The last sentence was shouted by Yu Chu, so loud that it seemed to resound throughout the whole room.
Bai Hui, who was sitting opposite her, also trembled. In a daze, it seemed as if someone had slapped her hard in the face. There was a feeling of heat on her face and a hint of pain.
After the explosion, there was a long silence.
Even the wind passing by the room became extremely slow, and the breathing sounds of the two of them could be heard clearly.
For Yu Chu, time is limited, so she promised Dr. Qin and the others that she would only have one day.
So, just when she was angry and ready to do some ideological homework for Bai Hui, even if the teacher turned against her and disowned her in the future, she would still wake up the teacher!
But without thinking, Bai Hui suddenly spoke, exhaling like a blue breath, with a lot of exhaustion: "It's not that I don't want to be good to the children, and it's not that I don't want to touch Xizhou. People's hearts are made of flesh, even if Xizhou is born. I can’t help it, but he is also my child, connected by blood and heart with me.”
The breath in Yu Chu's throat went away naturally.
She knew that the teacher was finally going to speak and face the past.
He breathed a sigh of relief, but it was obvious that the teacher's face was pale, and at the same time, he felt some pain in his heart.
"I personally raised Xizhou. Even if you say that that cold night, I went to his room. I saw him curling up with the quilt, and I thought about giving him an extra quilt. But at that time, in my mind , Qingyu's figure lying on the hospital bed will flash out uncontrollably."
Every time she thought of Fu Qingyu lying in the hospital, she felt unable to breathe, as if she would die on the spot if she flashed back for one more second.
So, she could only escape.
"And I never hug Xizhou because I... can't touch a man, even if he is just a child."
Yu Chu listened quietly, his pupils trembling, always paying attention to the teacher's emotions.
Although she didn't speak, she could still feel the pain from the words in the teacher's mouth, as if someone was constantly pulling away, and the air in the room gradually began to make people breathless.
"Why?" Yu Chu asked cautiously with a soft voice.
Just at the door, she heard Qi Feng and Qin Huaichuan's questions, so she knew that this was crucial. M.biQuge.biZ
Seeing Bai Hui purse her lips, she asked further: "They say that your misanthropy is acquired. Something must have happened and something that you are very resistant to in your heart has caused you to hate men.
But... I remember that you hugged your eldest brother. Did it happen after your eldest brother got sick? Or is it because I gave birth to my second brother..."
Although Yu Chu was very sharp, he hit the key points every sentence.
The corners of Bai Hui's mouth trembled slightly, and under the lowered eyelids, a pair of pupils wandered from side to side: "Not really, I resisted male contact not long after giving birth to Qingyu, but I was able to restrain myself at the beginning and endure the disgust in my heart.
But after Qingyu fell ill, and Fu..."
At the mention of his name, Bai Hui's body began to tremble slightly. She paused for a while before she could speak: "It was only after the quarrel with Fu Ting intensified that it became serious. As a result, I could no longer touch any men. Not only Xizhou, but later I couldn’t even contact Qingyu.”
It was like opening a sealed door or window, and all kinds of demons and ghosts in her heart came out in an instant. The cries and howls of ghosts and wolves lingered around her, making her tremble with fear.
"Are you blaming me? Qingyu's illness, do you think it's because of me?"
"Are you talking?! I hate the way you don't speak the most. The more you don't speak, the more you make me look like a lunatic!"
"Why don't you touch me again? Do you think I'm dirty? If you touch me, will your hands get dirty? But it's obviously because of you, that's why I'm like this."
"You are like a cruel executioner, cutting off a normal person bit by bit with silence, and turning me into a madman with your own hands, but you don't care and stay out of it, as if everything has nothing to do with you."
"Seeing me become like this, are you really indifferent at all?"
"Fu Ting!!!"
Those heartbreaking, blood-sobbing sounds were like words imprinted in her bones. After opening the seal, they rang in her mind over and over again, like a spell.
All the time, there is a ringing back and forth.
The most profound thing in my memory is that the man who called me countless times turned his head coldly.
The dark pupils were like stars formed from the abyss of the universe. They had a huge appeal, but there was no trace of human smoke. No matter who looked at him, no emotion could be seen in his eyes.
"Bai Hui, you must be sick."
A sentence in her memory made Bai Hui completely furious. She couldn't tell whether it was a memory or reality, and she shouted loudly: "I am sick, and I was tortured by you alive."
After she finished speaking, she held her head in her hands, her face full of pain.
Yu Chu didn't know what she was thinking of, but he could guess that it was something terrifying.
Yu Chu stepped forward and reached out to touch the teacher gently, fearing that it would cause discomfort to the teacher.
Seeing that she didn't push her away, Yu Chu dared to hug her completely. His voice also became trembling unconsciously: "Is... is it Mr. Fu?"
This was the first time Yu Chu called Fu Ting, and for a moment, he didn't know what to call him.
It seemed that since she got together with the teacher, Fu Ting had never appeared in the teacher's entire life.
Hearing this, Bai Hui raised her hands fiercely and hugged Yu Chu tightly. After finding the only support, her trembling body became even more violent.
Yu Chu's heart tightened, and he lowered his eyes with softness: "Actually, I have guessed it before. It may be Mr. Fu, but you have never mentioned it, and I dare not say more."
As she said this, she acted like an adult, just like that day when the teacher was at the underground spring, helping her drive away her second brother and sister-in-law, and then comfort her.
She was also gently patting the teacher's back, and her gentle voice was lower and lower: "Many years have passed. Sometimes running away from the fear in your heart will only encourage the devil of fear. Looking directly at it will only gain you." Real relief.”
As the words fell, the teacher in his arms gradually calmed down.
Originally, Bai Hui was planning to speak, but he just needed some time to relax.
Holding Yu Chu's soft slender waist, she calmed down little by little and said slowly: "I hate men's touch because... my body is not clean."
Yu Chu's forehead jumped and he didn't react for a moment.
Not clean? !
"What...what do you mean?" Yu Chu didn't think of this at all, and Bai Hui's pale face reflected in his widened pupils.
Just from the beginning, Bai Hui's expression was already too bad to be described.
As if it took all her strength, her eyelids turned red.
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