Shiyang also looked back at him quietly without speaking.
She didn't know how much he had just heard and which words offended him.
"Why didn't they tell you if they did this to you?"
After a long time, Fu Jingchuan finally spoke, his voice quiet and cold.
"Do you really don't know, or is it because you haven't cared about it?" Shiyang asked softly, her eyes meeting his, "The time you and your dad talked about Shen Yu in the study, your dad said that you drank and made trouble. When you You shouldn't have attended some stupid class reunion, and let that woman take advantage of you if you were unclear..."
Shiyang's voice paused slightly and she looked at him: "The 'woman' he was talking about was me. A woman he was reluctant to call by her name. Do you think he will give me the respect I deserve?"
Fu Jingchuan frowned and looked at her. Just as he was about to speak, Shiyang interrupted him: "Even if it was the first time he showed his attitude towards me in front of you like this, did you give me a chance to speak?"
Shiyang said, his voice still calm and calm: "You are always busy, both during working hours and during breaks. Every time I build up my mentality and muster up the courage to talk to you, You either get a phone call or an email, and then you go about your business.”
"You are always busy with endless work and endless phone calls. Do you know how long I have to prepare and how much courage I have to muster every time I want to talk to you?"
Fu Jingchuan frowned deeper, as if he didn't understand why she needed to think and prepare to talk to him.
"Fu Jingchuan." Shiyang looked into his eyes, "Your employees are not the only ones who are afraid of you, I am also afraid of you."
"You are always calm, calm, rigorous, and restrained... You have many, many advantages. These advantages of yours make you indestructible, but you are also like this. I can't feel the warmth of an ordinary person."
"I'm just like them. I'm always reserved in front of you, always at a loss, for fear of saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. I don't know how to get close to you, and you have never given me a signal that I can get close to you."
"We have never looked like a couple, not even ordinary friends. The two of us are more like superiors and subordinates than husband and wife."
"They say the one who likes you first loses. I want to marry you because I like you, but I don't feel that you like me at all."
"I thought we would be in love for a long time, so before you knew how to care about me, I couldn't help but be cautious in front of you, be cautious in my words and deeds. I couldn't help but think about what I said about your parents in front of you. , would you not like to hear it, would you think I was gossiping, would you hate me for this, should I do more rather than do less, it’s not a big deal anyway.”
"Every time when I finally convinced myself to communicate with you about this issue, you were always either on the phone or email. You never cut off the phone or turned off the computer to let me finish. Work always comes first, and even when you go to eat, your attention is still on your work computer while waiting for the food to be served.”
"I will also get tired. Once this happens too many times, I think forget it, and I don't have the energy to worry about it anymore, because at that time I already want to leave, I don't want you anymore, I don't want you anymore. You know, do you understand Fu Jingchuan?"
When Shiyang said it at the end, he lost control of his emotions, his voice lost its usual calmness, and his eyes became red.
Such moments reminded Fu Jingchuan of the time when Tang Shaoyu organized the bureau and she collapsed after finding out that he was the party A of the project.
He looked at her with complicated eyes, looking at the tears falling from her eyes. He raised his hand to wipe it away, but Shi Yang pushed his hand away.
"Stop being like this, Fu Jingchuan, I just don't want you anymore. Do you understand it or not?" Shiyang choked and pushed him hard. "Everyone of them said that you are good to me, gentle, considerate, considerate, and tolerant. Yes. I don’t know what is good and what is bad, but all the good things you have are just programmed and have no temperature.”
"No matter you or your family, I can't feel the slightest warmth. Your family always has this condescending face, as if I took advantage of me by marrying into your family."
"I was wrong. I shouldn't have been greedy and wanted to marry you. But I have already paid the price. Can you and your family let me go and stop haunting me? I can do it myself It’s good for myself. I no longer have any emotional needs for you. Let’s just be strangers. Can we be strangers...well..."
Fu Jingchuan kissed her, blocking all her choking and collapse.
Shi Yang pushed and hit him hard, as if to vent his anger.
Fu Jingchuan let her beat him, his hands firmly clasped the back of her head, fixed her firmly on the car seat, and kissed her more deeply.
Shiyang's fierce resistance slowly weakened under his gradually deepening passionate kiss.
She finally stopped resisting, but she didn't kiss back either. She just let her tears fall.
Fu Jingchuan slowly stopped kissing her.
He didn't let go of her, still holding her tightly, pressing his forehead lightly against hers, letting his breath mingle with hers.
"I'm sorry." He apologized in a low voice, his voice low and hoarse.
"I don't want your apology." Shiyang pushed him gently, "Fu Jingchuan, don't always go back on your promises like this."
"Just think of me as a villain."
Fu Jingchuan said hoarsely, looking at the moisture in the corners of her eyes, he raised his hand and wiped it clean for her bit by bit with his fingertips.
Shiyang raised her eyes to look at him.
His expression was serious and focused, and there was unprecedented tenderness and a hint of apology in his eyebrows.
Shiyang didn't want Fu Jingchuan's apology.
She didn't do it to make him feel sorry for her.
This marriage is not Fu Jingchuan's fault alone, she is also responsible.
She just simply wanted to move forward.
She moved her head slightly and avoided Fu Jingchuan's hand.
Fu Jingchuan looked at her.
