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Fake corpse.

Sorry for coming so late.

Regarding the discontinuation of updates, I have nothing to say, except that my credibility is not strong. Updates were slow in the past because of the outbreak of the epidemic. I was in charge of management and control, and I was still the main force in nucleic acid testing, so I didn’t have enough energy.

As for the current interruption, it is because my father is ill. Old book friends should know that my family has never had a medical emergency in these years. Now my father and I are at Peking University People's Hospital, and we are about to have another operation worth hundreds of thousands of dollars. .

(If you have doubts, if you are in Beijing, you can come to see me for confirmation.)

Very tiring, really. Over the years, almost all of the manuscript fees have been sent to the hospital, and so have the wages from work. My biggest expense in recent years is buying a 4200 Xiaomi Mi 11 mobile phone.

It’s not that I can’t make any money, it’s that it’s all invested in the hospital.

Today I was sitting on the road opposite Beijing University of Civil Engineering and Architecture, raising money from various sources to pay for my father's surgery. I smoked two packs of cigarettes and felt a sense of powerlessness running through my chest.

Sometimes, I wonder if people are born into this world just to suffer.

However, no matter how crazy my thoughts are, I still have to stand up. Dad's surgery had to be done. It was not his fault that I got sick. He was able to raise me to be 1.8 meters tall and graduate from college. I have fulfilled my father's responsibility. Then my responsibility as a son is to treat him, even if I sell iron and kidneys. rule.

The only person I feel sorry for now may be my girlfriend. The beauty that was promised to her could not be fulfilled, let alone getting married, even getting engaged was difficult.

When something happens, just deal with it, it’s not a big deal.

Everyone has a time when they are at the end of their rope. If they can't defeat them, they just keep going.

Just do it and that's it.

After I finish complaining here, I still have to give my dad a smile when I turn around.

It's so difficult for him, and those who are sick are the ones who suffer the most.

He envied other fathers who bought houses and cars for their sons. He felt that not only did he fail to do so, but he also dragged his son down. He was a failure in his life. He even suffered from depression and became dependent on psychotropic drugs.

I don't think he owes me anything. It's because I don't have the ability to rent a garage. Including treating him now, my son is not capable.

That’s all.

To the readers of this book, I broke my promise and I am very, very, very sorry!

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Once things get over, I'll continue the series.

if…

Forget it, nothing more.