"So what do you mean, do we remarry?" Shiyang looked at him and asked him softly, "Give her a complete home like a normal family?"
Fu Jingchuan looked at her and said nothing, but the calmness in his dark eyes said everything.
"I can't do it, Fu Jingchuan." Shiyang spoke softly. Her voice was still gentle and gentle as always, not fierce. "Children are only a part of my life, not the whole life. I will give my children all my love, but I can't give in to a life I don't want for the sake of my children."
An expected answer.
Although he could guess it, when he actually talked openly and honestly, Fu Jingchuan still felt a stab in his heart.
He was silent for a while and looked at her: "Shiyang, I don't need you to succumb to anything or change anything. What was your life like before and what it is like now? I just hope that you and Tongtong's life will be better." , also think about it and leave some space for me."
"Aren't you staying now?" Shiyang asked softly, looking up at him, "Tongtong recognizes you, accepts you, and likes you. You want to stay with her, or even live together. I can't say anything, this is you As a father, you have the right to choose."
"What I don't want is this kind of stay." Fu Jingchuan looked at her calmly.
Shiyang was stunned and subconsciously looked up at him.
Fu Jingchuan glanced at her, suddenly took a step forward, lowered his head, and kissed her heavily.
Shiyang's mind went blank for a moment, and when she realized she wanted to push him away, Fu Jingchuan's hand holding her face suddenly tightened, and he kissed her deeper.
It wasn't until their breath began to become unstable that he slowly let go of her, but his lips did not stray away from her neck.
He nibbled her slender neck that was forced to lift up, and spoke hoarsely in her ear:
"Shiyang, what I want is this way of staying. I won't force you to remarry or live according to my lifestyle, but I hope that we can be like normal boyfriend and girlfriend and give each other a process of getting to know each other again. , instead of treating each other with respect like guests."
Shiyang didn't speak. When she raised her hand to push him away, Fu Jingchuan's lips kissed hers again, leaving her no time to think.
Shiyang's reason retreated steadily as his kiss gradually deepened, leaving him no room to think.
After two years of married life, Fu Jingchuan knew her too well and knew how to use his skills and advantages to combine gentleness and strength just right.
The huge gap in height and body shape between the two also gave Fu Jingchuan room to maneuver.
He easily pushed her against the wall without much effort, inserted one hand into her hair to hold up the back of her head, wrapped one hand around her waist, and kissed her deeper.
In the dead of night, alone and alone, the collision of hormones quickly gave rise to strong sparks.
The palms wrapped around her waist were no longer content to be polite.
When Fu Jingchuan's hand was about to tear off Shiyang's clothes, Shiyang gasped and pressed his palm.
Fu Jingchuan stopped and looked down at her.
Shiyang's breath was still a little messy, but he said in a hoarse voice: "Fu Jingchuan, give me some time."
"What happened today was not what I expected. I had planned it for so long, but it all came to nothing the moment I boarded the plane. I really need some time to digest it." Her breath was messy and her voice was a little hoarse. To see him.
Fu Jingchuan responded "Okay" hoarsely, his breath also a little messy.
The deep voice also had a hint of hoarseness.
He slowly stopped kissing her as they talked, but did not move away. His arms were still holding her tightly, and his lips were still nibbling on the side of her raised neck, which was projected outside the window. The coming light casts an intimate and ambiguous shadow.
Shiyang also saw the shadow on the wall, which was very close, just like the two of them during the two years of marriage.
But not quite the same.
At that time, they just had each other. All her feelings were hot and simple, and she only had this man in her eyes and heart.
Now that there is another child between them, she no longer has the strong and passionate feelings she had before.
Shiyang felt a little regretful. It wasn't that she didn't love him, but that he wasn't that important to her anymore.
"I'll stay here with you tonight." Fu Jingchuan said, "Tongtong will be handed over to Sister Gao first."
"No need." Shiyang pushed him gently, "You and Tongtong have just met. Please spend more time with her."
"Don't be in a hurry." Fu Jingchuan said softly, "I will have plenty of time to spend with her in the future."
As he spoke, his forehead was pressed against hers, and he lowered his eyes and looked into her eyes: "Why didn't you let Tongtong accept gifts from other men in the first place?"
The sudden topic jump made Shiyang a little startled, and she subconsciously raised her eyes to look at him.
"Why not let Tongtong accept gifts from other men?" He asked in a different way, his voice soft and hoarse.
Shiyang narrowed her eyes slightly, avoiding his probing dark eyes.
"I don't like to owe people favors." She whispered, pushing him gently, "I want to go to bed first."
"You lied." Fu Jingchuan exposed her directly.
Shiyang felt a little awkward, but couldn't help but push him: "I really want to go to bed, you should go back first."
As soon as she finished speaking, her slightly opened lips were kissed by his falling lips again.
Different from the slightly forceful kiss just now, Fu Jingchuan this time was unusually gentle and affectionate.
Shiyang indulged in the long-lost tenderness and affection for a moment, and this moment of indulgence gave Fu Jingchuan a chance.
Fu Jingchuan did not go back to the next door that night.
The two spent the night in this small private space that belonged to Shiyang, a little indulgent, but also cautious and respectful.
In the second half of the night, Shiyang fell into a deep sleep.
Fu Jingchuan didn't sleep, he just held her and looked at her sleeping face quietly.
Shiyang woke up once in a daze, and vaguely remembered that he was leaning on one hand, looking at her quietly with his eyebrows lowered, not knowing what he was thinking.
She vaguely remembered that after he said "sleep" to her in a mute voice, she fell into deep sleep again.
Although Fu Jingchuan went to bed later than her, he got up earlier than Shiyang the next day.
He didn't wake her up. He took the note and left her a message, asking her to sleep a little longer. After he asked her for leave, he went back to the next door.
Sister Gao is already preparing breakfast.
Tongtong is still sleeping in the room.
"Did Tongtong make trouble last night?" Fu Jingchuan asked when he saw Sister Gao busy in the kitchen.
"No. Tongtong sleeps well. When she falls asleep at night, she basically sleeps until dawn. I even moved her bed and she didn't even know she woke up." Sister Gao said, feeling a little embarrassed, "You got up so soon? Breakfast isn't ready yet, why don't you sit down for a while."
"There's no rush." Fu Jingchuan said, "I'll go back to the room to see Tongtong first."
[Today is another day where I am stumped by their emotional changes, so there is only one chapter for now]
