A month later, Li Xiaoxiao resigned and stayed at home all day without going out. Li Xiaoxiao's mother started to get really worried. Seven aunts and eight aunts came to the door, but she could only ask Li Xiaoxiao to stay in her room and not go out.
Although he was in the room, Li Xiaoxiao could clearly hear the conversation between his mother and relatives in the living room.
To put it bluntly, Shen Ming was promising, and Xiaoxiao's job was probably found by Shen Ming's family.
It is better to get married later. Your daughter can spend more time with you. You are so lucky.
When Li Xiaoxiao just broke up with Chu Shenming, she didn't feel that there was anything difficult to live with. On the contrary, the next week she went on a short trip with her new boyfriend and posted a message that only Chu Shenming could see. As a result, Chu Shenming seemed to have not seen it at all and completely disappeared from her world.
Although my new boyfriend also likes Li Xiaoxiao, within less than half a month, he feels that Li Xiaoxiao treats him as his previous boyfriend. He buys clothes and bags. The boyfriend probably can’t stand it anymore, so he looks for Li Xiaoxiao. I broke up with an excuse.
Since then, Li Xiaoxiao goes to bed at midnight every day, sleeps until noon the next day, eats something and goes back to sleep.
Did you come to Huayuanqiao Hospital because your mother said you should either go find Chu Shenming? If you don’t want to go, can your mother go and beg him for you?
How can such a thing be asked for?
When two people are together, they naturally like each other. If they are no longer together, there is no way for their mother to ask for help. Let alone her mother, Li Xiaoxiao herself has never thought about asking Chu Shenming.
But something went wrong. She was immersed in the habits of her past life. When she saw something delicious, she thought of eating it with Chu Shenming. When she saw a nice new bag bought by her colleague, she thought of sending a message to Chu Shenming. When the movie came out, I wanted to ask Chu Shenming when he would go see the movie.
I wanted to weed the new restaurant, so I couldn't help but pick up my phone and send Chu Shenming a message.
In the past ten years, it has become a habit and dependence. On weekdays, it is just like taking the subway to and from get off work. I don’t pay too much attention to it. But suddenly one day the subway disappeared and I felt that I was not used to it. Gradually, Li Xiaoxiao thought of it again and again. After being forced to forget, he turned into Li Xiaoxiao who is now sitting in front of Muchun.
"Xiaoxiao, can you look at me and speak?"
Muchun stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Li Xiaoxiao a few times. Xiaoxiao's hair looked like it had not been washed for many days and was hanging greasy on the scalp. Her eye circles were a little swollen, but her skin was very dry. There was some peeling at the corners of her mouth, which looked like vitamin deficiency. .
"Xiaoxiao?"
Muchun shouted again.
"Ah, Doctor Mu, I was distracted just now."
"Would you like anything to eat today?"
Muchun handed over a piece of soda cracker.
Li Xiaoxiao started eating.
"How have you been eating lately? Are you overeating a little or not eating at all?"
Xiaoxiao shook her head, "Sometimes I don't feel hungry at all, but if I eat, I can keep eating. Keep eating."
"Is there anything in particular you want to do?"
Li Xiaoxiao shook his head.
"How did you feel after taking the medicine last time? I want to give you some nutritional supplements, nerve-nutrition and other medicines."
"Okay, the medicine from last time..." Li Xiaoxiao paused for a while.
"You didn't eat, did you?"
Li Xiaoxiao nodded.
After returning home, Li Xiaoxiao forgot about taking the medicine, or she didn't remember prescribing the medicine at all.
"Do you want to discuss it with Chu Shenming?"
Li Xiaoxiao's eyes suddenly flashed with sadness, and then dimmed again.
"No, I guess I'm just used to it and can't get out of it."
"I'm glad to hear you say that."
"Eh? Why are you happy?"
Li Xiaoxiao looked at Muchun blankly.
"I'm going to ask you a few questions next, Xiaoxiao. You know very well that you and Chu Shenming have passed, right?"
Xiaoxiao nodded, yes, she knew very well, and she had never thought about starting over. After all, they were separated, and she also had a new relationship, which started suddenly and ended suddenly.
"Are you not motivated or interested in doing anything?"
"Yes, basically."
"If you use [0 points], [1 points], [2 points], and [3 points] to represent [not at all], [occasionally a few days], [many days], [almost every day], you can understand what I mean. Do you mean it?"
Xiaoxiao thought for a while and nodded.
"Have you ever felt down, depressed, or hopeless?"
Xiaoxiao counted 1 point with her fingers.
"Trouble falling asleep, restless sleep, or excessive sleep?"
Xiaoxiao scored 3 points.
"Fatigue or lack of energy."
3 points.
"Loss of appetite or eating too much."
3 points.
"Feeling bad about yourself or feeling like a failure or letting yourself or your family down."
3 points.
"Trouble focusing on things, such as reading a book or watching TV."
2 minutes.
“Moves or speaks slowly enough for others to notice, or the opposite—fidgeting or restless, moving around more than usual.”
1 point.
"The thought of dying or harming yourself in some way."
0 marks.
Muchun took a breath and said, "Very good, Xiaoxiao, you did a great job."
"Really? I find it interesting and frustrating to hear these questions."
"Can you tell me more specifically? Xiaoxiao, I hope you understand that I am very happy and grateful that you can come here to see me."
"Why did the doctor say what? Don't you think I'm here to cause trouble? Because of Chu Shenming's matter."
"I care more about your feelings, Xiaoxiao. If you have a knot in your mind about love, I will accompany you to slowly untie it, okay?"
Xiaoxiao burst into tears. The tears blurred her vision. She turned her head and saw her tears dripping on the dark green dress, turning into a deep mark.
"I must have relied on my past life."
"Everyone depends on a certain kind of life, even a life with a certain person."
Muchun spoke very slowly, trying to make his voice neither too loud nor too soft.
He spoke slowly at a volume that Li Xiaoxiao could hear clearly, without too much emotion and without seeming too calm and indifferent.
Sound is sometimes a weapon, like a knife, which can cut through people's protective layers, and everyone has his own protective layer.
That's skin beyond skin, transparent, colorless, invisible, and odorless. But everyone is different. If this layer of protection is violated, the people inside will feel uneasy, fearful, resist, or escape and retreat.
No matter which one it is, Muchun doesn't want it to happen.
What he has to do is usually to merge into this protective layer, gently lift it up, gently put it down, and moisturize things silently.
