The nurse glanced at Shiyang hesitantly. Seeing that Shiyang didn't respond, she didn't ask any more questions and allowed Fu Jingchuan and her to push the bed back to the rest ward.
Along the way, Fu Jingchuan pushed slowly, steadily and slowly, carefully controlling the rhythm and not letting the hospital bed shake at all.
When the bed was pushed back to the ward, the nurse couldn't help but glance at Fu Jingchuan in confusion. She felt that this man was strange. His face and aura were clearly restrained, but his movements were so gentle that he was almost cautious.
When the hospital bed was pushed back to its original position, the nurse hurriedly left after a few warnings.
Shiyang and Fu Jingchuan were the only two people left in the huge ward.
No one spoke.
Fu Jingchuan silently went to pour her a cup of hot water, stood beside her bed, bent down and helped her up: "Drink some water first."
His voice was still hoarse and hoarse.
"Thank you." Shiyang thanked him hoarsely, took the water glass he handed over, and took a sip, which relieved his dry throat a little.
Fu Jingchuan watched her finish the drink in small sips, took the water glass, and silently placed it on the table next to her.
He didn't speak.
Shiyang didn't say anything either.
Silence spread between them.
After a long time, a voice as rough as gravel sounded again: "Can't you, just give me a little more time?"
While talking, Fu Jingchuan looked at Shiyang.
Shiyang pulled the quilt closer and was silent for a long time before speaking softly: "Fu Jingchuan, I'm not bringing up the divorce out of anger or to test anything. We were over the day I moved out of your house."
"The child was just an accident. No matter how entangled I was about her going or staying before, I never thought of telling you." She looked at him, her voice was very soft, "I always felt that since she found out after our divorce Yes, maybe this is God’s compensation for me.”
"I have a family, but not one, so the arrival of this child is very precious to me. I have never thought about remarrying, but I want to have my own child. Her appearance is a gift to me, so at the beginning , I just have the intention of leaving my father and leaving my son. As long as I don’t return to Xicheng, we may never meet each other in my life, and you will never discover her existence. This will not have any impact on your life. I also have enough I have the financial foundation to raise her, and I can give her a relatively prosperous growth environment. My only concern is that my health is not good enough, and whether the risk of childbearing will be too great, and whether I will not be able to stay with her for too long, I have also worried about it. Will not being able to give her a complete family environment to grow up affect her..."
Shiyang's voice paused before continuing: "So although I was hesitant at that time, I knew very well that I wanted to take a gamble. But after you became aware of her existence, I couldn't afford to take the gamble. .”
She looked at him: "As long as your family is involved, I will never have a chance of winning. My indecision during this period is just playing a game with myself."
"At first, I thought about persuading myself to try raising a child with you, but as soon as I saw your parents and heard Shen Yu's name, I realized that I hadn't come out at all. They took me away instantly. Back in the shadow of those two years, I had already gotten rid of your family and came so far away, but why am I still..." Shiyang's throat was choked and she didn't say any more.
Fu Jingchuan looked at her red eyes, his eyes stopped at her belly covered by the quilt, then looked at her again, and asked her in a dumb voice: "So, you chose to give up on her, right?"
Shiyang's eyes turned red and she turned her head away, not responding to him.
Fu Jingchuan also turned his head and looked out the window, his handsome face still tense. When he looked at Shiyang again, his eyes were slightly red.
"Shiyang, I feel very sad."
