Chapter 37 "Shiyang, I can't do it."

Fu Jingchuan was silent for a while and looked at her: "I'm sorry, I neglected you before."

"It has nothing to do with you, it's just that the lives we want are different." Shiyang stirred the milk in her hand. When her lips pursed slightly, she looked up at him, "Can you let me go?"

"I will not deprive you of your rights as a father. If you want to see her, you can even take her back to live with her from time to time. Just give me the custody of the child."

The milk Fu Jingchuan was holding was silent in the air for a long time. He slowly put down the milk and looked at Shiyang: "Shiyang, I can't do it."

"This is unfair to the child." Fu Jingchuan said, "She may need a complete growth environment."

"Is that fair to me?" Shiyang asked softly, "Will having a child mean that all my emotions and decisions can only revolve around the child?"

"But before I become a mother, I have to be myself first. I also have my own independent thoughts, emotions and life."

Fu Jingchuan's long fingers gently pinched the metal spoon in the milk glass, his eyelids were slightly closed, as if he was thinking.

Shiyang didn't bother him anymore, just sipped the milk in small sips.

The rich milky aroma slides into the throat. I used to think it was a human delicacy, but the hormonal changes caused by the body after pregnancy quickly turned this human delicacy into an artifact that induces vomiting.

Before the milk could slip into her stomach, Shiyang felt the familiar nausea welling up in her stomach. She subconsciously raised her hand to press her chest, turned her head and retched.

Fu Jingchuan stood up quickly, walked to her side, took out the tissue with one hand, put his other hand lightly around her shoulder, and patted her back.

"Is it hard?" he asked, his deep voice filled with imperceptible anxiety.

Shiyang shook his head gently: "It's okay."

She reached out to bring the water first, and Fu Jingchuan had already brought it to her mouth one step ahead of her.

"Drink some water first." When the steady and low voice fell, the slightly cold cup had already reached her lips.

Fu Jingchuan fed her some warm water, frowned and looked at her: "Are you feeling better?"

Shiyang nodded: "Much better. Thank you."

Fu Jingchuan didn't say anything. He gently touched the palm behind her shoulder to help her relieve the discomfort caused by nausea. He already picked up the freshly squeezed strawberry and kiwi juice on the other side and put it to her lips: "Drink some first." juice."

Shi Yang drank it with a soft "hmm". The freshly squeezed juice slightly relieved the discomfort in his stomach.

Fu Jingchuan had experienced severe pregnancy reactions during his first pregnancy, but this time he was able to cope with it much more easily.

All the homework he had done in the past has been used now. Even the breakfast is carefully matched. Which should be supplemented more and which can relieve morning sickness, he has prepared thoughtfully and fully.

Shiyang never denied that Fu Jingchuan would be a good father, and even when she was pregnant, he was also a good husband.

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Shiyang's pregnancy reaction was slightly relieved by Fu Jingchuan's diet, and she ate more or less.

She had classes today and rushed to school after breakfast. The topic of letting her go was not mentioned again after being interrupted by morning sickness.

The school Fu Jingchuan sent her to personally.

"I'll pick you up after class." Fu Jingchuan said as he dropped her off.

Shiyang did not refuse or nod, but said to him softly: "You go back first, and pay attention to safety on the road."

Fu Jingchuan nodded lightly and drove away after seeing her enter the teaching building.