I am really ashamed. After writing a good book, it has become like this... If I say that I am heartbroken, will it appear hypocritical? After all, I did type the keyboard myself.
Dear friends, after more than half a year of trekking, this book has come to an end in a rather boring, boring and dry manner...
At the beginning, my emotions were quite full, and I didn’t think that I was producing textual garbage. I was very passionate. But in the last month or two, I no longer dared to examine my own behavior, as if what I wrote was an indescribable ancient god, and I would go insane if I took another look at it.
Last month's extremely unstable update was due to this reason.
When I realized that overturning was unavoidable and could only leave an ending that was full of chaos, no sense of beauty, and tasteless, I felt a great sense of resistance in my heart.
It was like witnessing a falling meteorite, and being helpless, I chose to close my eyes and escape. This is my weakness and my own fault.
All in all, I still want to make a shameful statement here: the update of the main text has been completed so far, and there may be a few extra chapters, which should be placed in the announced group.
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When things have developed to this point, it is naturally 100% my problem.
Although I don’t know if anyone is willing to read it, I still want to summarize the mistakes I made. After some analysis, perhaps the disappointed readers can feel my sincerity and understand that I didn't mean it, and that I am just a naive person.
First of all, the extremely loose setting and lack of understanding of the overall plot.
When I was writing the first chapter, I didn’t think too much about it. All I had planned was the plot of the first 300,000 words or so. I was very optimistic at the time, thinking that this was a subject I was quite familiar with, and I also believed that there would be a way to reach the mountain. After writing 300,000 words, the subsequent plot will naturally grow out of the ground like leeks.
As for me, I can be picky and choose some that are practical and interesting to write.
But what the reality is, some readers have already seen it. After writing the designed plot, I was completely lost and didn't know how to continue.
I don’t want to write a popular, over-the-top pretentious plot, so I can only rely on a brief flash of inspiration to write it down.
The result is...it might as well be a slap in the face.
A temporary flash of inspiration cannot save anyone. The only result it favors is a hammer and a stick. This situation is especially obvious in the middle and late stages. I wrote many settings at the beginning, but two days later I found that they couldn't be used, so I immediately added another setting.
It would be better if the other setting worked.
If you feel that it is unsustainable after two days, you can only throw it away and write other settings...
As a result, the article is in pieces, as tragic as the scene of a mutilated corpse case, so that the whole article looks like the author has been changed. How can it be fragmented like this? The difference between context and context is huge.
In addition to this, the extremely loose settings also caused huge obstacles for me.
When I realized something was wrong and planned to rush towards the end, I discovered that the initial settings could not lead to the end. As a last resort, we can only discard most of them and create some others.
Therefore, many of the things mentioned above will be treated as if they do not exist later.
So, why?
I can no longer be considered a novice. Why would a writer who has been working hard for many years make such a low-level mistake like a new author?
Rigorous settings and a decent outline, aren't they the basic qualities that a mature writer should have?
Here, I have to talk about the biggest problem that I have reflected on:
Perfunctory attitude and lack of aesthetics.
Click on the ranking list of any online website and read each one one by one. I believe that most people will have a question: Why is this on the list?
I don’t often communicate with other online writers. For me, to be disrespectful, I think some list articles are really lacking in quality.
Although I often regard myself as a "practitioner" and do not easily express opinions similar to those of ordinary readers, every time there is a similar topic, I have to pretend to be profound and say: "Of course others have their reasons for being on the list, and every author has his own reasons." He is unique, and his strengths cannot be denied just because of some shortcomings.”
But in fact, I am also full of doubts, how did this article get on the list?
Under such influence, I naturally developed contempt. Both for the work and for the readers.
I don’t think deeply about the follow-up of the work, I don’t design the plot rigorously, and I don’t arrange the plot in detail, because-anyway, those kinds of articles are on the rankings, and I don’t have the need to work hard.
Of course, I did not form this idea subjectively and clearly in my mind.
But unconsciously, I regarded writing online articles as a simple and easy thing, and lost my sense of awe. That's why I jumped on the horse without sufficient preparation.
This is a perfunctory attitude.
Apart from this, there are also aesthetic shortcomings.
The more you write, the easier it is to fall into the trap of being complacent, or working behind closed doors. This is not a simple dependence on the past path, but a worse one, a decadent mentality that involves losing the ability to appreciate excellence, misunderstanding the core key, and not knowing what is good and what is bad.
It's hard for me to describe this mentality accurately. It's not a matter of following the trend or not. I think it's a kind of arrogance.
To be more specific, it is...
What is so attractive about this paragraph? You should explain it clearly to the readers. You can't show your thighs to show off your lust, defeat a strong enemy to show off your anger, or shoot a knife to show your tears.
I have a thousand words to say, everyone, I am very ashamed to write the ending like this...
I wish you good health and all the best. Your future life will never be as boring as this book, but will be interesting, colorful, blessed, blessed and full of laughter!
goodbye!
(End of chapter)
