Shiyang was forced to look up at him, her eyes were a little red. She didn't speak, she just suffered his anger in silence.
"Speak!" Fu Jingchuan pinched her chin with his long fingers and tightened his grip, his eyes red. "From the beginning to the end, you never thought of letting me know about your daughter's existence. You also never intended to let me participate in your life."
Shiyang's throat became more choked, but she still nodded: "Yes."
Her nod caused a slight pain in her jaw, but she quickly let go.
Fu Jingchuan's red black eyes stared at her, and deep in his black eyes was a raging anger, a raging anger that he wanted to strangle her to death but endured it.
"Aren't you ashamed of me at all?" He looked at her with red eyes. Despite the overwhelming anger, his voice was surprisingly calm, and every word was like ice slag. "From the beginning to the end, you didn't have any emotion at all?"
Shiyang bit her lower lip tightly and said nothing.
Fu Jingchuan extended his fingers and exerted slight pressure: "Shiyang, don't force me to fight a custody lawsuit with you."
Shiyang's eyes filled with heat again, and tears welled up uncontrollably.
She looked at Fu Jingchuan: "That's the reason."
"Fu Jingchuan, you ask me how dare you, this is the reason!" She looked at him stubbornly, her voice choked uncontrollably, "I hid in Zurich back then, and you and your family came to force me one by one. , even your parents came to warn me, and they almost told me not to disturb you and Miss Shen. Your wife Shen Yu was also found. Under such circumstances, I am pregnant with your child. You What should I do? I really didn’t want her at that time. I just wanted to stay far away from your family. It would be best to never see her again in this life, so I went to the hospital. I was determined to abort the child. I was already lying on the operating table, but she was also my child. Why should I give up my child for your family? So I kept her. From the moment I decided to keep her, I didn’t Don't plan to tell anyone.
"I just want to raise her by myself. I never thought about looking for you again, and you were never in my plan. I just want to work at Shaoyu Architectural Office for two more years after graduation, and wait until After her grades are over, take her back to China, find a city far away from you and your home, and settle down with her.
"But why do you still come to me? Why are Tang Shaoyu and you an old acquaintance? Why did the company I work for become your subsidiary? Even the project I love most and have the highest hopes for is yours..."
When Shiyang said this, she was so choked up that she could hardly speak. Her voice paused again and again before continuing: "I also thought about giving up and hiding far away with my daughter, but it was not easy for me. The career that has just started to improve is a career that I have only started to develop after studying and working day and night while I was pregnant with my child. It is also the capital that I will rely on to survive and raise my children in the future. I need this project, so I can only come back. .
"When I decided to come back, I thought about whether to tell you. So when you sent me to the airport that time, I asked you, have you ever thought about remarrying? It was you who said you would remarry. I I would rather let my daughter believe that she is a child without a father than watch her father start a new family and be happy.
"Why do I lie to you again and again? Do you think I will feel better if I lie to others? Don't you think I'm not sad when I look at my daughter who is so confused about what her father is? Do you think I can do it without thinking about my daughter? Does it hurt to have a father like an ordinary child? But every time I think about whether I should tell you, you or your parents always remind me intentionally or unintentionally that my daughter and I are not worthy.
"Some people keep warning me not to try to use my daughter to gain power, as if I kept her just to enter your family again. I don't want my daughter to have this misunderstanding, let alone her misunderstanding that her existence is just her mother's marriage. It's just a tool of a wealthy family. I just want her to grow up healthy and happy, and I don't want her to be exposed to the dirty side of your family, can't I?"
When the words came to the end, Shiyang almost cried.
Fu Jingchuan looked at her with complicated eyes, his handsome face was tense, his Adam's apple rolled violently, and the hand holding her chin had already been released.
Shi Yang looked at him with red eyes: "I also want to leave openly, and I told you clearly that I want to leave, but are you willing, Fu Jingchuan?"
"I don't want to!" He said every word, his voice was hoarse and clear. Fu Jingchuan's black eyes were still a little red when he looked at her, and his black eyes were staring at her closely, "Shiyang, I also tell you clearly, I I won’t let you go, let alone take my daughter away.”
Shiyang felt a little overwhelmed. After giving him a sad look, she turned around and opened the door to get out of the car.
But as soon as the car door was pushed open a crack, Fu Jingchuan, who was bullying him, pulled the car door shut with a "bump", and she was pressed down on the seat by him.
Shiyang pushed him hard, but couldn't push him.
Fu Jingchuan's palm had already clasped hers, and his fingers were clasping tightly to hold her down on the seat.
"Shiyang." He looked at her and said word by word, unusually calmly, "When you were pregnant, the person who should be with you was me, not anyone else. When you gave birth, the person who should be with you in the delivery room should also be Me; when you were weak after giving birth, I was the one who should be by your side. Every night when you stayed up late to take care of your child, the moment she started to have fetal movements, the moment she was born, she started to learn to hold her head up, turn over, and crawl. , learning to walk, learning to speak...Every moment she grows up, I should be by your side. However, you have taken away everything from me as a father. I can no longer miss her future growth, let alone I may never be absent from your lives again!"
"I will solve the problems you are worried about. But the problems are not accumulated in a day, nor can they be solved overnight. I can only promise you that the situation you are worried about will never happen. I can't let me My daughter faces that.”
Shiyang tilted his head and didn't answer. He didn't know what to say. His heart was in a mess.
Her cell phone rang at this moment, and it was Lin Shanshan calling. It was probably Tongtong who couldn't wait any longer and came here in a hurry.
Fu Jingchuan saw the words "Lin Shanshan" jumping on the screen of her mobile phone. He thought that every time Shiyang called, it was Lin Shanshan who was on the other end of the phone. He also roughly guessed that it was Tongtong who was calling.
"I will tell Tongtong the fact that I am her father." Fu Jingchuan looked at her and said, "She has the right to know and choose."
After speaking, Fu Jingchuan pressed the answer button on her mobile phone and pressed the speakerphone.
As expected, Tongtong's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone: "Mom, when are you coming to see me?"
Fu Jingchuan raised his eyes and glanced at Ke Chen's car not far away, and his voice softened: "Let's go there now."
Tongtong was a little surprised: "Uncle?"
Fu Jingchuan gave a soft "hmm" and said softly to her: "Tongtong wait for us for a while, my mother and I will go pick you up now."
Tongtong softly responded "Okay", but felt uneasy and asked him later: "Uncle, can my mother answer the phone?"
