The happier the spiritual world is, the stronger the physical needs are. [Full text reading] Anthony experienced the fiery and passionate obsession and pursuit of Gu Hanhan's energy world, and his spiritual happiness almost reached the extreme. **It's hard to suppress the urge to move, but it's difficult to suppress it, which makes this kind of happiness complicated and contradictory. Like a bit of astringency in a sweet, like a bit missing in a circle, it tugs at people's hearts and lungs, making them unwilling and reluctant.
Anthony felt as if he had stepped into heaven with one foot and stayed in hell with the other. This sweet torture was the most unbearable, and he could hardly bear it. He reached out and pulled down the cigarette box on the side tea table. The wooden cigar box flipped over on the carpet, and a few cigars rolled out. He took one and lit it directly with the energy field without looking for an igniter. He raised his head and took a sip, like a bad literary youth. The other palm touched Gu Hanhan's body. It was so hot that it was so sultry. Obviously, she is also struggling with physical dissatisfaction when enjoying spiritual sex, and it is more difficult for her to resist this kind of physical desire and desire than it is for herself.
Anthony didn't understand what kind of belief gave this girl such perseverance and perseverance.
"What is love?" he thought. "Does the universe really need love?"
He smoked a cigarette idly and endured three complete energy cycles. Gu Hanhan's spiritual world was obviously satisfied. He was full and slowly stopped asking for him, so Anthony cut off the energy cycle between them and let out a long breath. Without the stimulation of energy, although the pain on his chest was still there and could not go away immediately, it was much better after all. He was able to completely restrain himself to this extent.
Anthony flicked his more than half-smoked cigar and lay down on the ashtray. He put some pressure on his shoulders and stood up with Gu Hanhan in his arms.
Gu Hanhan said softly, "Hmm", and waited until the pleasure of orgasm completely faded before opening his eyes. Mentally I felt comfortable, but my body felt empty and uncomfortable, with the illusion that it was never full. She couldn't help but rub against Anthony's arms a few times and said, "It feels so uncomfortable."
"Of course it will be uncomfortable!" Anthony hugged her and sat on the sofa, his tone was helpless, "It's obviously necessary, but you have to bear it and don't do it. It's no wonder that your body can bear it better!"
"I can't give up my principles just to feel better! I have to wait until I feel it before I do it with you, Anthony." Gu Hanhan said seriously.
"So are you going to torture yourself just for this so-called feeling?"
"I think I can still bear it!" Gu Hanhan said righteously, but almost immediately, she groaned. Although **** is low-level, it is impossible to make it disappear based on righteousness. , it always takes some time and hard work before it slowly fades away.
Seeing how hard she was holding on, Anthony couldn't help but shook his head.
"You don't need to abuse yourself in this area. It's just ****, just soothe it. Even if you really don't want me to have sex with you, there are always other ways to satisfy you." Anthony said this, pointing his finger He gently held Gu Hanhan's clitoris, lowered his head and kissed her tender vagina gently.
Gu Hanhan trembled all over, and the gentle squeeze on her lower body almost broke all her psychological defenses. She wavered hard before reaffirming her stance.
"No!" She pushed away Anthony's fingers, held Anthony's head, and looked into his eyes. "Listen, Anthony, I don't do it with you because I don't think we should go beyond sex yet. relationship. That will complicate the relationship between us. Then I will definitely be confused, and I will become more and more confused about the situation. Maybe I can’t help but tell myself that everything is wonderful, but in fact it is not. That's wonderful. I can't kid myself, Anthony. A relationship is a relationship, whether it's done directly or indirectly, as long as it happens, as long as it's you, it's the same as me having sex with you."
"Then ask the valet to do it!" Anthony bent down and put Gu Hanhan on the sofa, covered her body with his coat, and said to him: "If they just help you solve the problem, they He should indeed be better at it.”
"What nonsense are you talking about, Anthony?" Gu Hanhan covered his forehead with his palm, feeling extremely embarrassed and depressed, "You might as well have told me to use an electric cucumber!"
"I can't see any difference between the two." Anthony stood up a little irritably and walked to the terrace outside the room.
Outside the semi-arc large isolation window, there is a subspace like a gray mist.
He pulled his shirt open further and stood facing the thick gray fog. After being silent for a while, he spoke in a low and helpless voice——
"You don't allow me to have sex with you, and you don't want the valet to do it. Hanhan, you really make it difficult for me."
"Are you angry with me, Anthony?" Gu Hanhan stood up from the sofa and asked sadly.
"No, I just don't know what to do." He turned his head and gave Gu Hanhan a relieved expression, "How could I be angry with you?"
However, Gu Hanhan was not relieved at all. On the one hand, she was not satisfied physically, but she was also very disappointed psychologically.
"But your mood seems obviously very low," she said gloomily, "Are you men like this? You never care whether you feel it or not. As long as you do it, you will be happy. If you can't do it, you will look dissatisfied. I can’t stand rejection!”
"It's not that I can't bear it, but that you can't bear it." Anthony shook his head and looked at Gu Hanhan with a complicated expression, "You are not suitable for abstinence, Hanhan. Strong dependence will destroy the desires of your spiritual world. Dissatisfaction is mapped onto the body. If I don’t cycle with you, you will have mapping accumulation. If I cycle with you, you will be stimulated by energy. Regardless of the accumulation of mapping or energy stimulation, you will eventually have stronger and stronger feelings. ***. Maybe you can persist once, twice, or eight times out of ten, but you can’t fight your instinct forever.”
"Strong field dependence..." Gu Hanhan heard this word for the second time after the unscrupulous middle-aged man. Unlike the previous time, she felt a deep and real panic.
"This is the fate that all superpowers cannot escape, Hanhan, not just you." Anthony said to her in an almost ruthless tone, "Energy naturally flows towards strong fields. The stronger the strong field, the weaker the weak field. . This is the rule of all energy rules. This rule is reflected in the superpower society as a hierarchical order, and weak fields must succumb to strong fields. It is reflected in energy resonance and spirituality/love, which is strong field dependence."
"Spiritual desires are never satisfied, and your energy is always longing for intercourse with a stronger energy field. If you can't do it and can't satisfy it, it will oppress your body, first your body, and then your life. , until you satisfy it. And once you have cycled with a strong energy field, it will be difficult to draw spiritual pleasure from a weak field. It prompts you to keep climbing up on this road of no return, until you reach the top, and then get better and better day by day. The world depends on a super strong field. It’s the same with me. The more times I cycle with you, the less likely I am to get spiritual pleasure from anyone else.”
The passion gradually subsided from Gu Hanhan's body, and her skin slowly cooled down.
"How cruel..." she said.
"Everything has a price, Hanhan," Anthony looked back at the gray fog: "No matter the strength or life."
"So you have to give in without even resisting, first the spirit and then the body, or first the body and then the spirit?" Gu Hanhan sat up from the sofa, walked to the terrace with bare feet and stood next to Anthony, "They want to Just give it to me, regardless of your true intentions?"
"Your resistance is meaningless. Maybe you can still persist now. Your strong field dependence is probably only level 4, and the sexual/desire mapping is not to the point where you cannot resist it. But as it slowly accumulates, There's always going to be a breaking point. You've got to give in."
Gu Hanhan's eyes widened, he grabbed Anton's hand and said stubbornly: "Hold on as long as you can."
"There are backlash..." Anthony said, and then suddenly stopped. Somehow, he couldn't bear it for a while. He couldn't bear to break all the innocent illusions and cute persistence of this girl like this, making her depressed and sad, losing the sunshine and hope in her eyes, and being so shocked by this cold universe. Sinking into despair.
"There is no need to rush her to realize everything and give her some time to be willful," he thought. "Anyway, I still have the ability to let her be willful for a while."
So, he shook Gu Hanhan's hand back, kissed her forehead, smiled and said to her, "Okay, then I will stick with you."
"Look, golden light!" Gu Hanhan pointed forward and shouted in surprise.
A bright point of light appeared in front of their eyes, as if it was within reach and exploded. In an instant, it turned into a brilliant whirlpool of golden light. The whirlpool quickly expanded into a halo, and the atmosphere expanded to expand the entire universe in the blink of an eye. .
The spaceship broke through the gray fog, and like stars falling, countless star clusters of magnificent colors collided head-on, and the light from thousands of stars spilled into the terrace. The red color of the rose spread on Gu Hanhan's smooth shoulders and naked and erect breasts. The star cluster seemed to be brushing against the outer wall of the terrace, and then gradually moved away, gathering into a beautiful nebula that looked like burning flames in front of the line of sight.
"It's so beautiful!" Gu Hanhan exclaimed sincerely, deeply shocked by the magnificent and beautiful scene in front of him.
"The Sunset Nebula is 4,500 light years away from the earth." Anthony pointed at the flame and told Gu Hanhan. Then he turned Gu Hanhan's shoulder and asked her to look in another direction. There are stars there and the stars are shining brightly.
"The Vanhiitrimona star field is 4,700 light years away from the earth and has more than 900 star systems. Humanity completely conquered it in 2617. Now, there are more than 1,200 inhabited planets and 10,000 star systems. A permanent artificial celestial body, divided into eleven countries, with 200 billion descendants of earthlings living there.”
"Welcome to the universe," Anthony looked at the naked girl standing above the galaxy from the side with a face filled with wonder, and silently added in his heart: "My goddess."
