DateThursday, December 20, 2018
"First level attribute"
【1.Controlled object: 22.4kg】
【2. Perception: 40m (80m)】
【3.Dream Making: Native Dreamland】
Diary: Don’t ask me why it’s called the original dreamland. When I tried to dream again last night, I wanted to fly to the stars in the distance, but I was blocked by an invisible barrier.
The key to breaking the barrier has nothing to do with controlling objects or perception, but seems to be related to consciousness.
Although I can't reach those big stars directly, in my dream, the controllability of infinite magnification allows me to easily build the most advanced astronomical telescope, which is hundreds of times more advanced than the current Hubble Telescope.
When I clearly saw the scene on the surface of those big stars, an inexplicable fear came into my heart.
Those big stars have no fixed shape, and some are even constantly changing.
On some planets there lived a pair of princes and princesses, running happily on the endless prairie.
Some are full of incredible ghosts and monsters, which seem to be chasing a certain human being. The moment the human being is caught, the big star collapses.
There are also planets, emmm, that don’t seem to be called planets anymore, more like a bedroom. I took one look at them and stopped looking, because they were doing things there that might get 404.
…
In fact, I knew from the collapse of the second planet that it was someone else's dream. The guy had a nightmare, and then he woke up from a fright. The shattering of the dream meant that the big star he created also shattered.
The first one should be a child’s dream.
As for the third one... I understand everything about erotic dreams.
As for why it appears in the state of a big star, I guess it has something to do with my way of thinking.
As a science student, rigorous logic and intuitive composition are my favorite methods.
I think if a liberal arts student entered my current state, what he would see might be a book, and every page would be a dream.
Art students create a painting and a dream, music students create a melody and a dream...
Of course, this is just my guess.
The dream that belonged to me should have been broken when I woke up from the exam, but when I fell asleep again, it was still standing in the void. Maybe I completely possessed it.
Traveling to no avail, I tried to use dreams to build a bridge to other stars, but failed as expected.
Dreams and I are one with each other. If I am hindered, it will be hindered as well. The plan to build a passage has to be abandoned. Perhaps we can only open it by enhancing our consciousness like exercising control of objects and perception.
I had nothing to do, and I had no idea about transforming my dream for the time being, so I had to spend these few hours focusing on observing the big stars.
Most stars are azure, or emit a halo of azure, because their interiors are of normal color.
When I look at the color of my planet, it is bright gold. Does this mean I am different from others? So in this void, is there a planet with the same color as mine?
Sitting on the stars, overlooking all living things.
When one star is born, another one will be shattered.
At this time, the stars in the long river of space changed one batch after another, like a river rushing towards the distance and disappearing.
Finally, at a certain moment, I noticed an abnormality. A dazzling red planet was born not far away. It was so bright red. Although it was not as bright as mine, it also decorated the blue void with a different style. .
The intoxication with beauty disappeared in an instant, and my eyes became serious. Those stars were as unique as me. Needless to say, there was definitely something special about them.
If the non-blue stars represent aliens like me, then the world will not seem as peaceful as it seems.
A sense of uneasiness emerged, and I knew that I should speed up the pace. There were many unknowns in this world, and I was not strong enough to protect myself.
…
Story: Qiuling First People's Hospital.
Oncology Office.
A middle-aged woman with a sallow face held the doctor's arm in the office, as if pleading for something, with tears on her face.
"Doctor, is Xiaomeng really hopeless? Please, save Xiaomeng."
The doctor allowed the woman to pull him, without pushing her away or making any other movements. He could only see his trembling hands wiping away the tears that were about to overflow.
"I'm sorry Aunt Xue, Xiao Meng has advanced liver cancer, and you found it too late.
We have tried chemotherapy and radiotherapy one after another, and even used the latest anti-cancer drugs introduced from abroad, but they can only alleviate Xiao Meng's death. "
The doctor sighed and continued: "Aunt Xue, give up treating Xiaomeng. Didn't you see that her hair has turned white and even half of it has fallen out.
She can't even stand now. Let her spend her last days in peace. Don't let her suffer anymore. "
The woman didn't just cry for a long time, she slowly stopped crying, but she kept sobbing: "Doctor, you are right, I shouldn't let Xiaomeng suffer anymore.
Mainly, mainly because I can no longer support her treatment expenses. "The woman burst into tears again.
"You know, in order to treat him, I have spent all the savings my wife left me. My son has been in jail for gambling, so I had to take Xiaomeng in to stay with me.
I should have used this money for retirement, but why, why did she get cancer? I have no retirement salary and all the money is spent. Doctor, what should I do? "
The woman cried harder, but the doctor had a cold face: "Aunt Xue, you don't have to work hard for me here. Xiao Meng is your adopted daughter. I have no obligation to save her. I can't save her. She is doomed." There will come a day.
Go say goodbye to Xiao Meng. I know that you have actually wanted to leave for a long time. It was only because of the pressure from the orphanage that you paid to save her.
In fact, I know that you still have a lot of money. If you really want to save her, you will naturally sell all the gold and silver jewelry on your body instead of hiding them all, right? "
The woman stopped crying instantly and became very calm: "Doctor Li, needless to say, I did not take in Xiaomeng at that time. My wife liked her the most and adopted her from the orphanage.
As the director of the orphanage, he should have simply taken in children who had lost their parents, but he insisted on adopting Xiao Meng.
To be honest, I quite like those children, but I don't like sick children, especially sick children who can only swallow gold but cannot be saved at all.
I am a very realistic woman and I will help others when I can. But for Xiao Meng, she has no other advantages except being weak and meek.
I'm sorry Dr. Li, I don't like her, maybe you will despise me, but I don't care, I have to leave a way out for myself. "
After saying that, the woman turned and left.
Dr. Li stood by the window for a long time without moving. He had seen many similar cases, and all of them were people who lost all their money and had no other options, and finally chose to leave quietly.
He can't judge anything, it's just a very complicated issue. In fact, any issue involving money is very complicated.
Former brothers can turn against each other for a legacy. How can such things be rare?
He is also at fault, because he is also selfish. He still needs to support his own children, so how can he pity other people's children?
Aunt Xue walked through the dim corridor. There were some patients on the floor. They were ordinary people who couldn't even afford hospital beds. Some were alone, and some were abandoned in the hospital by their relatives.
Without looking at these people, she walked through calmly. Finally, she came to a ward and pushed the door open.
There were two beds in the ward, and one of them was already empty. It is said that the man knew that there was no hope for him, so he took a bottle of sleeping pills and died in bed.
Lying on the other side was a girl wearing a hat. Her face was already as pale as a piece of white paper, but even so, she still had a smile on her face.
“Mom, you’re here, what does Dr. Li say, have the foreign special medicines worked?
You know, my hunch has always been accurate, I will definitely survive..."
"I'm leaving." Aunt Xue said calmly.
"Mom, what are you talking about? I can still live. You know, three years ago I said there was a bag of gold buried under the orphanage. Didn't it finally come true? Believe me, I will definitely survive." The girl It was as if she didn't believe her words at all and was instead telling a story.
"I have no money, Xiaomeng. I have to take responsibility for my life. Give up your unrealistic ideas. Even if you have predicted many things before, you have to know that this is cancer! It is still terminal! No one can Can cure you.
And look, you have been undergoing treatment for so long, your nails have fallen off, your hair has turned white, and all of your hair has fallen out. Are you really willing to live like this?
You are no longer able to take care of yourself, you can't stand firmly when you walk, you can only eat liquid food, and you can no longer enjoy delicious food. If you can really survive, do you really want to live like this? "
"mom……"
"Needless to say, I don't want to see you suffer like this anymore. You won't need any more treatment in the future. Go out for a walk. At least you can feel the beauty of the world.
Goodbye, Xiaomeng, you have to live happily these few months, I'm leaving. "
The woman closed the door and left, leaving Ding Ruomeng standing blankly on the hospital bed. She never thought that her adoptive mother would abandon her. Maybe she really asked for too much.
She looked at her body again. It was fragile and vulnerable, and she would cough up blood from time to time. She thought of what Aunt Xue just said.
Even if she survives, she may remain in a vegetative state, completely far away from the beauty of the world.
Prophecy is not omnipotent, it still has loopholes after all, even if she sees herself surviving.
She smiled sadly, even her dearest people had left her, so what was the meaning of life? Maybe she really should see the beauty of the world and let her life disappear in nature.
——
Story: Qiuling No. 1 Middle School, as one of the top universities in Qiuling City, has undeniably fast marking time. In just one day, the teachers completed all the test papers from the past three days.
And the results were posted on Zhixue.com, which drove countless students across the country crazy.
"Damn it, the results are out!"
"The results are out?"
"It's over, it's over. I must have failed the test this time. I can't do half of the big questions in the entire math paper. I'll be damned if I can get 90 points."
"Don't cheat on food or drink here."
…
Everyone is anxious about the upcoming results, and this phenomenon is especially obvious in Experimental Class 4.
"Xu Shen, please check your results quickly. You are a member of our class's expedition team. You are the master who can knock those perverts from Class 1 down from the top ten in your grade."
Xu Yingling has long been accustomed to the compliments from the students around him. As the study committee member of Experimental Class 4, he cannot take the lead. Who should take the lead?
"I know, I'll check online now."
A group of guys gathered around the audio-visual teacher, watching Xu Yingling enter the password and click on the report card.
"Fucking awesome, math 141, Chinese 125, English 145, physics 90, chemistry 90, geography 80, history 92, politics 82!"
I don’t know what kind of slut it is, but I insist on reading out the results.
Xu Yingling glanced at it, who else could it be? Fu Jinxing, who else could be such a big talker besides him?
"Alas, Lao Xu failed in the exam this time and was only ranked 8th in grade. It seems that those lunatics in Class 1 started to go crazy and actually pushed Lao Xu to the back. Let me see the class ranking, second.
Um? second? ! "
Xu Yingling narrowed his eyes. This time he was indeed dismissed because some knowledge points entered his blind spot. It was not impossible for someone in the class to pass the exam.
After all, their class has a brilliant record of ranking among the top ten in the mid-term exam.
He looked at a bald guy sitting at the back door. This guy had become bald because he was too strong in science. He was the history class representative, Guo Da.
"Lao Guo, are you ahead of me?"
The bald brother just woke up from reading: "It's not me. This time I passed the physics test. If I asked the last big question first, even if I was wrong, my total score would definitely be lower than yours.
Just ask the class monitor or Zhang Yixing, both of these guys have been in the top ten of their grade. "
Although he said this, Guo Da still came on stage to check his results.
Sure enough, the total score was 10 points lower than Xu Yingling's, ranking directly at 13th place.
Immediately afterwards, the female monitor Cao Wenying and Zhang Yixing, who had asked Chen Xingtian questions before, also came down to check the results surrounded by the students.
Cao Wenying performed even worse this time and fell directly to the 30th rank outside the court, unable to play the role of the main force.
Zhang Yixing's performance was relatively stable, but he was not as good as Ying Ling. His total score was 4 points lower, ranking 10th, but he was still among the top ten in his grade.
"Huh? This is weird. Is there a dark horse hiding in the crowd in our class?"
At this time, a very clear yelling sound came from the corner.
"Well, you Chen Xingtian, how dare you come to Examination Room 6 to pretend to be an actor after you did so well in the exam!"
actor? The whole class's eyes were attracted by Chang Qiuyue's words.
Zhang Yixing couldn't sit still, so he took the lead and asked: "Chen Xingtian, what do you think?"
Chen Xingtian glared at her. This woman insisted on shaking him out. Isn't it a good idea to stay coy?
But facing the questions from the whole class, he felt that he still had to answer.
"Uh, the total score seems to be 853, right?" He calculated in his mind. It was impossible to read out each subject one by one. He was not that thick-skinned.
With a "wow" sound, the whole class was in an uproar again. This score was 8 points higher than Lao Xu's 845.
It turns out that this is the biggest dark horse of Experimental Class 4.
