She got a lot of information through her father's letters, but it seemed like she could do nothing because she didn't know what they were studying, she didn't know where to find them, and she didn't know what her father said would come back. when.
Maybe... I will never come back in this life.
This thick stack of letters may be the last contact between me and my parents.
You can also go to some departments to make trouble, and those so-called people who take care of you will definitely show up, but will those who force your parents to leave also pay attention?
At that time, all the hard work of my parents will be in vain.
Perhaps, the best choice is to continue living like this, and then wait, waiting for one day, her parents will retire and return to her.
Hearing the crying from the attic, Lu Yao and Fang Xuening looked at each other a little worried, but they still stayed at the stairs and did not go up.
They had never seen Li Shuyao cry like this, and they had never seen her cry for her parents.
In the past, they thought she might have adjusted herself during that period of self-isolation and thought she was very strong, but they were indeed a little worried.
I'm worried that she will become depressed if she keeps her emotions bottled up in her heart.
Now...let her vent her anger.
"I have never seen Yaoyao cry like this." Fang Xuening sighed softly.
"It seems that there is indeed something very important in it. Maybe it is her parents' suicide note. Alas..." Lu Yao also sighed softly: "What the world sees is her optimistic and strong side, but... It is often overlooked that she is only a 20-year-old girl, but also a girl who lost her parents at the age of 18."
"Well... that's why I'm here." Fang Xuening took a deep breath and smiled: "I will always be with her to help her get out of the haze in her heart."
"Well, we are all the same." Lu Yao smiled.
"Yes, there is Jingyi." Fang Xuening nodded and said, "We are all by her side so that she is not alone."
"Maybe it will be different when she finds her right one, starts a new family, and has her own children." Lu Yao said with some yearning, "I don't know when my right one will come."
Fang Xuening was silent for a moment, then smiled slightly: "Everyone will come."
"Um……"
After Li Shuyao cried for a while, she gradually stopped. She folded her father's letter and put it back. Behind it... there was a letter left for her by her mother.
"Yao Yao, I'm sorry. As a mother, I am incompetent. I failed to teach you how to date boys, failed to watch you find a boyfriend, failed to hold your hand and enter the palace of marriage. Can help you take care of your children..."
"I know that you will definitely resent us when you know that we are not dead. I'm sorry. If you want to hate, just hate me. Don't hate your dad. He is really great. Your dad is the person that my mother admires most in the world. He He has been leading the world in our field for at least 50 years, but I held him back for 18 years."
"Actually, we have been married for a long time but have never thought about having children. But that night, because of a trace of experimental gas leakage... we did not take any protective measures at that time. When we woke up the next day, we took the medicine we prepared ourselves. After all, There is no one selling that medicine around us, but... Yaoyao, you are still very powerful. When I knew I was pregnant, I thought about having an abortion, but your father decided to keep you..."
"Later, I gradually became inconvenient, so the superiors arranged for us to move. Your father applied for leave until you became an adult, and the superiors approved it. Your father felt a little guilty, so he established a biopharmaceutical company to support our mother. Both, while manufacturing affordable medicines, we also provide some special medicines to some special departments."
"In the past 18 years, he has worked really hard. In these 18 years, he has not let us down, nor has he let down the country... But in the dead of night, he will look at the sky in a daze. I know that he is missing him. laboratory."
"Yao Yao, we have made this choice after careful consideration. It is the best choice for us and for you. The reason may be that one day you will understand that since you set foot on this road, you can no longer Back."
"The ambitions in our hearts, the country's expectations, and international pressures all urge us to keep moving forward. They also tell us not to have too much to do with our families. There are lessons learned from the blood of our predecessors. No harm can be done to our families. In short, there are many people out there who will not comply, and we don’t want you to have your life threatened one day because of us.”
"Yao Yao, how much my mother wants to accompany you for a few more years, watch you take the postgraduate entrance examination, watch you study for a Ph.D., watch you choose your future path, or become a university teacher, or enter the Academy of Sciences, and become a person who can Academician standing in the sunshine, well, you will almost be on par with us by then."
"Yao Yao, remember to eat well, don't be picky about food, and have balanced nutrition. You can eat less snacks if you like, but don't be greedy, keep exercising, be happy every day, don't worry about our things, we are safe, even It might go down in history, which is what your dad always talks about."
"You can be proud to have a father like you, and I am proud to have a husband like him and a daughter like you. I believe that no matter where your future is, you must be a person who is useful to the country and mankind. "
"I really want to see you. I really want to see you become famous. I really want to see you get married and have children. I really want to see you proudly say to me, Mom, I have ranked first in my grade again."
"Your father said that we will come back and see you. I believe what he said. I hope you also believe that we will come back and see you again. Maybe by that time, you can take your Tell your husband and children proudly that this is your grandfather, the best life scientist in the world."
"If you can, you can also mention me. I am his grandmother and the assistant of the best life scientist in the world. Together we have dedicated our lives to the development of the country and the future of mankind."
"Yao Yao, I'm sorry. You have to believe that mom and dad love you and will always love you. Even if we are far apart, even if we can't see each other for more than ten years or decades in the future, you have to believe that mom and dad love you. your."
"I love you, my little princess."
At the end of the letter, there was a looming hickey. Li Shuyao trembled slightly and placed the hickey on the side of her face.
It was like her mother kissed her gently on the cheek.
"Dad, Mom...I love you too."
Li Shuyao took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
She raised her head and looked through the attic window at the white clouds slowly passing by in the sky, and her mind was filled with thoughts.
She fully understood her parents' choices and vaguely knew what they were studying. Her system might be able to help her parents make progress in their experiments, but she had no intention of doing so.
"Because...my father is the best life scientist in the world."
Li Shuyao smiled softly:
"He won't take shortcuts by cheating like me. In the end, he only knows what is happening and doesn't know why."
"Right, Dad."
