Fu Jingchuan looked at her: "You are not wrong. Shen Qingyao has no bottom line in this matter, so you don't need to have any psychological burden for it."
Shiyang glanced at him and nodded slightly.
She has no psychological burden. If given another chance, she will still refuse without hesitation.
She is an unrelated person, so she doesn't have such a big heart to make wedding clothes for others.
She was sad just because the target was Shen Yu again.
Fu Jingchuan saw the emotions in her eyes.
He leaned forward slightly, looked into her eyes, and then spoke word by word:
"Shiyang, this is purely Shen Qingyao's personal behavior, and I have no knowledge of it. Don't put his blame on me too."
Shiyang glanced at him hesitantly and said nothing.
Fu Jingchuan also looked at her quietly.
"Shiyang, I know who you are and what you are doing." His voice was calm and slow, "I do not deny that I have ignored you in the past, and I have wanted to do what you want countless times and let you go. You have thought about it. life. But from beginning to end, all I want is you."
"There has never been anyone else." He looked at her and added slowly.
Shiyang moved his lips slightly, but his nose was still a little sore.
Fu Jingchuan is not a sweet-talking person, and neither is she.
So she was very touched when she suddenly heard him say such words, whether it was sincere or just to comfort her.
The haze aroused by Shen Qingyao in the afternoon was also slightly dispelled.
"Fu Jingchuan, thank you." She looked at him and thanked her sincerely.
Thank you for his willingness to spend time and thought with her.
In fact, she already knows how to be self-consistent and how to digest and deal with all negative emotions, and she handles them very well.
She has passed the age where she needs company.
Fu Jingchuan also smiled slightly: "You're welcome."
Shi Yang also smiled.
The meal was harmonious.
The two of them were like long-lost friends, chatting from time to time.
They would talk about their student days and the two years she spent abroad, but they would carefully avoid topics that might cause tension, such as why he suddenly alienated her during her senior year of high school and the college entrance examination that year. End why she left without saying goodbye and so on.
At the end of dinner, Fu Jingchuan looked at his watch, then looked at her: "Want to watch a movie?"
"..."
Shiyang glanced at him hesitantly, always feeling that Fu Jingchuan and watching movies were two completely unrelated things.
The two watched movies together when they were students.
Fu Jingchuan took her to see the first movie in her life.
But during the two years of marriage, with his busy work, ordinary people's daily life, such as watching movies and vacations, became their luxuries.
They didn't go to a movie together in those two years.
Whenever she wanted to watch a movie, she went alone.
She never made an appointment with Fu Jingchuan.
Fu Jingchuan didn't date her either.
It seems that watching movies, something that ordinary lovers or couples often do, would seem very inconsistent between them.
Fu Jingchuan also saw the complexity in her eyes.
He took a step closer to her, looked at her and whispered:
“I started taking over the company’s business when I was in college. At that time, my grandfather was already in poor health. He didn’t feel comfortable handing over the company to my dad, so he put all his hopes and pressure on me.
"Although he is old, he is not confused. Just because I am his grandson does not mean he can hand over the company to me regardless. The company is related to the jobs of tens of thousands of people, and he must see my ability before he dares to hand over the company to me. The company handed it over, so it set up one level after another for me.
"At that time, I had to take care of my studies, learn about the company's business, and at the same time complete every task he assigned me within a deadline. I was too busy and distracted every day. Watching movies was a luxury for me.
"Later, I gradually got used to this kind of busyness, and got used to this kind of life. Gradually, I couldn't remember the other aspects of life, such as watching movies, vacations, leisure, etc."
As he spoke, he looked into her eyes: "Shiyang, I have never been a person who understands life, so I failed to take care of your emotions in those two years. It was my dereliction of duty as a husband."
Shi Yang reluctantly moved his lips: "It has nothing to do with you, it's my problem."
Fu Jingchuan shook his head, then looked at her: "Shiyang, I also want to try the other side of life."
Shiyang glanced at him hesitantly, wanting to refuse, but she couldn't say no under his calm and sincere eyes. In the end, she nodded hesitantly: "Then, how about going to a movie."
