Tongtong is also very happy.
She was very accepting of this father who suddenly appeared.
In fact, from the perspective of Tongtong's growth, it would probably be a good outcome for her and Fu Jingchuan to continue living tepidly like this.
As long as she doesn't want herself.
But like this, Shiyang felt a little sad.
Growing up, she didn't know what family affection was, what love was, or what home was, let alone what it felt like to be loved. Her life was filled with bitterness and sourness, but only a pitiful lack of sweetness.
She didn't know if she would be like this for the rest of her life with this choice.
She spent two years to verify that she and Fu Jingchuan were not suitable. In recent months, she also tried to try again with Fu Jingchuan, but every time she started to see the slightest difference, her life would be knocked back to two. years ago.
The future is still so long, but she still can't see any other possibility with Fu Jingchuan.
During the time I spent with him, I could never get rid of his parents' dislike and harassment, as well as Fu Jingchuan's ups and downs and Shen Yu's constant presence.
When he was good, Fu Jingchuan was really good, so good that it made her feel like she was in a dream, so light and unreal.
But in bad times, it's like returning to before liberation. Fu Jingchuan can always switch freely between gentleness and determination.
Her other possibilities for the future only appeared in the two years after she and Fu Jingchuan divorced. She had no worries or people to worry about. She had no expectations for anyone. She only had herself and her children in her eyes, and she was full of hope for the future. , will look forward to the birth of the child, looking forward to her growth, looking forward to a successful career, looking forward to all the good things in life, and even looking forward to a romantic love.
pity……
Seeing the father and daughter having fun not far away, Shiyang let out a long breath and turned his gaze to the vast night outside.
The night view of the city is also in full view.
The children's park built on the mountainside has a very broad view.
Fu Jingchuan, who was playing with Tongtong, turned his attention to Shiyang.
She was sitting on the small round table in the rest area, holding her chin with one hand, staring out at the night view of the city, her profile silhouette under the moonlight of the city as soft and calm as usual, but also as erratic as if it would disappear at any time.
Fu Jingchuan didn't want to start a so-called cold war with Shi Shiyang. They were both people who had something to say and could communicate at any time. However, their demands were on opposite sides of each other, so they could no longer communicate.
They have been unable to find a balance point, and the result of communication is just a matter of who gives in.
They can understand each other's positions and troubles, but when they really have to make concessions, it is a very painful choice for each other.
At this time, it is no longer a question of who is right or wrong, but they all want to choose a lifestyle that makes them comfortable.
It's just that Shiyang's comfort is being away from him and his family, while his comfort is having her and her children by his side, which creates an unsolvable conflict at the moment.
Intellectually, Fu Jingchuan knew that he should let go, and it was not sweet to force him, but emotionally, he couldn't let go.
Avoiding it seems to be the best solution at the moment.
After returning from the children's park, Fu Jingchuan took Tongtong to take a bath as usual, and then told her a bedtime story to coax her to sleep.
Shiyang did not participate in the whole process of raising his baby, and was busy alone in front of the computer in the living room.
After coaxing Tongtong to sleep, Fu Jingchuan went to sleep next door as he did the day before.
Shi Yang was the same as before, saying nothing to leave him alone.
The two of them were like strangers under the same roof. Although there was no quarrel between them, they were only polite and distant.
Shiyang was actually not used to this kind of cold war mode. She never let this happen when she was in high school, including during those two years of marriage.
Except for the time when graduation was approaching, whenever Fu Jingchuan suddenly became angry and ignored her, she would directly ask him, "Are you angry?", and then after learning the reason, she would apologize to him. Therefore, the relationship between her and Fu Jingchuan There is never a cold war between us.
She didn't take the initiative to seek peace when she was about to graduate because Fu Jingchuan had already drawn a clear line. Although she didn't know at that time that it was because he recognized the fact that she was not Shen Yu and deliberately kept a distance, but the clouds between the two In the different reality, she just thought that he realized that she and he were not in the same world after all, so she didn't take the initiative to look for him again.
She didn't choose to take the initiative this time, just because she knew the source was her.
He heard her conversation with Fu Wujun, and he was angry at her insistence on excluding him from her and Tongtong's life, but this was no longer a problem that could be solved by her apology.
The words were spoken to Fu Wujun. He was not happy to see the two of them together. Naturally, it was up to her to do whatever he wanted. She had only wanted to avoid irritating Fu Wujun and save him from getting sick again. All she wanted was to leave. That's all, I didn't expect Fu Jingchuan to come by such a coincidence.
She didn't want to hurt him with her words. If she had known he would come, she would never have said those words.
In fact, what Fu Jingchuan wants now is for her to be subdued.
It's not that she doesn't want to give in, it's that after giving in, she will still return to the entangled state before, where his parents and her family were in a state of half-death. His father will still be so angry at any time because of his words to defend her, and Fu Jingchuan is still He would be forced to be between her and his parents and it would be difficult for him to be a good person.
Shiyang didn't know how long such days would last and what the consequences would be, but when she thought about the fact that her father was so angry that he suffered a cerebral hemorrhage in order to protect her, and about the pain he had to bear because of this, she felt that it would be better to be in pain for a long time. It's a short-term pain.
Shiyang stayed up almost all night with such clear and random thinking.
In the next two days, Shiyang and Fu Jingchuan remained the same as the previous two days. The topic was nothing but Tongtong.
When I arrived at the company, my mood was much better. I could only focus on my work, and I didn't have to think about anything else. I was in good condition.
In the afternoon, Cao Meihui, who had been on a business trip to Lin City for two days, suddenly called Shi Yang in tears. She and Xie Yuchen couldn't handle the project. There was a bridge pier that couldn't be filled with concrete, and someone almost died. Now the workers' mood It's a bit heavy. They are all clamoring to leave, saying that this project is evil and they don't want to do it anymore. She can't comfort her. There are still people who are clamoring to make trouble on social media. She doesn't know what to do.
Tang Shaoyu was also there when she called, and he frowned:
"It doesn't make sense? It turns out that it's just some minor construction problems that can be easily solved. Why did the problem become more serious after two days of supervision?"
Shiyang also felt that something was wrong. She thought about it carefully but couldn't think of a reason. How could there be a situation where concrete could not be poured if it was not a deep-sea project.
"Let me go over and take a look." Shiyang said.
