Shiyang looked up and saw Fu Jingchuan looking at her in a daze, and couldn't help but smile at him: "What's wrong?"
Fu Jingchuan smiled and shook his head: "It's okay."
But he didn't take his eyes away from her, he just looked at her quietly.
It's a very strange feeling. In fact, most of the time, Shiyang is just Shiyang, just Shiyang. He doesn't think of Shen Yu, and he almost forgets the name Shen Yu.
But when the matter really involved Shen Yu, his subconscious first reaction was that this was Shiyang, and Shiyang could not be allowed to suffer this injustice.
Fu Jingchuan didn't want to delve into the reasons, nor did he want to face the so-called DNA scientific results again, which was meaningless.
"Where did you go just now?" Fu Jingchuan asked, changing the topic.
"Just take a walk." Shiyang said softly, then looked at him, thought for a while, and finally said, "I just happened to pass by the hospital where your dad is hospitalized. I stood downstairs for a while. I originally wanted to go up. I looked at him and felt it was inappropriate, fearing that it would affect his condition."
"He's fine, you don't need to worry about him." Fu Jingchuan said.
Shiyang nodded lightly, stirring the soup in front of him with his hand, and asked him softly: "Isn't it uncomfortable for you to be stuck in the middle like this?"
Fu Jingchuan paused briefly and looked at her.
Shiyang didn't raise his head, but the stirring of the soup had slowly stopped.
"I know everything." Shiyang said softly, "Your dad's current situation is more or less because of me."
As she spoke, she raised her head and looked at Fu Jingchuan: "He just can't tolerate me if he can't tolerate me. Maybe there's a relationship between people. If you don't like it, you don't like it. It's useless no matter how hard you force it. Don't waste your energy. .”
"What do you want to say?" Fu Jingchuan looked at her and asked calmly.
"We..." Shiyang's voice paused, "There is no need to forcefully tie us together for Tongtong."
"So..." Fu Jingchuan's dark eyes were still staring at her closely, his Adam's apple rolling up and down, "No matter how hard I try, it's useless, right? You don't need it, right?"
Shiyang's throat was also a little choked, and his words made her extremely sad.
She didn't know why she just couldn't get out. As long as his home and her home were involved, she felt extremely tired, so tired that she wanted to get rid of it all.
Creative people always have particularly high requirements for peace of mind.
In fact, her happiest time was the two years she was studying.
"say something!"
Fu Jingchuan looked at her and spoke word by word, his voice already a little cold.
"How else can you work hard?" Shiyang looked at him and asked, "Aren't you working hard enough? If you try hard enough, your dad will go to the rescue room once. If you try harder, everyone else will die. You are caught in the middle like this Isn’t it uncomfortable to wear it?”
"Besides, I am surrounded by a group of people who are holding me back. I have no ability to restrain them. Even if I cut ties with my family, I can't stop them from going to your dad." Shiyang paused as he spoke and looked at him, "They went to see your dad once, and your dad went to the emergency room again..."
Shiyang couldn't talk anymore, she felt that none of the piles of bad things could make people worry, and the source of all these things was just because she and Fu Jingchuan were together, so it was better to solve the problem directly from the source. .
After a beat, everyone was quiet.
"My dad's physical condition is indeed beyond my control." Fu Jingchuan looked at her, "If he really has any shortcomings because of this, I will be sad, but I will not blame myself for it, or even blame you and me. He asked for it all, not any of us imposed on him. I don't want you to have such a psychological burden."
