Shiyang didn't speak.
How could this mean that he could live without it? After all, he was his father, not just a passerby.
Now that I have just recognized Tongtong, everything is still in a relatively new state, so I may not care.
But people's feelings will change as time goes by. In the future, the feelings will fade away, or there will be conflicts and frictions in life, and all the sacrifices will become a thorn in the heart, which needs to be stirred from time to time.
"Fu Jingchuan, life is too long. Let's not guarantee the future." Shi Yang stirred the spoon in front of him, looked at Fu Jingchuan and said softly, "When I first married you, I also felt that as long as I could marry you That’s enough. I really felt happy, but it turned out that I couldn’t last two years. The trivial things in life will eventually destroy a person’s passion. I have..."
Her voice paused, but she didn't say anything.
She no longer had such strong feelings for him to support her, knowing that there were tigers in the mountains, she chose to go to the mountains with tigers.
If she was still herself four years ago, still full of love and enthusiasm for him, no matter whether there was a mountain of swords or a sea of fire ahead, she would choose to overcome any difficulties with him without hesitation, and she would endure any grievances for him.
But now, she can't do it anymore.
Shiyang felt sad.
In fact, in the past few days, because of Shangguan Linlin's plagiarism of her works, she was really touched when she saw him working so hard for her and supporting her unconditionally, and she wanted to try to live a good life with him.
But seeing her father unable to get up from the hospital bed again and again because of the two of them, and Fu Jingchuan becoming the culprit because of this, she felt it was unnecessary.
A marriage that is not blessed and accepted will not last long, not to mention that his father may die in the process.
In this world, no one can survive without the other, and no relationship is worth risking another person's life.
Fu Jingchuan worked hard, and so did she.
She had been working hard for two years to get them to accept her, but they just didn't like her. Fu Wujun still wanted to talk to her, and he wanted to stop her from being with Fu Jingchuan even at the risk of his life.
Shiyang didn't want to bear the life of others because of a marriage that was not a love in the first place.
For Fu Jingchuan, Shen Yu has never been far away in his life.
She just minded, no reason.
Fu Jingchuan understood what Shi Yang had said: he was not important enough to her that she would be willing to walk side by side with him.
His Adam's apple rolled up and down several times.
He turned his head away and said nothing.
Shiyang didn't speak anymore, just drank the soup in silence, feeling inexplicably sad, both for himself and for Fu Jingchuan.
She looked at his expressionless handsome face and his rolling Adam's apple, and her heart began to twitch and hurt.
She didn't want to hurt him, especially after all he had done for her.
She actually wanted to hug him, like a little girl, and express her gratitude and touch eagerly and unreservedly.
But she also couldn't overcome this hurdle in her heart. She couldn't overcome her clear understanding of the reality that Fu Wujun would risk his life to stop them, and her concern for Shen Yu.
Shiyang felt that she might be sick and mentally ill, which was why she was so conflicted and unable to move forward.
Fu Jingchuan didn't say anything anymore and finished his meal in silence. Seeing that she had finished eating, he took his phone and scanned the QR code to pay the bill.
"Go back first," he said.
On the way back, he never mentioned the topic they had just finished talking about, as if it would not exist if it were not mentioned.
[Busy lately & plot twist, one chapter tonight, will resume with 2 updates tomorrow]
