After Shiyang told Lin Shanshan that day that she didn't want to know Fu Jingchuan's current situation, Lin Shanshan never mentioned Fu Jingchuan again, not even his name. Instead, she told her that her cooperation with Huichen had been evaluated and was now leaving. contract.
Although there will be various variables before the contract is finalized, Shiyang is truly happy for Lin Shanshan.
She has officially gone through the enrollment procedures these days, and her life has slowly begun to get back on track. She has also begun to slowly adapt to the life and culture in Europe. The only thing she is not yet accustomed to is that her pregnancy reaction is a bit serious, and she almost eats it. What he vomits makes his already unhealthy body even more weak.
Shiyang only realized how bad her health was after her last pregnancy.
She didn't know if it was because she had suffered frostbite when she was young. At that time, she froze in the icy and snowy wilderness for several days. After she was picked up by Shi Lin, he worked outside all year round and couldn't take care of her. His family was not rich, and Ding Xiuli's culture and love for her were limited. She didn't know anything about scientific parenting, so she didn't bother to take care of her body. She just took care of her as long as she could, and ignored her if she couldn't.
It's just that Shiyang's vitality is tenacious. Although she was often sick when she was a child, she was never sent to the hospital. When it got serious, Ding Xiuli took her to a small clinic to prescribe some medicine or antibiotics. After she recovered a little, she left her alone. , and she is still living with this recurring illness.
In the past, Shiyang had never paid attention to health and wellness information, nor did she know much about her own body. She only knew that she had been sick since she was a child, had poor immunity, and had a weak spleen and stomach. She would have trouble with her stomach after eating cold things. I didn’t know it would be like this. When I was pregnant for the first time, it was the same as now. I had a severe pregnancy reaction. I vomited whatever I ate. I continued to eat and vomit after vomiting. I lost more than 70 pounds in the first month. Pregnancy at that time was very important. It was an extremely painful thing for her, as her body simply could not handle the hormonal changes caused by pregnancy.
Same now.
Looking at the filth spit out in the sink, Shi Yang sighed, resignedly turned on the faucet, rinsed the sink, and then touched his empty stomach, Shi Yang sat back at the dining table and endured Continue to eat despite discomfort.
Her cell phone was placed beside the dining table, and she was still making video calls with Lin Shanshan. She felt nauseated while chatting just now, and Shi Yang couldn't hold it back and went to the bathroom to vomit.
Lin Shanshan was already extremely anxious. When she saw her sitting back, she kept asking her: "How are you? Are you feeling better? Do you want to go to the hospital? Or ask Yan Yao to come over and help?"
"Don't." Shiyang quickly stopped her, "I'm not familiar with him after all. Don't bother him all the time. I'm fine."
Although she and Yan Yao live in the same apartment, they each have their own life trajectories. Since they had a brief contact on the day they moved in, they have had less contact recently. They only briefly say hello when they meet in the lobby downstairs occasionally. That's it. At most, we just go to a class together when we are on the way. The two of them happen to be in the same class.
Shiyang didn't know why Yan Yao chose to return to school so many years after graduation, and when it was said that he had a successful career. It was probably the choice of life at every stage.
Lin Shanshan nodded: "That's okay. Then you have to take care of yourself. If you really feel uncomfortable, tell me immediately. Although it's usually too troublesome to say that it's not okay, people always have emergencies outside. You should call me." Ask others to help you, don’t force yourself.”
"I know, I'm much better now." After saying that, Shiyang showed her the porridge he just scooped up in his hand, and drank it in one gulp in front of her, "I can still drink it."
This was much better than when she was pregnant for the first time. At that time, she really vomited after eating, then continued to vomit after eating, and kept vomiting over and over again, which made her body weak.
Shiyang didn't know if Fu Jingchuan was frightened by her at that time, but he did appear a little nervous at that time. He took a long leave to stay with her at home, and the family also hired a nutritionist and a chef to give her meticulous care. Preparing nutritious meals and cooking, but unfortunately her intestines and stomach are too fragile to absorb them.
Now I can finally eat something after vomiting.
Shiyang felt that this was somewhat due to Fu Jingchuan's careful care in the past two years.
Although he is busy with work and has little time at home, he has always been concerned about her diet and daily life. He will check the nutritional recipes prepared by the nutritionist from time to time, and will also come home unexpectedly to see if she eats strictly according to the nutritionist's recipes. , so she never had any resentment towards Fu Jingchuan, but was grateful.
If it weren't for Fu Jingchuan's family and her family having too many bad things and bad people, which made her feel depressed and unfree in her marriage, and there was no way to get out of it, she wouldn't mind living with him like this.
Although life is not as rich as before, at least you don't have to worry about whether you haven't done well enough or said something wrong, whether it will make it difficult for Fu Jingchuan to be a good person, or whether Fu Jingchuan will misunderstand her, and you don't have to take care of her anymore. Another person's emotions, doing what you want to do, free and comfortable.
Except for the body which is still not up to par.
Shiyang unconsciously pressed his palm on his stomach, which started to churn again.
Lin Shanshan sensed something was wrong with her: "Are you going to vomit again?"
Shi Yang only had time to nod, "I'll hang up first..." Before she could finish her words, the feeling of vomiting rising in her throat made her rush to the bathroom again.
It was another violent vomiting, which made my stomach and intestines hurt, my mouth was bitter, and my tears were almost forced out by the body's conditioned reflex.
It had been quite a while before it slowed down.
Shiyang weakly turned on the faucet and washed her face, then picked up the water glass and rinsed her mouth. Before she could spit out the water in her mouth, she felt a slight pain in her lower abdomen.
Shiyang's hand holding the cup trembled, and she felt a little panicked for no reason. She didn't know if she had vomited too hard just now, or something else. She didn't dare to delay. She pulled down her clothes and took a look. The light blood on her clothes made her Shiyang's mind went blank for a second, but she quickly calmed down, calmly changed her clothes, picked up her phone, and took a taxi to the hospital.
She lives very close to the hospital, just a few minutes' taxi ride away.
The doctor gave her a comprehensive examination and luckily there was only slight redness.
"Ms. Shi, your fetus is a little unstable now, and there is a risk of miscarriage at any time. You must pay attention to rest and diet when you go home, keep up with your nutrition, and don't lift heavy objects." In the clinic, the kind-faced Chinese female doctor advised earnestly. Time Yang.
Shiyang nodded hesitantly: "Okay."
When I came out of the hospital, it was already after dusk outside.
There were not many pedestrians on the road, and the autumn breeze blew up the fallen leaves, making the whole street sad and desolate.
Shiyang looked at the unfamiliar streets, and the feeling of confusion and hesitation returned.
Her face, reflected in the roadside shop window, already looked faintly haggard and weak.
Shiyang didn't know if this was just the beginning, or if her body was in the transition period to adapt to pregnancy.
If this continues, will she not be able to take care of study and work at the same time? Or secondly, she is worried that such a physical condition will not be able to save the child at all. Even if she is lucky enough to survive, will such poor maternal conditions not be able to provide adequate nutrition to the fetus? Can she give her child a healthy body?
Shiyang thought of her last pregnancy, and every abnormal test result made her tremble. Pregnancy is a long process of fighting monsters and upgrading, and every step may mean the survival of the fittest.
Shiyang was actually afraid to face every test result, and also afraid to face the choices behind the test results. No matter which one she chose, it would be a big gamble.
She lost the bet last time, and Shiyang didn't know if she would gamble again this time.
Taking a long breath, Shiyang looked away, put his hands into his coat pockets, tightened his clothes, and walked forward slowly, thinking of taking a taxi in front of him. When he turned the corner of the road, the words "Huichen Hotel" appeared in big letters. Unexpectedly, Shi Yang was startled when he saw it, and subconsciously looked up at the hotel.
