Girls like Sanchun of the Jia family live in the Grand View Garden, which is like a fairyland.卍
They used gold and silver utensils, ate jade grains and golden shield, and their sister-in-law taught me how to recite acupuncture.
It seems like it has everything.
But they just don’t have what they need most.
That is, the love from relatives.
Mrs. Shi took them under her knees and raised them, just like finding some playmates for Baoyu.
Among the girls in the Jia family, Tanchun is the better one.
After all, she still has Aunt Zhao as her biological mother, and she has inherited a bit of fierceness.卍
At least I won't let others manipulate me.
And Yingchun and Xichun are the marginalized people in Rong Mansion who "grandma doesn't care about uncle or uncle" and are allowed to be manipulated by others.
In welcoming the spring, choose to be insensitive and use dullness as a protective color.
In the Jia family, he was called "Er Mu".
Xichun chose to be cold, watching with cold eyes and making sarcastic remarks.
This makes people feel alienated.
The frequency and depth of communication between people are, to a large extent, based on a sense of security.卍
The sense of security originally comes from the care received in childhood.
Every warm embrace, every affirmative smile, every cold look, every impatient reply...
It may be a knife that shapes a person's attitude toward the outside world when he grows up.
Even to a certain extent, it may affect a person's social ability when he grows up.
and even the success or failure of a marriage.
In fact, even if Jia Mu cares for her, she is old and frail.
One gem had already exhausted her.卍
How can you care about other girls?
Such limited energy naturally cannot take care of everyone.
Just like in the original work, after Daiyu entered the house, Mrs. Shi became very close to her at first, but then she became indifferent to her.
To put it bluntly, it is fresh for two days.
It is precisely because of this that Baoyu can take advantage of the opportunity and let the sensitive Daiyu rely on him.
It's a pity that Baoyu is so unbearable.
Everything you do makes people understand.卍
He is not someone who can be relied upon.
When Daiyu understood, she had no choice.
In the end, it can only sink deeper and deeper.
The sequel's crying death may not be accurate, but it is also very logical.
This was the outcome that was doomed from the beginning.
Even if he is not weeping blood, he is still hanging himself.
Fortunately, whether it is Daiyu, welcoming spring, or exploring spring.卍
With the emergence of Feng Yibo, all this has been changed.
Only Xichun is left.
I continue to be a marginalized person in the Grand View Garden alone.
In fact, among the three springs, only Xichun is a direct descendant.
It is impossible to say that she does not have some pride in her heart.
But she is the only Jia family member who lives in Rong Mansion among the three springs.
Even though the two houses of Rongning and Ning are as close as one family, they have been divided into two houses for several generations.卍
Living under someone else's roof will make a girl like Xichun particularly sensitive.
Arrogance and sensitivity gradually evolved into loneliness.
This is almost the same as Miaoyu's past.
But Miaoyu had no choice, so she was arranged to be trained in a nunnery since she was a child.
Tanchun was probably influenced by his biological father Jia Jing, and he had a somewhat natural interest in becoming a monk and escaping from the world.
The person who played best in the early years was a nun.
Now every time I go to Feng Mansion, I can't help but sit in the nunnery.卍
This is the subconscious choice to escape from the world.
After hearing Miaoyu's words, Xichun understood that the other party was trying to persuade her.
But she was used to being lonely, so naturally she couldn't listen to this.
"Thank you, Auntie Lin, for your explanation."
The change of title revealed her alienation.
After saying this, Xichun bowed expressionlessly and left the nunnery.
At this time, Miaoyu seemed to see herself as a child.卍
She used to have such a temper.
Unsociable, aloof, eccentric, alienated.
Now, her heart has been warmed by Feng Yibo and Daiyu.
Seeing Xichun like this, I felt a little distressed in my heart.
"Four girls, wait a minute. Now that you're here, how about I take you inside to say goodbye?"
When Xichun turned around to leave, Miaoyu stopped her.
Xichun was a little surprised for a moment, and for some reason Miaoyu suddenly opened her mouth to invite her.卍
But I was a little excited when I heard that I was going to worship Buddha.
When Miaoyu saw her turning back, she stopped talking.
He turned around and walked inside on his own.
Xichun hesitated for a moment, but chose to follow.
When the two of them arrived at the nunnery, they saw a five-story Buddhist niche enshrined in the middle.
Feng Yibo asked Miaoyu for his advice and then found a craftsman to build it.
Otherwise, according to his layman's idea, he would have people build some golden bodies for worship.卍
The highest level of the Buddhist niche is dedicated to the third generation Buddha.
That is, Sakyamuni Buddha in the middle, Glazed Medicine Buddha in the east, and Amitabha Buddha in the west.
These three Buddhas represent all Buddhas.
There are not many such offerings at home.
After all, Aunt Lin is a serious monk, so this can be regarded as worshiping according to the temple pattern.
On the second floor, all worshipers are worshiped by Bodhisattvas.
Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, Mahasthamaprapta Bodhisattva, Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva.卍
The three great Bodhisattvas represent all Bodhisattvas.
The third to fifth floors are filled with Buddhist classics, so I won’t go into details one by one.
After the two came in, they bowed devoutly under the leadership of Miaoyu.
They each added a stick of incense to the incense burner.
After the ceremony, Miaoyu looked at Sakyamuni Buddha at the top of the Buddhist niche and said softly:
"Buddha once said: "Contemplate the body as the body, observe the feelings as the feelings, observe the mind as the heart, observe the Dharma as the Dharma." "
Xichun always burned incense in his residence.卍
Although I have never visited the Buddhist niche, there are still Buddha statues hanging there for worship.
Therefore, she is also quite familiar with Buddhist scriptures.
At this time, after hearing what Miaoyu said, he frowned slightly and said doubtfully:
"Is this the "Four Thoughts of Mindfulness"? Why do I hear "contemplating the impurity of the body, contemplating the suffering of feelings, contemplating the impermanence of the mind, and contemplating the non-self of dharmas"? "
The four foundations of mindfulness are one of the fundamental practices of Buddhism.
Although Tanchun has not practiced Buddhism, he has seen it in classics.
But obviously, the classics they watched were different.卍
"The four places of mindfulness are the four places where the mind is placed. It is also the method through which the Buddha used wisdom to overcome the four inversions."
Miaoyu smiled slightly at her and asked:
"When you talk about "purity, happiness, permanence, and self," aren't they the four reverses? "
In fact, both men said the same thing.
It’s just that what Xichun said is the current Buddhist philosophy.
And what Miaoyu was talking about was indeed the "original Dharma" from the very beginning, not long after the Buddhist Dharma was transmitted.
With her attainments in Buddhism, how could she not know the development of the "Four Foundations of Mindfulness"?卍
Therefore, it was obviously deliberately drawn from the source of the "Four Foundations of Mindfulness" to arouse Xichun's curiosity.
Xichun heard the words at this time, but was a little confused about their meaning.
It wasn't that she didn't understand Miaoyu's words, but she didn't know what she meant by what she said to herself.
Seeing that Xichun was indeed interested, Miaoyu looked at the Buddhist niche again and said to herself:
"Everyone in the world seeks blessings from Buddha, but Buddha only teaches us how to be ourselves."
After saying that, she looked at Xichun and smiled again:
"I think the fourth girl seems to want to pursue "selflessness" now, but she is doing it for "me".卍
She thought of her previous situation, how
Aren't you spending your time in pursuit of "selflessness"?
But even though he is lonely, cold and arrogant, he ignores others.
So how can it not be the real "me"?
Xichun did not open up her heart and was still wary of Miaoyu.
What the other party said at this time seemed to be helping him to become enlightened?
Xichun couldn't understand it for a moment, so she simply didn't want to think about it.
She frowned and looked at Miaoyu and asked:
"What should we do?"
Apparently, she didn't mind becoming enlightened or becoming a monk.
But in this huge city, there was no place where she could become a monk.
As she just said:
If you haven't left home yet, how can you be considered a foreigner?
"I don't know either."
Miaoyu shook her head, but smiled and said:
"It is said that observing Dharma has no self, but everyone is "I". "
What she said means nothing but Buddhist understanding.
It is also saying that I was the same as you before, and you are who I used to be.
There is no need to worry about this, and there is no need to think about becoming a monk.
Maybe there will be a turning point, and you can get rid of all the bad things like me.
Xichun finally heard her true meaning and sighed:
"But maybe only the Ancient Buddha of Qingdeng can understand its true meaning."
At this time, she finally let down her guard and told Miaoyu that she did have the idea of Qingdeng Ancient Buddha.
Although your choice is good, it may not be suitable for me.
When Miaoyu heard this, she shook her head and said:
"That is also the "I" of the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha. "
Qingdeng Ancient Buddha is also an option, but it may not necessarily be better than now.
You may search for a way to escape, but you may not be able to find it.
If I accept my destiny, I will not necessarily gain relief.卍
This is certainly not to persuade Xichun to accept his fate.
Just tell her that things haven't reached that point yet.
The two of them interact directly with each other, both of them are aggressive.
Any other girl might not be able to understand.
That is to say, only two people with similar destinies and a predestined relationship with Buddha can understand each other.
Xichun thought for a while and suddenly asked expectantly:
"Sister Lin, can I come to you more often in the future?"
"sure."
Since Zhi'er left, Xichun hasn't spoken so much to anyone for a long time.
Before I knew it, I had even forgotten about the poetry club.
The two Buddhist ladies here are getting married, and the poetry club over there is appreciating them happily.
Neither Miaoyu nor Tanchun were very gregarious, and no one took them seriously when they were absent.
Just think of them as hiding away.
Baoyu also successfully wrote a poem with overlapping words and lack of emotion, and sent it over.卍
Li Wan saw through it at a glance and was thrown into the lowest class.
Tanchun, the person involved, also commented on it, but there was no poem that made her cry.
Fortunately, Daiyu and Baochai's poems have some soul.
If it weren't for Feng Yibo and Zhuyu in front, both of them would be amazing.
No matter what, we must be at the forefront.
Li Wen, Li Qi and Tan Chun were not familiar with each other, and they were not good at writing poems.
In the end, he could only be ranked at the bottom like Baoyu.卍
Xiangyun and Baoqin both had poetic talents, and the poems they wrote were quite satisfactory.
It wasn't until everyone finished criticizing that Daiyu said doubtfully:
"Where are the poems written by outsiders?"
Miaoyu's talent is not inferior to hers.
If he were not there, Daiyu would feel that ranking first would not be worthy of the name.
At this time, Li Wan counted the number of people and found that Xichun was not there.
"Ouchie is nowhere to be seen. Where did these two go to hide?"
She was confused, and Baochai smiled and said:
"Maybe it was the desolation in the garden that made them immersed in it. Both of them have an unworldly temperament. Maybe they are meditating on Zen."
She casually
Said, but hit the nail on the head.
After saying that, she also gave instructions to several maids in the Feng Mansion, saying:
"Go and look for it. Don't let the wind blow too much in the garden. It will be bad if you catch the wind and cold."
Just as he was talking, Miaoyu and Xichun came back together.
For a moment, everyone was in a daze.卍
I saw the two of them walking and talking, with smiles on their faces.
I don’t know, I thought they were biological sisters!
Yingchun looked in disbelief and was the first to say in surprise:
"Fourth sister and Aunt Lin are going to compose poetry?"
Tan Chun came over and said exaggeratedly:
"Okay! They said they would compose a poem for me today, and the fourth sister also said she wanted to participate. But in the end, she lost me as a sister, and got another sister back?"
"Kick-kick!"
When the girls heard this, they immediately burst into laughter behind them.
Xiangyun, in particular, burst into tears laughing.
Miaoyu also smiled, then saluted everyone and said:
"We met at the nunnery and started chatting about Buddhism. We lost track of time for a moment, which made everyone worried."
Entering the painting, he stepped forward and handed a poem manuscript to Tan Chun.
Xichun looked shy and said a little embarrassedly:
"Third sister, this is my poem."
Tanchun took it and looked at it, and said in surprise:
"You wrote this to me? I think you are thinking of Buddha, right?"
It turns out that there are traces of Buddhist verses in every line of "Xichun".
The farewell is written as if you are sending someone to the west!
Xichun naturally knew this situation, so she was ashamed.
But she is not good at writing poetry, and she just talked a lot about Buddhism.
With this move, Buddhism was brought out.卍
The girls circulated it one after another, each with shocked expressions on their faces, but they didn't know how to evaluate it.
At this time, Xichun stepped forward and pulled Tanchun's sleeves, and whispered:
"I just prayed for you in front of the Buddha."
Seeing her look like this, Tanchun's heart softened, and he waved his hand and said:
"Okay, okay! I guess you can get by."
After saying that, she turned to Miaoyu and asked:
"Where are the poems written by outsiders?"
Miaoyu glanced at her side, and her maid stepped forward and handed in the manuscript.
This time, Tanchun felt a little disappointed after reading it.
She didn't say anything, but turned around and handed it to Li Wan.
Li Wan took it and took a look, slightly surprised.
"The poem Outsiders is really well written and has a high artistic conception. Although it is less sentimental, it is more open-minded."
Having said this, she looked up at Miaoyu and said:
"This poem should be ranked first! But..."
As soon as "but" came out, Li Wan showed regret again, and then announced:
"If someone outside the threshold has exceeded the time limit, they can only be admitted downgraded to the medium level."
Miaoyu is naturally helpless in this regard.
She smiled and nodded when she heard this, and said:
"Old farmer Daoxiang dealt with it fairly, and what I wrote was not that good."
She had been persuading Xichun just now, so the poems she wrote also had a meaning of comfort.
There is naturally a bit more open-mindedness in the poem.卍
But Miaoyu's poetic talent is much higher than that of Xichun.
Even if he was also affected by the same thing just now, the poems he wrote would not be comparable to Xichun.
Not only does it not lose its true meaning, but it also adds a lot of color.
At this time, Tanchun seemed to have recovered and sighed:
"Alas! Speaking of which, the poems written by outsiders and the poems written by Beipo Sanren are really different. They are both equally good. It's just that one makes me open-minded and the other makes me homesick..."
At this point, she changed the subject again and continued a bit naughtily:
"Although I have already figured it out before I go to sea, I start to miss home again before I go to sea."
When the girls heard this, they were stunned for a moment.
Then he laughed again.
"Kekeke!" "Hehehehe!"
