Shi Yang only saw the WeChat message from Fu Youyou after he got off the plane the next day.
She was not familiar with Fu Youyou.
Fu Youyou got married early, and Shiyang and Fu Jingchuan didn't live with his parents in the Fu family's old house. They had little time to go back and didn't have many opportunities to meet.
Occasionally they have to go back to have a meal together on holidays. Fu Youyou's love mind is mainly about her husband's house. She will not come back unless her husband lets her come back, so the chances of meeting her are even more pitiful.
Not familiar with reality, there are no topics to talk about online. Kuang Shiyang is a person who doesn't like to socialize.
Fu Youyou likes to chirp in the family group. Shiyang will only come out and reply unless she is circled and questioned. Otherwise, most of the time, her WeChat is just a decoration like Fu Jingchuan.
Therefore, Shiyang felt strange that Fu Youyou suddenly asked her if she was at home for no reason, but she still politely replied:
"Sorry, my phone was turned off on the plane yesterday. I'm not there now. Is there something wrong?"
Fu Youyou waited for a whole day but didn't receive Shiyang's reply. Her interest was already waning, and she even felt a little unhappy about being ignored.
Her eldest lady had a bad temper, and her tempers came and went quickly. The breath she was holding back had not subsided yet, so she simply replied with three words:
"never mind."
She was not close to Shiyang, and she couldn't say whether she liked her or not. The day before, she felt that they were getting divorced and she was heartbroken simply because she was her sister-in-law. She couldn't accept the reality of the breakdown of Fu Jingchuan's marriage for a while.
Now after a night of emotional settling, she has accepted the fact that Fu Jingchuan may have divorced.
Shiyang's position in her heart returned to that of a stranger. Originally, he was just a stranger who accidentally broke into their lives.
Perhaps because he had the preconceived notion that Shen Yu and Fu Jingchuan were a couple since childhood, even though there had been no news from Shen Yu in these years, Fu Youyou always thought that Fu Jingchuan was waiting for Shen Yu.
Therefore, she understood when he brought Shiyang back, but it took her a long time to adapt to the reality that Shiyang had replaced Shen Yu.
As a result, after she finally adapted to this reality, she now has to return to her previous preconceived persistence, but this is not that difficult for her.
She even tended to believe what her mother Fang Wanqing said that Fu Jingchuan and Shiyang got married because of their children.
The children couldn't stay, so they just go back to their respective places now.
Her brother Fu Jingchuan still had to wait for Shen Yu.
Thinking of this, Fu Youyou felt pitiful for Shiyang again, and the breath she had been holding back instantly went away. In order to make up for her bad tone just now, she gave Shiyang another message:
"Sister-in-law, why are you on the plane? Where have you been?"
Shiyang felt that Fu Youyou's change of mood was really strange. One second ago, it was clear that he was having a tantrum, but now he suddenly became enthusiastic to please.
Although Fu Youyou didn't show any dislike to see her before, he also deliberately kept a distance from her.
At that time, Shiyang could see that she was resistant to her. Although she didn't know the reason at the time, Shiyang was a sensible person. If others didn't like her, she wouldn't take the initiative to stick with them.
In the past two years, they had kept their distance and everything was fine, but they didn't expect that they were not close before. After the divorce, Fu Youyou suddenly became passionate.
Shiyang couldn't figure out what she was thinking, so he politely replied:
"I flew abroad and had something to do."
Fu Youyou was relieved after receiving Shiyang's reply.
She didn't really want to know Shiyang's whereabouts, but she just wanted to make up for her subtle guilt.
Shiyang's reply only deepened her speculation about the divorce between the two, but after one night, she didn't care so much anymore, so she replied politely:
"That's it, then you have to take care of yourself."
"Okay, take care of yourself too."
After politely replying, Shiyang also logged out of WeChat.
She took a taxi back to her residence. She asked an agency to help rent the house before leaving. The house was rented near the school and it was a studio apartment.
She had a lot of luggage, so when she came out of the airport, Yan Yao took the initiative to take her suitcase and took her all the way back to her residence.
Shiyang was a little embarrassed. After finishing her work, she offered to treat him to dinner. Without thinking, Yan Yao looked at her house and looked at her: "Let's go to the hospital first."
Shiyang was stunned and a little embarrassed.
She didn't tell Yan Yao about her pregnancy. After all, they were not close friends of the opposite sex, but Yan Yao should have noticed, he just never said it.
Yan Yao asked her: "What are you going to do next?"
It was Fu Jingchuan who asked this last time.
A similar sentence suddenly evoked Shi Yang's sadness about things and people being different.
She shook her head and smiled, but said nothing.
Yan Yao didn't say anything more. He just turned around and pointed to the door: "I also live in this apartment. If you need anything, you can always come to me."
After saying that, he took out his cell phone and dialed Shiyang's number. He saw Shiyang's cell phone ringing once and then cutting off.
"This is my phone number." He said, "You can keep it for now. If you need anything, you can call me anytime."
Shiyang looked at the phone and was a little surprised how he knew her phone number.
Yan Yao seemed to see her confusion.
"I saved your phone number when I was your class teacher before. I just tried it, but I didn't expect that you never changed your number." He said.
Shiyang smiled: "I didn't change it because I thought it was troublesome before, but now I plan to change it."
Not only did she not change this number when she graduated from college, she also didn't change it after graduating from high school.
It has accompanied her from the third year of high school to now.
She was reluctant to change it before because she still had expectations and longings hidden in her heart. She couldn't bear to forget the boy who gave her warmth when she was a girl, even though it never rang.
Yan Yao took a deep look at her and suddenly said: "What kind of person is he?"
Shi Yang was startled for a moment.
Yan Yao was still looking at her, waiting for her answer.
"He's a very nice guy."
She said that she could not find any adjectives to describe specifically what kind of person Fu Jingchuan was.
In her opinion, he was indeed a very good person.
There is actually nothing wrong with being gentle, delicate, considerate, and loyal to marriage, it's just that she is greedy.
Yan Yao nodded, did not ask any more questions, and changed the subject: "Do you need me to accompany you to the hospital?"
Shiyang smiled and shook his head: "No, thank you, senior brother."
Yan Yao nodded and did not force it: "Take care of yourself."
Shiyang nodded: "Okay."
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After Yan Yao left, Shiyang went to the hospital to draw blood and check HCG. The test results were the same as the pregnancy test paper. She was indeed pregnant.
Holding the test report in hand, Shiyang sat on the bench at the entrance of the hospital for a long time.
The afterglow of the setting sun scattered on her body, making her already slender figure become more and more slender.
It is the season of autumn that is gradually entering, and the unfamiliar streets are full of unfamiliar skin colors and people. Under the sunset, there is an inexplicable feeling of loneliness in a foreign land.
Shiyang still remembered the last time she found out she was pregnant and how she felt when she met Fu Jingchuan in the hospital.
In fact, when she first saw him in a chaotic mood, she was pleasantly surprised and felt instantly settled and safe.
When she didn't know what to do, Fu Jingchuan appeared, and after learning that she was pregnant, he gave her a solution without any hesitation and took all the responsibilities.
At that time, she didn’t have to worry about whether she would be able to provide her with a rich and healthy growing environment after the child was born. She didn’t have to worry about whether growing up in a single-parent environment would affect her physical and mental health, and she didn’t have to worry about whether she would be unable to provide her with a complete family. , is it cruel to her to bring her into this world rashly...
Fu Jingchuan gave her solutions to all the problems she was worried about.
But now there is no Fu Jingchuan.
She and he were completely over. The moment their eyes met at the airport, his eyes were already cold and indifferent to those of a stranger. He would not give her another option.
It was impossible for her to ask for his opinion again. The answer was simply to go back to the choice she made two years ago or continue with her current choice.
Therefore, even after a long flight of more than ten hours, Shiyang didn't think clearly about what to do.
Her decision is not only related to one life, but also to her long life in the future.
Privately, Shiyang wanted to keep the child. She would probably never get married again in her life. She had no expectations for marriage and love, but she longed to have her own child. An unexpected pregnancy at this time was nothing more than a nightmare for her. A gift from God.
But Shiyang also knew very well that she couldn't give her child a complete family and complete father's love. She deprived her of a part of a normal life before she was born. She didn't know if this was too cruel to the child.
She didn't dare to make this decision easily.
The long flight could not give her the courage to make a decision.
This bleak and lonely dusk still cannot be given.
The inspection report in his hand tightened inch by inch. Shiyang let out a long breath and stood up. When he turned around, his eyes touched a tall figure and he was startled.
