Time: Sunday, January 14, 2019
journal:
Have you ever tried sleeping hanging from the ceiling? Have you ever tried standing on your head in the air alone?
This taste is so sour. Even if I stand upside down and stand on the ceiling, the gravity is downward. To really describe what it feels like, it's like you are standing upside down and being stuck to the ceiling by a ball of slime.
It’s not that I’m idle and bored, but I’m thinking about a question that has just arisen—if my perspective shifts rapidly, will it affect my perception?
The significance of thinking about this problem is that if I encounter unstable airflow while flying in the air, and I am accidentally blown by the wind and spin in a free fall, can I find a support point in the spinning world to delay the falling trend.
This is very important, related to my future life safety. For example, one day I am chased by a fighter jet. Once locked, I need to evade at an extremely fast speed. This requires extremely fast sideways movement, or instantaneous movement. Steering.
In this case, people's consciousness will fall into confusion and they can't find the center of gravity. Then they will fall into passivity, spinning and falling like a stick, and there is no way to avoid it when it is locked again.
Fortunately, I discovered that perception can be quickly adjusted in this extremely rapid change of perspective, which should be similar to the random changes in perspective within perception.
The adjustment of the body position during rotation probably requires the knowledge of stress, which is to constantly correct the mind in one direction.
It's like a person suddenly finds a rope while falling and adjusts his position by grabbing the rope.
These are two very important questions, and they are also the greatest significance of this long-term test flight.
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dialogue:
It is now two o'clock in the morning, and I have basically completed the design of the accessories of the glider suit. I only need to sew the key parts on and the assembly is complete and ready for test flight.
What's very embarrassing is that I can't sew clothes, so now it's Xiao Meng's turn to work overtime for me.
Xiaomeng yawned: "Can't you go again next week?"
She was woken up from her dream by me, and then went down to the basement to work as my tool. She was so embarrassed.
"I'll trouble you this time. I've never been the kind of person who lives idle. Once I have an idea, I will put it into practice. At worst, you can sleep all day tomorrow."
Xiaomeng's eyes turned slyly, and I felt something bad in my heart.
"But I have a condition."
Sure enough, here it comes.
"Pick any day next week. I want you to hold me to sleep, just for one day." She said this with a hint of shyness in her eyes.
"Are you a devil? Learn about the "Protection of Minors Law." I was speechless. Does she have any obsession with this kind of thing?
Then Xiao Meng showed a disdainful smile: "I don't know how many of your actions have violated the law since you gained telekinesis? Don't worry, as long as you hold me to sleep, I won't do anything to you. It's not illegal."
"The more you say that, the more I don't believe it."
"Okay, you can sew the paragliding suit yourself." She was about to give up.
"Okay, okay, I accept it, but we have to agree not to touch it."
"Hehe, this is what you said."
Oh my god, is this the nemesis sent by God to punish me? Is it so difficult not to be sexually attracted to women?
"It'll be done in two hours. If you can't finish it, go straight to bed."
"Okay." After hearing my agreement, she immediately started working quickly, and she was so fast that I was dumbfounded. Is this the driving force brought by obsession?
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At 10 o'clock in the morning, I went out with my basically formed paragliding suit.
"Do you really not want us to follow you?"
"Woof woof?"
"It's not necessary. Just stay at home. If you go, it will only cause trouble for me. Let's go."
"be safe."
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Somehow I felt like I had chosen the wrong time of year to go alpine gliding because it was so fucking cold.
It has now entered winter, and the higher the altitude, the lower the temperature. Even if Qiuling City is in the subtropics, the current highest temperature will not exceed 15°C.
For this reason, I had to buy a lot of warmers and stick them on my joints to prevent frostbite.
It seems that I will have to find that guy Zhang Qian to design an electric heating circuit in the future, so that I don’t have to worry about being frozen to death after flying into the stratosphere.
The green mountains with an altitude of nearly 5,000 meters now have snow tops. I have seen some extreme sports enthusiasts jump down from such snowy mountains. Their method of keeping out the cold is probably electric heating.
As before, when we arrived at the commercial street on the mountainside, the brightly lit and bustling streets were now much deserted. After all, it was winter, and going up the mountain would be a thankless task.
Today's weather is cloudy, and the thick clouds cover up the little sunshine, making the temperature even colder.
The gliding point on the top of the mountain has been grounded for a long time, and now it is winter. The biting cold wind will slow down people's body functions. Due to the slow reaction, if they are not careful, they will hit the mountain wall and stay there forever.
This is indeed a good gliding spot, but unfortunately it’s the same for me. After all, my probability of falling to death is much lower than theirs.
Standing on the cliff, looking down at the desolate and solemn atmosphere at the foot of the mountain, there is no human habitation, no warmth, only loneliness. I have the illusion that I have returned to that sad and depressed period.
It's so unreal that just one month can change a person's life to such an extent.
Looking back on me at that time, it seemed that I was suffering the torture of life every second. There was no friendship, no love, and even family affection was much indifferent.
However, although love is now within reach, we avoid it. Why? Is my mentality old? Or is it because of some other reasons?
Looking at the lights behind me again, I took that step resolutely and let nature cleanse my soul. Everything will have an answer.
The center of gravity leaned forward and my head fell downward. The vertical distance of the mountain wall here is only 100 meters, but it is enough for me.
Hang glider unfolds!
The wings and tail began to vibrate crazily. No, I encountered turbulence as soon as I arrived.
Mind power, climb up!
The air resistance after unfolding and the powerful telekinesis force stopped my falling. At this moment, I was less than 10 meters away from the lowest point on the ground.
I rushed out. With the help of the gliding suit, the gravitational potential energy was successfully converted into kinetic energy. Now I am propelling forward at a lateral speed of at least 30m/s.
I did not follow the route established by the relevant departments, but rushed towards the mountain pass which was higher than my current flying height.
The reason is simple. Even if the designated gliding point is blocked, there will still be security guards standing guard at the site, just to prevent those who are not afraid of death from wanting to jump down.
Also, I may be the only one in this world who can make my paragliding suit fly higher and higher.
After flying over the mountain pass, I really entered the deep mountains, where there are thick trees and luxuriant grass. It just lacks the scenery of green mountains, but it also has a bit more natural elegance.
Oncoming were two small hills, and villages could be vaguely seen on the hills. I had to stay away from that area because there might not be anyone who would take pictures.
I didn’t dare to use the Celestial Empire’s bad map. Who knew whether there would be a monitoring system on it, so I could only force myself to write down the mountain roads I passed.
The trouble is that there are too many hills, and most of them are the same, so I can't remember them at all. I suddenly had an idea and thought of an effective method-marking method.
Every once in a while, make an evergreen tree bald. The position must be conspicuous. For example, among a bunch of evergreen trees, make the middle one bald. In this way, a marking point is created.
Having found a way, I no longer had any worries and flew forward without hesitation.
One kilometer, two kilometers, three kilometers...
The further away from Qiuling City, the more desolate the environment becomes. Sure enough, cities are the lifeblood of modern people's survival.
Gradually, my hands and feet began to feel cold from the wind. The biting cold penetrated through the gliding suit and continued to act on my limbs. I had to slow down, stop in the air again, and then put some stuff on myself to warm the baby, not only the joints. Parts, as well as some parts that are easily swept by the wind, are also covered with baby warmers.
After being prepared for everything, I started to accelerate again, from the original acceleration of 1m/s² to 11m/s², until the forward air resistance and telekinesis were equal, and some telekinesis was reserved to prevent emergencies. My speed also reached An astonishing 80m/s.
I flew over a big mountain in ten seconds, and everything kept receding like a horse. The noise from the strong wind filled my hearing, and I could only rely on vision and perception to see into the world.
Maybe my current speed is no different from that of a commercial airliner. Everything passes by so fast, and the past can't help but come to my mind.
The ecstasy when she gained telepathy for the first time, her dislike for Experimental Class 4, her secret feelings for Chang Qiuyue, and then her insight into human nature and the brokenness of her feelings.
I wanted to rely on raising a dog to relieve my depression, but unexpectedly gained a sister. I finally realized that only by facing alone can I defeat depression, blind confidence in telekinesis, and excessive longing for the future...
It turns out that I have changed so much, and I can’t help but wonder, what exactly do I want now? Is it recognition, freedom, or fame and fortune?
Maybe both, but I can never escape the most basic human characteristic - ambition.
With ambition, you will want to get more. With ambition, you will work hard to complete the next goal. With ambition, you will give value to your life.
I want everything, and I will not shy away from it, because I have the opportunity, the strength, and the brains. Since the prerequisites are already so superior, why should I hide?
Being reckless is a way to become stronger, and being stubborn is also a way to become stronger. In the past, I used to be stubborn and strengthened my telepathy little by little, not wanting anyone to know. I have also been reckless. The young man's forbearance could not withstand that momentary impulse and exposed himself to Chang Qiuyue.
But isn’t this just a mistake that is only made on the road to growth?
Even though my mental age is far beyond that of my peers, I still can't handle things with ease and be smooth and smooth with people. Isn't this the reason why he still has to continue studying?
It doesn't matter if you make mistakes, the right way is to find your way back. I suddenly wanted to go back. It was definitely not because of the cold, but because I was overthinking and speaking out from what I felt.
Sometimes I feel that I am quite capable of making up my mind. This is probably the daily routine of a weird person who makes up my mind. I feel really ashamed and slipped away.
