how to say. Every time I finish this book, I feel empty, a little melancholy, and a little lost. This time it is especially obvious...because I have been unable to sleep for two days in a row...
And since I finished writing the last chapter last night, I haven't fallen asleep yet. I always feel that my mind is confused and my heart is empty...
How can I put it this way? Like the previous books, this book still fell apart in the middle and later stages. It also greatly affected my creative passion and confidence. The more I wrote, the less I felt. In the end, I could only rely on my sense of responsibility to finish the main plot of the book. I won’t let everyone see an incomplete story.
However, this also leads to the fact that some branch lines and pits must have been omitted or not filled in due to the promotion of the main line. I would like to apologize to everyone in advance. If you have any pitfalls that you feel have not been filled in, you can leave a message here. I will reply with answers or follow up. Make a little extra to make up for it.
After talking about the main business, let’s talk about the results of this book and some of my thoughts.
Overall, this book is a failure for me.
Although the results are the best among all my books, the highest order is 70,000, the highest order is 19,500, and now when I finish the book, it is more than 16,000, but... I have not finished writing this. goals set when writing this book.
At the beginning, the reason why I wrote this book was that I wanted to transform, write something I had never written before, broaden my writing areas, and...solve my problem of always having a mid-term crash.
However, neither goal was ultimately achieved. In the former case, I found that this field may not be suitable for me, and in the latter case... everyone has seen it: it's fucked up again.
This also made me doubly confused.
Therefore, my original plan was to take a long break after finishing the book, maybe half a year to a year, and then think about my ideas and my future direction.
However, due to various reasons, I may not be able to take such a long break. So I can only chat with you here about my thoughts, and see if you can help me find the reason.
I've been reading a few books I've written recently, and I feel that the reason why I've failed to read them is probably because there's something wrong with my writing direction.
I remember I told everyone before that I liked it very much, but what I didn’t say was that many of the books I read were niche books. Most people only read some cool articles. For example, "I'm Really a Big Star" and "The Tribulation of All Races". So... I have always thought that Internet articles should actually be cool articles, and they should be [cyclical cool articles].
This has led to the writing method of several of my books: lay out the story background, golden fingers, story, and characters in the early stage, and then start to cut into the cycle in the middle stage, and the cycle is endless.
However, I recently discovered that I might be wrong...
The interesting points of each online article are different, and the writing style of each author is also different. Although some people can write good loops, it does not mean that everyone can write well, nor does it mean that all books must be written this way...
And what I am best at is not looping and refreshing, but the kind of novel but close to reality, the kind of funny and reversal storylines, and those interesting characters?
So, once I start the cycle of pretending and slapping people in the face, I start to lose my book?
I don't know if this is the reason. So if any book friends have their own ideas, or think that my collapse is due to other reasons, you can leave a message and chat, and I will read it carefully and reflect on it.
And if my idea is right, then my next book will most likely return to the style of these early books: funny, reversal and a little suspense, and then focus on character creation and story telling, and no longer pursue mindless looping fun. clicked, and lasted a whole book.
But I have to wait for more detailed research.
In order to write the next book better and more completely, although I can't take a long break, I should still take a break, read the books of other big guys, study, and then prepare for the new book.
Therefore, the release time of the new book is expected to be mid-July at the earliest and mid-September at the latest. Try to write a book that has good reputation and good results and becomes a hit!
At that time, we will notify everyone in the book club and when a single chapter is released in our book.
Therefore, if it is convenient, I hope you can keep our books on your bookshelf for a while, thank you~
Or add Book Friends Group 4: 863768896, come and talk about nothing, chat, drive...
Finally, it’s commercial time. For book friends who have read our book, I hereby solemnly recommend my two old books "I Add a Dot to Everything" and "My Cloud-raised Girlfriend".
Especially "I Add a Dot to Everything". The style and type of this book are similar to ours, and 9,000 have already been ordered. We are still short of 1,000, and we hope to get 10,000 as soon as possible. ︿(￣︶￣)︿
As for "My Cloud-Adopted Girlfriend", it is my most popular book, but it is a love story, so I just recommend it briefly. If you are interested, you can also read it.
last of the last.
It’s the same paragraph I write at the end of every book.
All beginnings are grand, and all partings are silent.
No farewell is perfect, but all farewells are for a better reunion in the future.
I am honored to accompany you through such a wonderful time with "Once, I Wanted to Be a Good Person".
It doesn’t matter whether you have ordered all of our books or just read a little bit and stopped reading.
No matter you like our book, or you hate our book by the end.
No matter whether you are ready to continue to support me or whether you plan to forget me forever.
I will always remember you who have been by my side from 2022 to 2023.
I wish you smooth sailing ahead and may you still be a young man when you return.
Let's see you next book...
