As soon as Zhao Gao woke up, what he saw was Zhao Zheng sleeping soundly on the edge of the couch. His breath was suffocated immediately. He was shocked for a long time before he calmed down. He didn't need to think about how he appeared here.
I don't know whether it was the effect of the charcoal fire in the room or some other reason. Zhao Gao felt as if he was under the warm spring sun in March, and his body and heart were warm.
There is an unusual and wonderful feeling somewhere in my heart, like a ball of hair rolling over my body, and it is like a burning fire. The emotions raging in my chest can never calm down.
At that moment, he felt that his heart had become very soft, like a ball of cotton wool, so soft that it couldn't be any softer. He poked it into a dent, rubbed it and returned to its original shape, and then poked it again, making another dent.
As a result, his expression unconsciously softened.
Zhao Gao didn't move, and he was reluctant to move. He was always afraid that if he moved, the child would turn into an illusion and disappear. So he just stared at the sleeping person with breathless concentration, and found that the extreme worry and the long journey day and night for several days made him look extremely tired.
But when he was sleeping on the edge of the couch with his head down, his back curved in a strong and powerful arc, and through the tight black clothes, the shape of the muscles could still be vaguely distinguished. Although the handsome face is blocked, the person still has the vitality of pines and cypresses.
He is like a sleeping leopard. Even when he is asleep, he still contains some kind of dangerous aura. If you approach him rashly, once he wakes up, he can pounce on you at any time, bite you and devour you.
This is probably a habit he brought out when he was alone in the bloody storms in those years. When he was mentally weak, he couldn't hide it in front of Zhao Gao. Everything was a habit, even instinct.
Seeing him like this, Zhao Gao felt distressed and liked him at the same time. Even he didn't notice it. He kept looking and looking at him, and then he unconsciously traced the curvature of his back with his fingers in the air. Not only did he not realize why he was like this at all, he actually thought with a faint pride in his heart: This guy with a bun face and short legs has been a tough kid since he was a child, and he has been good-looking since he was a child.
After a while, I thought again: How can it be so beautiful?
After a while, he finally realized his abnormality and thought: Could it be that after staying with Guo Kai for a long time, he also contracted his habit of looking at people by their looks?
Originally, it would be nothing more than just thinking about it, but someone has always bullied the little buns and bullied him as a matter of course. If he likes it, he has to touch it and smooth it. If possible, it would be better if he can eat some tofu and squeeze the meat.
Unexpectedly, the old man also made mistakes sometimes. As soon as he raised his hand, it affected the injury on his body. The pain was excruciating, and he hissed in embarrassment. Zhao Zheng was also awakened by it. Taking advantage of the unpreparedness and failing to eat the tofu, the regret in Zhao Gao's heart was reflected in the look on his face - innocence.
Zhao Zheng originally looked at him and wanted to ask: Is Xiao Gao okay? But then I thought about it, and I couldn't bear to move. I stayed silent for a long time with a straight face.
After Zhao Zheng raised his head, Zhao Gao also looked at him and found that his face was not what he expected. His face was weathered and haggard, his eyes were red from not sleeping well, and he had not taken care of his stubble for several days. He felt extremely uncomfortable after seeing it, but he said, "It's really ugly." But his throat was too dry, and he could only manage to utter a single sound.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Zheng changed his previous attitude of being an obedient and good student, raised his eyebrows, glanced at him, refused to answer his words, and just stared at him. Unprecedentedly, that gaze really frightened Zhao Gao, and he immediately put aside his thoughts of joking and waited for his lord to show off. Sure enough, Zhao Zheng saw that he was also serious and said quietly: "I was very angry at that time. You still didn't believe me. I was really angry."
There was no water in the ear all night, and Zhao Zheng's voice was also low and hoarse. Zhao Gao unkindly thought it sounded pleasant. When it entered his ears, it felt like a handful of sand gently flowing out between his fingers. It was very comfortable. It took him a while before he remembered to express something, and gave a faint "hmm".
Zhao Zheng glanced at him angrily, always feeling that he didn't listen carefully to what he said, so he locked his gaze firmly on him and made sure that he was listening carefully before continuing: "I admit, there was a moment when I was thinking of the worst. I thought about it, but I felt uncomfortable for a long time just because of that moment, and I thought, if I miss you so much, what qualifications do I have to ask you to believe in me?"
Although Zhao Gao didn't speak, he endured the pain of pulling the injured area. With a pale face, he took the initiative to put his hand on the back of his hand and patted it. After patting him, he didn't take it away immediately because he lost strength or something.
"Don't move." Seeing how he didn't care about his body, Zhao Zheng's face darkened.
The palms and backs of the two people's hands were touching, creating the illusion that they were connected by blood. It had nothing to do with blood, but there was a bond that was even more valuable than blood. Yes, after experiencing so many things over the years, they are actually already connected by blood.
Zhao Gao's palm was slightly cold, but Zhao Zheng actually felt warm when he touched it. He just thought that if he relaxed at this time, he would not take it seriously, so he still said with a straight face: "I feel very sad when I think of this." Afraid. I thought that after the Qinian Palace Rebellion, I would never be afraid of anything again in my life, but then I discovered that I still would be. That feeling... once is enough."
This time, Zhao Gao changed his position to shaking, held his hand firmly, and looked at him: "I'm sorry." Zhao Gao spoke with some difficulty, his voice was not loud, and his throat was also hoarse, but Zhao Zheng It sounds a bit lingering.
Zhao Zheng sighed, his face had been sullen just now, and he couldn't change it at once. He had some unkind thoughts in his heart, and it was also due to his true emotions. He emboldened himself to avoid Zhao Gao's wound, and went around his neck to secure him. He hugged her tightly, then slowly lowered his head with a cold face, and rubbed Zhao Gao's temples affectionately.
He was already prepared that Zhao Gao would avoid him, but Zhao Gao didn't move. He added another fuel to his anger, touched Zhao Gao's thoughts, let out a long sigh, and whispered in his ear: "Xiao Gao, It’s great that you’re alive.”
After all, he raised a cub by himself, so Zhao Gao was really soft-hearted. He was not used to Zhao Zheng's intimate behavior before, and his body was always stiff. The heat in Zhao Zheng's ear when he spoke made him feel uncomfortable. He was so itchy that he moved unconsciously, but after hearing what Zhao Zheng said and feeling the strong fear in his heart, he really stopped resisting and relaxed.
What a coincidence, Zhao Gao's previous action was like taking the initiative to cater to him, which made Zhao Zheng's heart beat fast. But when he woke up, he knew that although Zhao Gao did this because of the friendship between the two, it had nothing to do with love, and it was not his own. I feel so sad and depressed.
As for Zhao Gao, he actually didn't hate the feeling that Zhao Zheng gave him. Not only did he not hate it, but a nonsensical word came to mind for no reason - ear and temples rubbing together. Thinking of this, he was so overwhelmed that he didn't even notice that his heartbeat was beating faster.
Of course, he only thought about it for a moment. He only thought that Zhao Zheng was really frightened because he was worried about his own safety, and he only felt strange because he felt sorry for him. In short, those thoughts were like nothing. It was almost forgotten by him, and there was no trace of it anymore. I just feel sorry for Zhao Zheng who is suffering.
Zhao Gao relaxed and smiled. His dark pupils were filled with soft luster, like water under the sun. The waves were rippling and shining, which instantly shook Zhao Zheng's mind. Then I heard him whisper to Zhao Zheng: "It's great that you are coming."
At this time, Zhao Zheng didn't dare to look at him for fear that he would notice something strange. He just buried his head in his neck, took a deep breath, gathered his emotions before letting him go, and instead knelt in front of the couch and pulled him. He held up his hand, coughed slightly and changed his expression again, frowning with heroic eyebrows, and said as if we have to settle accounts: "Xiao Gao, this is your fault and it makes me feel uncomfortable. Do you admit it?"
This kid's face changes so quickly. Zhao Gao nodded helplessly.
"Then should you compensate me?" Someone was obviously playing rogue.
Zhao Gao looked at him doubtfully, but there was a hint of weakness hidden in his doubtful expression, which made Zhao Zheng feel like he had bullied someone. But he also knew that this was someone's usual tactic, so he suppressed the unbearable feeling in his heart and said in a tone that left no room for doubt: "So, from now on, you will listen to me, and you are not allowed to refuse."
"Don't you always listen to your Majesty?" It's strange to say that Zhao Gao is obviously pale and in poor spirits at the moment, but when he looks at Zhao Zheng and asks in a low voice, his eyes are surprisingly bright.
"That's different. It's just a pretense in front of outsiders. You have to really listen to me in private. You're not allowed to have random thoughts in the future." This man's attitude is always outrageous. He always has a way to do whatever you say. Changing the topic, but Zhao Zheng will no longer be deceived now. He grabbed someone's hand tightly and looked at him intently. If you don't listen to me, I will keep looking at you.
As Zhao Zheng watched and watched, Zhao Gao's heart could no longer withstand the powerful offensive. It was bombarded to pieces by his focused gaze and scattered on the ground. When the breeze blew, it floated up again. It felt so weird that Zhao Gao actually agreed: "Yes."
Zhao Zheng said again: "There is one thing, you are not allowed to grow a beard in the future. Who dares to say anything about this matter, I will chop him first." Zhao Zheng's tone was tough, and he said it so that it was unquestionable. In order to increase his momentum, Even the "little people" popped out. In response to Zhao Gao's confused look, he pointed at the stubble on Zhao Gao's chin: "You yourself are ugly, and you were talking about me earlier."
In the past, Zhao Gao was used to seeing Zhao Gao without a beard, but now Zhao Zheng felt a little awkward when he saw him not shaving for several days due to injury. It's not that he is really ugly. In fact, he has a mature and steady look, and his original charm has not been reduced at all. But Zhao Zheng looked at it for a while and felt scared for no reason - Xiao Gao will one day be older than me.
Zhao Gao was a little hurt. He didn't have a mirror. He was really curious about what he looked like now, but he felt hurt. He didn't forget to save some face and said softly: "There are still students who dislike the appearance of their teacher."
Unexpectedly, Zhao Zheng ignored him at all and glanced at him again. Zhao Gao really felt that the world had changed this time. This child was not like this in the past. Why is he so fierce and domineering now? No, I was fierce and domineering when I was a child, but as I got older, I became more reserved, rarely showing my emotions, and never showing any emotion in front of others.
But that's all for others.
Now Mr. Zhao sadly discovered that his treatment was worse than those of the so-called "others"? His attitude towards him now is very much like when they first met before they were familiar with each other.
"Suddenly I feel... I seem to have a white-eyed wolf." Mr. Zhao said whatever he had to say, and he was never polite about this kind of thing.
However, someone raised his eyebrows evilly, raised his chin slightly, and said cheekily: "Yes, it is best if the teacher has this awareness."
Facts have proved that evildoers have their own destiny.
Master Zhao, who always chokes and no one chokes him, this time it was his turn to be choked: It's over, Zhao Gao, Zhao Gao, you have this day too!
In order to divert attention, Mr. Zhao tried to change the topic: "By the way, there is something..." Before he finished speaking, he looked down and realized that he was not wearing any clothes on his upper body... This made it even more embarrassing.
Zhao Zheng took his reaction into consideration, and this time he finally looked at the person with a "joking" look: "Teacher just found out." He deliberately emphasized the word "teacher" very hard.
Zhao Gao coughed dryly. He was thick-skinned after all, and was far from embarrassed to the point of being ashamed. He tried to move his hands, but found that all his strength had been used up when he shook Zhao Zheng's hand. Now his energy is really limited, and it is more difficult to find things. He stopped fussing and continued to change the topic and commanded: "It's probably under the pillow. Your Majesty will look for it on your behalf."
