The hotel in Shiyangding is not far from the hospital.
After the meal, Fu Jingchuan drove her there.
Along the way, Fu Jingchuan just drove calmly and didn't say anything.
When the car stopped in front of the hotel, Fu Jingchuan got out of the car and helped Shiyang carry the suitcase down.
Shiyang pulled the suitcase and said goodbye to Fu Jingchuan with a smile.
"When will you go back?" Fu Jingchuan asked.
"I guess it will take a few days." Shiyang was not sure yet, and still wanted to see how Shi Lin's recovery was going.
Fu Jingchuan nodded: "If you need any help, you can contact Ke Chen at any time."
Shiyang nodded: "Okay."
Pointing to the hotel lobby behind him: "Then I'll go back first."
Fu Jingchuan nodded and watched her walk into the hotel until she disappeared around the corner of the elevator. Fu Jingchuan also turned around and got in the car.
The person was silent in the car and did not leave immediately.
The car window was still open, and the night wind was so strong that it made my hair fly.
Opposite is the river.
The Chengjiang River in Xicheng winds down from west to east. The river is wide and silent. Occasionally, you can see night cruise ships roaring by.
Fu Jingchuan looked at the cruise ship slowly going away, his mood was very calm, a kind of calm after rationality.
He recognized Ke Chen's words and missed the Fu Jingchuan of the past, who was calm and unaffected by anyone or anything at any time.
He also missed Fu Jingchuan at that time.
Be rational, calm, and focus on your work. You don’t need to worry about anyone, worry about gains and losses, and be like a trapped animal that can’t find an exit.
He likes the days when Yang is with her, the peace he feels when he comes home and sees her, and the fullness that fills his heart when he thinks of her. However, in the past two years without her, although life has become dull, it is not that boring. Can't survive.
Fu Jingchuan has never been used to forcing things. Since Shiyang has chosen to go alone, respect is the best way to fulfill each other.
The relationship between him and Shiyang ended as soon as it broke up.
The familiar convulsions in my stomach started to feel again due to this realization.
Fu Jingchuan raised his hand to press his stomach expressionlessly, looked up at the brightly lit hotel building, started the engine, and the car sped away.
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In the hotel room, Shiyang stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, watching the familiar black car slowly drive away.
The floor she lived on was not high, just the second floor. She could clearly see the cars parked downstairs.
It was only when she went over to open the curtains that she realized that Fu Jingchuan's car was not gone.
She saw his stay in the car, his calm and indifferent profile, and his final departure. She couldn't describe how she felt in her heart. She was sour and a little uncomfortable. After all, she had secretly liked a man for so many years.
Shiyang is very clear about his own temperament, whether it is emotions or emotions, many things will eventually fade away due to the distance of space and time. If you can't see or think about it, you won't miss it.
But once she got closer, she couldn't control herself.
Emotional things cannot be put down completely with just one sentence.
So keeping a distance, no longer contacting or even seeing each other is the best way out for her.
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In the next few days, Shiyang's life returned to normal again.
Because she didn't know Shi Lin's condition before she came back, she hadn't bought a return ticket yet, so she temporarily stayed in a hotel. She went to the hospital at regular times during the day to stay with Shi Lin, and went home at night to catch up on the design plan of the Guofeng Resort. Her daily life was very busy. Tight.
Ding Xiuli still remembered the incident about the villa two years ago, and still didn't want to see Shiyang, and Shiyang didn't care much about her.
When she was young, she longed for maternal love and tried to please Ding Xiuli.
But at that young age, all she understood was that the way to gain her mother's love was to be well-behaved, sensible, obedient, have good grades, and not let her parents worry.
So at that time, she tried her best to be sensible and obedient. No matter how Ding Xiuli beat or scolded her, she only thought that she was not doing well enough and that made her mother unhappy.
At that time, she didn't know that Ding Xiuli was not her biological mother, so she blamed her not being liked by Ding Xiuli on being not good enough and obedient enough, and she felt sad and depressed about it for a long time.
She doesn’t understand why her mother doesn’t hug her like other mothers do, why she doesn’t hold her and comfort her when she’s sad and cry, and why she doesn’t happily praise her like other mothers when she gets perfect marks in the exam. Great...she had so many "whys" she couldn't understand at the time.
Later, when she became more sensible, she learned from Ding Xiuli's scolding that she was not her biological mother. She gradually changed from sadness to acceptance, and gradually understood that no matter how hard she tried, it was impossible for Ding Xiuli to notice. This daughter, whom she regarded as a drag, gradually changed her feelings for Ding Xiuli from longing for maternal love to just not angering her.
As she grew older, she began to learn how to deal with Ding Xiuli's abuse and efforts, barely maintaining a superficial harmony.
This kind of harmony reached its peak after she married Fu Jingchuan. Not to mention scolding, Ding Xiuli was even a little flattering to her in those two years. After I got back the money for the villa, I turned into resentment.
In Ding Xiuli's view, they saved Shiyang's life and raised her to study, so Shiyang should repay her.
Although Shiyang no longer has much feelings for Ding Xiuli, she doesn't have any resentment either.
It was a fact that they saved her. Although they despised her, they never gave up and raised her up and helped her through college so that her life would not be too bad.
Therefore, in some ways, Shiyang was grateful and wanted to repay him.
She knew why Ding Xiuli didn't want to see her this time and wanted to notify her to come back. However, at that time, Shi Lin's life and death were uncertain. Ding Xiuli was afraid that Shi Lin's hospitalization would cost a lot of money, which she couldn't afford, and she was also afraid that Shi Lin would be responsible for the accident. Fang is facing a huge compensation claim, which she cannot afford, so she urgently needs Shiyang's daughter back.
But now it seems that Shi Lin's recovery is getting better day by day, and there is no need for compensation. Naturally, Shi Yang's role is gone, and Ding Xiuli is habitually picky about Shi Yang.
Every day when Shiyang came over, she would make sarcastic remarks to Shiyang, and she would be so sarcastic that people in the same ward couldn't stand it.
Shi Lin didn't dare to say anything as always, but he would always take advantage of Ding Xiuli's absence to guiltily apologize to Shi Yang and ask her to take more care of her.
Facing such Shi Lin, Shi Yang's mood was complicated.
She didn't argue with him on this issue, or even put him in the middle. She just let him rest and recover first.
Xu Shi was in a good mood, Shi Lin's recovery was better than expected, and the doctor allowed him to be discharged early.
After receiving the notice that Shi Lin was allowed to leave the hospital, Shi Yang and Shi Lin talked about their plans to return to Zurich.
Shi Lin's mouth suddenly dropped: "Didn't you graduate already? Why do you still want to go back there?"
