Su Man didn't say anything. Huang Jingjing said to himself, "I live every day in fear and want to die. Maybe God has finally shown mercy for once. This deformed relationship will finally be written down one day." The cold broke."
That day, Zhang Shuhan actually forgot something at home and went back to pick it up. Then he happened to bump into Huang Jingjing who was called out by the big clock.
He wanted to say hello to her, but found that she was absent-minded and didn't notice him at all. She just walked towards the stairwell and heard the sound of going upstairs.
It's hard to say what his state of mind was at that time. He didn't call her, he just followed her, wanting to see where she was going and what she was going to do.
The movement he made behind her was actually not small. He didn't want to hide it deliberately, but Huang Anjing never noticed him.
When he followed Huang Anjing to the top floor, he saw the two people hugging each other and kissing each other.
His wife was being hugged and kissed by his boss!
At that moment, anger overwhelmed his reason, and he rushed up and gave the big bell a hard punch.
That day, he hit the big clock very hard. Huang Jingjing stood beside him. She didn't start a fight or persuade her. She just stood there and looked at him blankly, not knowing what she was thinking.
That night, he drank a little wine, hugged her and cried, crying why she would do such a thing, crying why she didn't tell him, crying and asking her if she was doing this for him.
Huang Anjing didn't explain. To be honest, she didn't know how to explain it. After all, everything had happened clearly in front of him. Seeing Zhang Shuhan hugging her and crying in such pain, holding her and asking heart-wrenching questions Whose was the child in her belly? Why was she so shameless when he scolded her? At that moment, it was as if she suddenly had clarity. She woke up and suddenly understood what she should do and what she should be like. At the end, she made a decision.
There were actually many people who said she was shameless, but none of them could make her remember the words from Zhang Shuhan's mouth. She actually wanted to warn herself that she didn't mind, but there was no way. She minded, she just minded very much. Even when she closed her eyes, the words kept replaying in her mind.
Why is she so shameless? Yes, why is she like this? Is this kind of life what she wants? In fact, she just wants to live a good life and have a stable life, but the final result is often not what people want.
She had never thought about dying before. After all, it was not easy for her to survive at such an old age. She had paid a heavy price to survive time and time again, but this time, she felt that she could not make it. This was a hurdle, and she felt very tired.
She felt tired from the inside out, and she suddenly didn't want to persist.
Just like what she said before, people like her should rot in the dirt and die in that corner where no one can find them.
In the living room, Zhang Shuhan was very drunk and scolded her for not knowing how to behave and not cherishing his kindness to her. In the kitchen, she stabbed her heart with a knife because she was determined to die.
Of course, she really died, but the fire was actually an accident.
At that time, hangover soup was cooking on the stove, and she cooked it for Zhang Shuhan. In the past, it was always like this, while he drank, she cooked hangover soup for him.
Only this time, Zhang Shuhan was so drunk that the pot burned dry. He didn't know what caught fire first. Anyway, by the time Zhang Shuhan woke up after smelling the smell and choked, the kitchen was already a sea of fire.
Huang Anjing died in the fire.
"To be honest, I think this life is really strange. You said I wanted to die, but when I opened my eyes, my body was dead but my soul was still alive." Huang Anjing sighed, "I was just floating there. , watching Zhang Shuhan trying to put out the fire over and over again."
The fire was already so big that Zhang Shuhan could no longer put it out. In the end, the fire alarm came and put out the fire. Of course, Huang Jingjing was also found charred inside.
Zhang Shuhan was taken away for investigation without exception, but he remained silent throughout the whole process, neither admitting nor denying, just silent. Fortunately, this matter had nothing to do with him. No matter how much we investigated, we couldn't make anything up out of nothing. It was found out that she committed suicide. , and finally let him out.
"Later, I watched Shuhan go find Da Zhong, and then kill Da Zhong who looked proud and wanted to show off the disc to him." When Huang Jingjing said this, his expression became more natural, " Later, I watched Shuhan a lot, and he stayed in Dazhong’s room for a long time. After that, as you all know, Shuhan killed everyone in the building and then committed suicide."
"I have been hiding from Shuhan and was too embarrassed to see him. Later you missionaries came. The more you missionaries came, the more I knew about the field of obsession, and I also learned that these people are actually relying on me. The field of obsession is absorbed and resurrected.”
"I know the existence of all of them, but they don't know my existence, and I don't want them to know. They are all boring people anyway." Huang Anjing picked his fingers, "I don't know what you are doing here. I have seen them all. I see the difference between you and those people, and I am also very curious. How can a woman have so many ideas? I secretly went to check on you, wanting to see you. I didn’t expect you to find out what is inside this melon.”
She said and glanced at Zhang Shuhan again, "If Shuhan hadn't been discovered by you, I wouldn't have come out."
"It's said to be fate. I think this is my fate. In fact, I have never wanted Shuhan to come into contact with me again. I think he will become unlucky if he comes into contact with me."
"But unfortunately, you not only discovered him, but also took him to see Dazhong." Huang Anjing sighed, "After so many years, I should actually believe in fate. The fate is probably to make me and Shuhan secret. Indivisible.”
She stood up, touched Zhang Shuhan's face, and wiped away the bloody tears from his eyes, "Why are you still crying? Only in this way can we be together."
Her head rested on Zhang Shuhan's forehead, caressing her gently and lovingly, lingering on his warmth.
"What about your story? I heard it." Suman said carefully, "But I think that if you and Zhang Shuhan are together, maybe you can communicate with each other."
"After all, if this goes on for a long time, you will just get a puppet. As the saying goes, you get his person, but you can't get his heart."
Before Suman finished speaking, Huang Jingjing interrupted her: "I don't need to win his heart. I have never won anyone's heart when I was alive. It would be nice to have someone like this by my side."
Suman said nothing and stared at Huang Anjing for a long time. After a while, she finally said, "Do you really love him?"
Huang Anjing didn't look into her eyes, "You just need to understand the answers to some questions in your heart. There's no need to say them out loud. If I say love, do you believe it?"
