"Yes, let alone doctors, even teenagers will be afraid of their family members suddenly leaving or their own sudden death. Life has the instinct to avoid death. If you hit a cockroach with the sole of your shoe, the cockroach will also struggle. Trying to survive; white mice used in medical experiments will struggle desperately before death. Even a small earthworm will twist its body hard when you use it as bait. It is two parts, it is still alive, and when you hang it on a fishhook and the hook pierces its body, it will excrete in your hand."
Sun Xiangyun looked at Muchun and nodded repeatedly, "Yes, earthworms are like this."
Then Muchun sighed deeply, looked out the window, turned his back to Sun Xiangyun, and then shook his head seriously and said: "But human beings are still different from earthworms, cockroaches, and mice. They are instinctively afraid of death and struggle to the death." Until the final moment, they are not like us.”
"It's no different, they don't want to die either." Sun Xiangyun said sadly.
"But you and I both know that our mortality is inevitable. Humans, unlike cockroaches, earthworms, and rats, know that no matter what we do, we will eventually lose the war with death.
This feeling is extremely unsettling. We are afraid of death and the process of it happening. We are afraid of being sick in bed. We are afraid that we will not be able to wipe our saliva. We are afraid that we have to eat, drink and poop in bed. We cannot even turn over. Our body will be alive. It will rot and become smelly when it comes. No matter how glamorous you are, whether you are educated or rich, when all this happens, you will be sad and uneasy. Because humans can imagine, the process of death can occur at any age. People’s minds are constantly telling its stories and describing its shape; we worry about how to be separated from the people we love deeply, we don’t want to lose sight of our children, and we don’t want to die without achieving our lifelong ambitions. , People today are even more afraid than before of how they will be evaluated after death. How many people will laugh at them when they are sick in bed, and they will become a topic of conversation for many people after dinner.
Covering all this is our instinct of "fear of death", as well as the many anxiety, irritability, sleepless nights, trouble sleeping and eating caused by "fear of death", which even manifests as various physical illnesses, such as insomnia, excessive dreams, Polydipsia, unexplained body pain, dizziness, limb weakness, rapid heartbeat, panic, inability to concentrate, and slowed down mobility.
Because [fear of death], everyone is afraid of death. "
"Are doctors also afraid of death?" Sun Xiangyun asked.
"I'm probably even more afraid of death. I'm super afraid. You see, I've been trying to think of ways to overcome my fear of death. You see, someone actually wrote a book on the fear of death."
Sun Xiangyun couldn't help laughing when he saw Muchun jumping up and down.
"Okay, okay, there's nothing to be afraid of."
Sun Xiangyun said with a smile.
"No, no, no, I can't remember it when I'm busy. People have to keep working hard and always have something to do. They can't be idle. Sometimes there are few patients, and when I'm idle, or like this time recently, I have to walk on the road. I stepped on the white circle when I was young. I went to the convenience store to buy a bun and passed by people wearing Xiao. When I was waiting for the bus at the station, I met a large group of people going to the funeral parlor. They were all wrapped in burlap around their waists. Oh, look. When I see this kind of scene, I immediately think of death. What if I die, what if my wife dies, what if my parents die, oh my God~ I have killed these people in my mind countless times, until I arrive. The hospital, when I looked at it, it was like, don’t die. There are still many patients who want me to treat. If worrying about it is useful, what should modern medicine do? Worrying can prevent people from dying. Everyone can just sit at home and worry every day. "
Muchun put on a worried look, propped his elbows on the table, crossed his hands into fists, and bent down, so that his buttocks stood up strangely.
It looks so awkward and ugly like that.
Sun Xiangyun really wanted to take out his sketchbook right away, draw Muchun's weird appearance, and then call it "The Prayer of the Doctor Afraid of Death"
"Don't be ridiculous. You don't know how to treat illnesses. You just make people's illnesses go away."
Sun Xiangyun laughed, picked up the cup and drank half of the water.
"No, be careful, it may be dangerous."
"No, I can still tell the difference. At least now I feel refreshed."
Sun Xiangyun stood up happily.
"Yeah, it's nice to gossip about other people or discuss topics like death with interesting people."
"No, no, no, I still think you are not a good doctor. You are a genius, a genius!"
Muchun didn't hear Sun Xiangyun's compliment, because Shen Zifeng smashed the door with his fist, smashing out a series of the climax of "Godzilla March".
After the door was banged, Sun Xiangyun saw that Shen Zifeng must be looking for Mu Chun for something urgent, so he said hello to Mu Chun and left in a hurry.
Shen Zifeng saw Muchun still tinkering with his coffee and said loudly: "Mu Chun, come with me to the emergency room quickly."
Chu Sisi heard the sound and rushed over. Mu Chun looked at Shen Zifeng's mung bean eyes and his nervous eyes disappeared. He patted his back and said, "Let's go, talk as we go."
Chu Sisi followed behind the two of them. She couldn't keep up without trotting.
"She said she had a stomachache, but she didn't let the doctor touch her or check her at all. She kept shouting. You can hear her when you go to the second floor."
Shen Zifeng quickly explained his condition and ran even faster.
"Where is Fang Ming? Isn't he here?"
Muchun asked.
"The director has an operation at Zhinan Affiliated today." Shen Zifeng replied.
"Ah, practice more, thank you for your hard work." Mu Chun said.
Sure enough, as soon as he reached the second floor, he heard the sharp cry of the child. Sun Xiangyun was walking slowly. When he met Muchun rushing down the corridor on the second floor, he quickly stepped aside and heard the child's scream again. I almost lost my balance and fell to the wall.
Pushing open the door of the emergency room, Liu Tiantian was standing next to the little boy. The little boy was curled up on the bed, not crying or fussing, but just screaming like an animal.
"Doctor Shen, Doctor Mu, they can't handle it. They won't let you touch it. If you touch it, they'll scream."
Liu Tiantian explained in a hurry.
To Shen Zifeng, the scene in front of him was very familiar. A boy had a stomachache here more than a month ago, but Mu Chun came and didn't know how to calm the boy down.
So today, as soon as he felt something was wrong, he immediately went upstairs and asked Muchun for help.
Muchun stepped forward and looked at the child's face.
Shen Zifeng followed up and whispered in Muchun's ear: "The kid who came here once in the last two weeks and escaped from the window is named Zhou Ming."
"Zhou Ming?"
