This book is the most successful one I have written in more than a year. It is not perfect, but it is the most perfect I can create at the moment.
The starting point of this book was when I thought of the sentence, "I will save myself" on the eve of my 24th birthday.
I want to use my own way of thinking to interpret a self-rescue wrapped in books and fantasy.
Hence the name Lindu, a ferry used to ferry people across oneself.
I created her life experience. She had a troubled life. She was a helpless duckweed who struggled in a world that favored boys over girls. She was once influenced by worldly concepts and tried to find love to fill the void of no one during her growth. But she finally Wake up when you lose your meaning, and redeem your former self by saving others, that is, an emotional blogger, saving your love brain, and the prototype was born.
But as I began to shape the story, the world of the story revealed a vast, real, and vivid wonder, which allowed me to create a lot of plots and reveal a lot of things.
There is actually a lot that I want to explain. I repeatedly read many Taoist-related books and some simple Buddhist scriptures, collected information, and perfected my own story. Thus, this world of insight, this supreme sect, and many people were born.
I want to create a righteous path. There may be conflicts of interest, or there may be different plans, but in the face of the powerful enemy, every monk in the righteous path, in the instinctive education, chooses not to be alone, but to work together in the same boat; I want to create a righteous path. A villain with an equally painful self-system and core, a tragedy that is not entirely personal, but a tragedy of the times and the world.
Lin Du had nothing when she came. Through the way of ferrying people, she gradually gained Lin Tuan in the role of "mother", Yan Ye in the role of "father", and many elders who guided her and loved her unconditionally, protected her, and taught her. , there are also juniors she is worried about and want to guide, many friends who can support her, a confidant who is on the same journey, a completely healthy and unburdened relationship, so a big family in the world of cultivation is born.
Through Lin Du's growth and a grand plan, she gained a healthy, stable, and satisfactory relationship on the road. She also changed from being wary and afraid of getting close to each other and reuniting, preferring to make a deal and not owing each other, to accepting it calmly. She received help and gifts from relatives, friends, and teachers, because she knew that she could safely accept those kindnesses without having to think about the cause and effect and human feelings behind them.
She must learn to be calm, find her original intention, establish a Taoist mind, complete the four sentences of Hengqu, take the ideas she learned in modern times, integrate the Taoism she learned, and learn to accept parting, regret, imperfection, and death. ,sacrifice.
She will cultivate her own perfection from being incomplete, from career to character and conduct in life. This is what I think is the growth story of the heroine. I think I have probably achieved it in this regard.
An author's most written works must inevitably reflect her own current world view. At first, I wanted Lin Du to live alone, so he had to force himself to be the best, to be outstanding, to surpass the excellence of boys, and to live alone, so the image is more biased towards Independent, neutral, and inviolable. After doing a lot of image archeology in the world of cultivation, she chose the simplest image of a modern Taoist priest. It was simple and fit her modern concepts.
In fact, I subconsciously projected my concept of self-protection onto her. Now my way of self-protection is to learn Muay Thai instead of dressing up in a relatively neutral way, and turning changing my image into strengthening my strength. This is what I have experienced several times. I woke up when I was knocked on the door and stepped on in my bachelor apartment. I want to become strong and have the ability to punch to protect myself, instead of being feminine and preparing chainsaws that may not be lifted in time. People cannot criticize those times from the height of now. of myself.
I love people with a sense of boyhood, but it wasn’t until this book debuted that many people unexpectedly pointed out the controversy of the word boy that I realized it was a controversial point.
From my personal experience and common language, juvenile includes boys and girls, just like Zi includes men and women.
But everyone’s experience and conceptual system are different.
I opened this book to practice writing on group portraits, so at the beginning, I didn’t have enough investment in each character, and the focus was different when writing.
I wanted to describe different women, so I described them in different ways and used different pronouns. Although I tried not to let Lin Du himself use father-type words, in essence, when I was describing, my unconscious misogyny that was deeply rooted in the world was not the same. It will expose shortcomings. I want my heroine to be unique, and I want her to have a stronger youthful spirit. She is my most beloved work. It is undeniable that I do have shortcomings in my writing, and I will unintentionally compromise with the world. , in order to obtain legibility, I am also constantly reflecting and accepting corrections.
But I still think that boy is a word that women can use, and I not only think that Lin Du is the only boy in the article. The sense of youth is one of her characteristics, but her greater trait is her gentleness despite being cold and lonely. Her kindness and generosity are her empathy and sensitivity as a woman, so I don’t think she is ambiguously gendered, and the Virgin is not a derogatory term. Helping the world and saving people is the culture and cohesion of our nation.
The world of cultivation itself is a world where power levels are built based on strength, so there is essentially no difference between genders. You can find many smart, powerful, and diverse women in the book who follow their own path. This is what I prefer. To express things, the image of women is diverse, not limited, and has its own world. It is an evergreen tree, a peak, with infinite possibilities.
My ideas are always evolving through learning, and I may find more flaws in my past, but I still love what I create.
Another controversial point is the Cp issue. I have always believed that surviving a crisis is about spiritual resonance and being on the same journey in an absolute sense. I want to try to create a normal emotional relationship that is introverted but spiritually compatible. The core of the article is not about feelings. , so I didn’t write much, all of it was to serve the plot.
My only talent as an author is that I love the characters and world I create. The plot and expression of the story may be flawed, but I truly love them with all my heart and soul, and believe that they were born in my spiritual world. It has independently become a parallel universe that is loved by many people.
Eight months is not long, but it also allowed me to grow slowly. As the plot progressed, I began to put more love and effort into the supporting characters. My attention, from eating to sleeping While walking and laughing, I only thought about the plot related to the protagonist, and started to think more about the plot of the supporting characters, so they became fuller.
I am very grateful. I am grateful that I stuck to my own ideas and did not change any of the established outlines and plots. But I am even more grateful to the readers along the way. Without your support, I would not have had such a firm will to insist on creating my story.
This is indeed an ordinary Internet article, it is a snack, but I also tried to turn it into a snack with at least some nutritional value. I hope you will enjoy eating it. If it suits your taste, then I will be very satisfied.
I will not stop writing and creating. I hope that when we meet again next time, I will be a better me.
Finally, I wish everyone a good time and a beautiful journey.
