Chapter 18 Broken First Love
The setting sun cast a shadow on the roadside through the mottled shadows of the trees.
The two walked side by side on the overpass. Lin Fan was half a head taller than Liu Mengfei. Liu Mengfei and Lin Fan, who were slim and curvy, looked like two young lovers shopping together when they walked together.
Liu Mengfei's long hair danced in the breeze, and the breeze was mixed with the familiar smell of her body
"Have I become ugly? You don't even dare to look at me." Liu Mengfei stopped, turned sideways and stared straight at Lin Fan.
Lin Fan smiled unnaturally: "Don't be kidding, you have been the school beauty since junior high school, and you are still the same now. How could you become ugly?"
"Then why don't you look at me?" His tone was a little questioning and aggrieved.
Lin Fan turned his head, and Liu Mengfei's face appeared in his field of vision again. The extremely elegant face no longer looked as childish as it once did, giving people a comfortable and friendly feeling. As bright as spring, like a blooming lily, faintly fragrant.
Lin Fan felt that something was wrong in the atmosphere, and wanted to find a topic to break the depressing feeling. He thought for a long time, but didn't say a word.
"Is there any girl chasing you?"
"Huh? Do I look like someone is chasing me?"
"I'll chase you"
"No need, I run very fast and you can't catch up. Why don't you try another sport."
"..."
Liu Mengfei stared at him resentfully without saying anything, and Lin Fan laughed twice.
Liu Mengfei opened her thin lips and asked again: "What is 59+1?"
"Huh!" A speeding car sped away from under the overpass, drowning out all Liu Mengfei's words.
Lin Fan looked at the speeding car and smiled dryly: "60."
Liu Mengfei bit her red lips, her mouth bulged with anger, and asked again: "59+1, how much."
The car Lin Fan was looking at disappeared into the traffic, and he said in a very calm tone: "Isn't that the right answer?"
Liu Mengfei's delicate body trembled, her hands were clenched tightly, and her bright eyes dimmed, "This was not your original answer. You have been blaming me."
Lin Fan looked at Liu Xuefei and said solemnly: "No, I have never blamed you."
There was a smile in Liu Mengfei's eyes, but her words were choked with sobs, "You must have it, otherwise why would you reject me? I was the one who pursued you, I was the one who asked you out, and I was the one who sent you the love letter. But in the end, you harassed me and got raped by someone." I even almost got fired for spreading rumors. You must hate me very much."
Lin Fan looked at the constant flow of traffic, and his mind couldn't help but go back to the moments in junior high school.
At that time, Liu Mengfei was young and innocent, like an elf who accidentally fell into the world, and was the heart of all boys. Lin Fan is just one of many boys, because the family only relies on Lin Tian for support, and does not consider so much about the relationship between men and women.
I just think Liu Mengfei is very beautiful and want to get close to her.
Although Lin Fan was not good at his homework, he studied very hard, so the teacher arranged for Liu Mengfei, who was the study committee member, to tutor him in his homework. Most of the time, there was no one in the exam room last night. When it rained, Lin Fan would hold an umbrella to help him. She went home and forgot her textbook, so they shared one.
In the campus era, this kind of thing should happen to everyone.
However, some people always want to break this relationship.
One day after school, Liu Mengfei handed Lin Fan a note and told him that it was a test question for him. Not long after Liu Mengfei left, a large number of people poured into the classroom.
The school bully who has been pursuing Liu Mengfei couldn't stand Lin Fan being alone with Liu Mengfei every day, and threatened Lin Fan to tell him to stay away from Liu Mengfei.
Lin Fan, who was simple-minded, thought that they didn't dare to do anything to him at school, so he didn't pay attention and quickly turned his attention to the note. When Lin Yumo was having dinner in the evening, she accidentally saw the content on the note. She laughed a few times and told Lin Fan how to reply.
Just when Lin Fan thought he had found the correct answer, he stepped into the classroom with great expectations.
He was instantly overwhelmed by all kinds of ridiculing and mocking words.
It turns out that the school bully and the others saw Liu Mengfei handing him a note, and they began to speculate about their relationship.
In their eyes, why would Liu Mengfei fall in love with a poor boy like Lin Fan?
Lin Fan remembered that a girl asked Liu Mengfei: "Are you really in a relationship?"
"Lin Fan is just a nerd, you won't fall in love with him, right?"
Liu Mengfei bit her lip tightly and did not reply. Her silence made Lin Fan feel chilled. The note in his pocket seemed particularly hot to the touch. He wished he could seal the note in his pocket forever and never take it out. .
The two spent the day in a muddle. When school was over, they didn't do any homework as usual. Lin Fan left the classroom early. On the way home, I suddenly remembered that I had left the test paper in the classroom, so I had to go back again.
Just when Lin Fan arrived at the door of the classroom, an unknown anger arose in his heart.
In fact, the school bully knew exactly what happened that night. They knew exactly who handed it to whom. When there was no one around after school, the school bully and his younger brother blocked Liu Mengfei in the classroom.
"Bah, I thought you were so noble? So you like this stinky loser? You even write love letters. I have written so many love letters to you, but you haven't replied to one of them?"
"No wonder you guys leave so late every day. It seems that you have been having an affair for a long time. You see, your relationship is not strong. I just found someone to help you make it public, and you broke up on bad terms. Look, he didn't even do anything today. He didn’t even let it go. Didn’t you admit it too? It seems like you don’t like him either.”
The school bully and a group of younger boys surrounded Liu Mengfei, speaking all kinds of obscene words and wantonly humiliating the girl in front of him.
Liu Mengfei sat on her seat with a helpless look on her face, feeling very frightened and frightened in her heart, but the stubbornness in her bones made her hold back her tears. She was afraid that once the tears in her eyes fell, the people in front of her would see her vulnerability.
Just when the school bully couldn't help but want to touch Liu Mengfei, a black shadow roared over.
"Get out! Don't touch her!" Like a mad beast, Lin Fan rushed into the crowd and protected Liu Mengfei behind him.
"Damn it! It turns out it's you, a turtle grandson, ++. Now you want to be a hero. It's too late! Fuck him!"
Lin Fan was naturally beaten to a pulp, and he was worried that Liu Xuefei would be affected, so he protected Liu Xuefei tightly.
The school bully and others looked at the dog-like Lin Fan and scolded him with disdain: "You like to pretend, right? Come on, I'll let you pretend and give you a chance to pretend!" The scene of Lin Fan protecting Liu Mengfei was filmed. Come down.
The next day, the school bully posted these photos online and spread rumors that Lin Fan was unsuccessful in his pursuit of Liu Mengfei and was rejected, so he wanted to do something wrong.
In the photo, Lin Fan was disheveled and Liu Mengfei had tears in her eyes. In addition to the incident of sending a love letter before, no one cared about the truth and only wanted to believe what they believed.
Because the incident was too big, Lin Fan was almost fired, and the two of them separated.
The school bully would bully Lin Fan from time to time until Lin Tian fell into a coma. Lin Fan no longer chose to be patient and changed his previous forbearance.
One night, the woods
Lin Fan was covered in scars, blood was dripping down his forehead, and the bricks in his hands were stained red with blood. Looking at the figure below him who was begging for mercy, he said without any emotion: "Next time, I will make you regret coming here. In this world.”
After that, Lin Fan dropped out of school and worked part-time until the high school entrance examination, relying on his previous knowledge to barely attend high school.
Was Liu Mengfei wrong? Was Lin Fan wrong?
Seeing Liu Mengfei's eyes filled with tears, which were about to burst, Lin Fan turned around and said seriously: "Mengfei, listen to me, I have never blamed you, there is no need to impose all the faults on you On yourself.”
After Lin Fan finished speaking, his face felt hot, and he laughed at himself: "If those things had not happened, I think I would have really cherished the time with you. You are the only girl who has ever liked me, thank you very much. , I did like you at that time."
"Really?!" Liu Mengfei laughed through tears.
Lin Fan smiled and said, "Really, do you think anyone would like me like I am now?"
"Huh, that's not what I'm talking about!" Liu Mengfei looked at Lin Fan angrily.
Liu Mengfei loosened her clenched hands slightly, handed Lin Fan a piece of paper, looked at Lin Fan expectantly and whispered, "What about us?"
Lin Fan looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar note in front of him, and then said sadly: "Keep it, this is a beautiful memory, isn't it?"
Liu Mengfei said with a slightly pleading tone: "I don't want to remember, Lin Fan, how about we start over."
Lin Fan showed a warm smile, stared into her eyes, and said word for word: "You just feel that you owe me? Do you want to compensate me? No one between us owes anything to the other, and I have never blamed you. Aren’t we still friends?”
"I didn't make it up to you!" Liu Mengfei pursed her lips: "I don't want anyone to be friends with you. You just dislike me. I have been waiting for you these past few years. You said it in your love letter, Are you going to cheat?"
Lin Fan twitched the corner of his mouth and sighed slightly: "Even if we start over again, one day we meet our former classmates and they mention what happened back then again. Can you admit it? Or now, if someone asks, can you face it calmly? ?”
The soft words were like a hammer, breaking all Liu Mengfei's illusions.
"Can?"
"Can I say it?"
The two of them stopped talking. Liu Mengfei looked at Lin Fan with dancing eyes, and her lips moved to express something, but the words could not come out, and tears silently ran down her cheeks.
Lin Fan gently wiped it off for her and said softly: "Let's go, we should be able to catch the last bus to your school."
A familiar figure from behind.
The two figures overlapped again after the cycle of time.
The crumpled love letter left traces of the two of them.
59+1=
