet formally.
Originally, I wanted to see Qi Feng's attitude and enlighten him appropriately.
But he didn't expect that Qi Feng was also so uncomfortable. No matter how much he wanted to say something to the leader, he couldn't say a word.
"It doesn't matter if you don't understand it now. You can handle it how you want. This is your personal matter. Even if I am your master, I have no right to influence you."
"No." Qi Feng raised his eyes, with a bit of grievance in his eyes: "I didn't say that grandpa influenced me. I know that grandpa did it for my own good."
"Well, don't worry anymore." Mr. Qin patted his face as if treating a child: "Take good care of Miss Yu. When she wakes up, bring her over to see me. I have something to give her."
Different from his attitude towards the leader, he was very happy to bring Yu to meet his grandfather for the first time, and thought it was something he had to do sooner or later: "Okay."
"Go and get busy. I'll sit quietly for a while and go meet Sheng'er's child later." BIquGe.biz
"good."
Qi Feng stood up and after talking to his grandfather alone about his concerns, the haze between his brows seemed to dissipate a lot.
But at the moment when he walked out, his eyebrows furrowed again.
Because the leader appeared in front of him, neither of them expected it, and the expressions of father and son were complicated and obscure.
Qi Feng had just finished talking to his grandfather about his views on the leader. For a moment, he was not used to the leader yet, so he walked directly past him without saying hello.
The leader stood there, listening to Qi Feng's footsteps gradually walking away, his breathing became heavier, and a slight sigh melted in his breath.
Instead, he knocked on the study door and went in.
Mr. Qin looked up at him while holding the unfinished tea. The two looked at each other for a while, shaking their heads in unison.
"guessed."
The leader had just met Qi Feng, and his attitude said it all: "I came to you to say goodbye to you. I have already seen the child. I am satisfied to see him grow up healthy and even have a successful family. I will bring him My men are too reckless and have disturbed you. I really feel sorry for you, so I will stop nagging you and prepare to go back to deal with things that should have been dealt with long ago."
Mr. Qin's expression was indifferent, he had long looked down upon everything in the world, but there was a hint of unclear regret in his eyes: "Feng'er has a similar nature to you, and we should actually be able to talk to each other, but the timing is not right."
"I know, it was too late for me to find him." The leader knew his mistake well and took it all in his arms: "I was worried too much, afraid that it would disturb his original life. I should have made a decision and not changed it. First, Time didn't come to him, and it shouldn't have come now, and it only added to his troubles."
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