Shiyang didn't want Xu Qiulan to accommodate her, which would put a psychological burden on her, so she couldn't help but look at Xu Qiulan: "Godmother, why don't you go back first, and I'll go back to see you after I'm done."
"That won't work, it would be boring for me to go back alone." Xu Qiulan refused without thinking, "I'm fine, you go about your business first, and we'll go back together when we're done."
Shiyang had to nod.
Bo Yanshi looked at his watch and stood up: "Okay, it's getting late. You should rest first."
After saying that, the person turned and left.
Seeing that Shi Yang looked tired, Xu Qiulan quickly advised her to rest first and then left.
The originally lively room suddenly became quiet.
Shiyang also let out a breath, the room was empty, and she felt a little more relaxed.
Shiyang couldn't explain why. Xu Qiulan was very kind to her and cared about her, but she was a little uncomfortable with it.
There was always a subtle feeling that accepting her kindness and accepting her family would betray someone, but she couldn't remember who.
From the moment she opened her eyes, her mind was blank.
There is no past, no future, no others, and no self.
It seems like this is how she should be in this world.
So faced with all this blankness, she didn't panic, only felt confused.
I don’t know where home is or where the road is, but I vaguely feel that she has always been like this.
But under this vague sense of taking it for granted, she always felt as if she had forgotten something very important.
She couldn't remember, and her body instinctively prevented her from exploring.
Bo Yanshi told her that her name was Shiyang.
She felt this name was very familiar, but also felt sad.
Every time she tried to explore the meaning behind the name, she would experience an inexplicable resistance to exploration and sadness both physically and mentally, as well as physical symptoms such as headaches and fainting.
Her attending doctor told her that the physical symptoms may be a kind of self-protection of her body, which is resisting accepting some painful memories.
He advised her not to forcefully do things that her body resists, because once her body resists, she will remember the pain, which is even more detrimental to the recovery of memory.
So it's better to relax.
And her current physical condition is not suitable for receiving these strong stimulations.
A severely injured body needs a long and slow recovery period.
She's not even in recovery yet.
That day, Bo Yanshi told her that someone spent 100 million to find her whereabouts.
She was not surprised or pleasantly surprised, she just thought it was impossible and vaguely felt it was possible.
But this possibility didn't make her feel any excitement or joy. She just had a vague feeling that it was something that that person would do.
Who that person was, she didn't know.
I just vaguely felt that he was a good person who was rigid, calm, distant and indifferent, but extremely responsible.
He is a person who feels sour and uncomfortable in his heart when he mentions it.
Shiyang couldn't tell, just a vague and erratic feeling.
Bo Yanshi said that he planned to exchange her with that person for the dock.
She refused without thinking. She couldn't even explain why, but in her remaining muscle memory, she didn't want to cause trouble to him.
When Bo Yanshi asked her seductively, "Don't you want to know how important you are to that man?", she didn't feel the need to test at all, as if she already knew the answer subconsciously.
And using a dock to test it is too big a bet.
No matter who that person was, she didn't want to cause him such trouble and loss.
Although she felt sour and sad in her heart, she did not feel disgust or resentment.
In fact, she has always been calm and peaceful.
I vaguely feel that it's good to be like this now, but I also feel vaguely that I seem to have forgotten something more important.
Shiyang paused as he looked out the window. Just when he tried to concentrate on thinking, the familiar headache came over him again.
Shiyang had no choice but to press his head lightly with his hand, and took the phone with the other hand, trying to divert his attention with other things.
When the phone clicked on, the notice soliciting design drafts for the Science Museum that had been taken earlier at Xicheng Affiliated High School appeared on the screen of the phone, and Shi Yang picked up the paintbrush without thinking.
Designing was the only way to quickly relieve her from physical discomfort.
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Fu Jingchuan's home
Just as Fu Jingchuan took Tongtong to dinner, the doorbell rang at the door.
Sister Gao went over to open the door.
"Mr. Ke." Sister Gao's greeting also sounded.
"Is Mr. Fu in there?" Ke Chen's voice also sounded.
